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Lonely Day>>>>Phantom Planet

"Lonely Day"

I could tell from the minute I woke up
It was going to be a lonely lonely
lonely lonely day.

Rise and shine rub the sleep out of my eyes
And try to tell myself I can't
go back to bed
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.

Even though the sun is shining down on me and I should feel about as happy as can be
I just got here and I already want to leave
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day

Everybody knows that something is wrong
But nobody knows what's going on
We all sing the same old song
When you want it all to go away
It's shaping up to be a lonely day

***I could tell from the minute I woke up it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.

10 things to do in June

1.DECLARE SUNDAY DESSERT DAY-----indulging my sweet tooth with a yummy treat once a week

2. VISIT THE GALLERY-----anybody? anyone?

3. GET BACK ON TRACK-----jogging

4. GET A THEME SONG-----download musical compilation every week

5. HONE MY SKILL------ photoshop cs2...(cs3? holdomomento)

6. APPRECIATES ART------how?? maybe i should just finished reading HP the half blood prince

7. GET MORE SHUT EYE------zZZZZzzzz

8. COME CLEAN------Clean, clean, clean, clean

9. CHILL OUT

10. BAYAR PUASA...8 DAYS

*yes Nurul you can do it! you can! you can!

HERSHEY'S...you'll want one and a recipee to get you some sleep

im thinking to make my own advertisement!














cookies and milk, anyone?

cuti dah ehhhhhhhhhhhh

I H.E.A.R.T D

it's holidayyyyyy.. ok..that's not me in the picture.. i only know one of them (and he is my new crush!! ^_^)
lots of time to kill now!!! (hopefully)
that's dennis yeah, the one with the painted nail-finger...

ok, let us begin this holiday by sleeping.... zZZZZzZZZZzzZZZZ

to all my dayak friends....

"SELAMAT HARI GAWAI..."

NGIRUP AIK CELAP INGAT AKU...

1 more paper

tomorrow, i'll have my intro to building science paper, then i'm off for holidays.

thought off having a new blog. kinda did actually, then i've decided to cancel it. and i did.

wanna see my happy face??? ooo stupid blog.

THE PICTURE should BE belowwww the '"wanna see my happy face""...

haiyak!!!!

to all the reader.........nahhh..maybe next time i'll tell you what i have in mind

jaa''' ;p

korek jangan sik korek....lalalalalalala

holiday is just around the corner

well, my left eye is swollen. dont know wat caused it. again, it must be somekind of diseases.

heartbroken really... dreams were crashed last wednesday/thursday..in Athens!

yeah, ac milan kicks liverpool butt. they won 2-1..unfair really..

but who am i to say...its unfair...

sigh

and i quote.. "who am i to dream, dreams are for fools.. they always let you down"

no it's not a "wonderful world" james morrisson!!! it's not!!!

went out with aina, syafiq and brandon and albert last thursday night.. we went to watch THE PIRATES OF CARRIBEAN 3..

i must say...., mr bloom...he makes me sweats off my feet! im not sure whether thats the right words to describe the feeling i had for mr orlando bloom..ooo mr! mr bloom! stop it mr bloom..wakakakakaak

i wish aina and syafiq will end up together..cause its obvious they have this chemistry but syafiq didnt think that way. aina does! they'll make a cute couple...really

i desperately need a vacation... VACATION PLEASEEEEEEE.

sadly, my mum doesnt feel that way... yeah, she rather spend her money on the stupid stuff like flowers and soil. for the love of God, why cant she just buy a land.. that'll make a good investment..

i desperately need to shoppppppp...

need a wardrobe makeover..just tell me how?? siney nak oleh duit?? gile nak?? jual bulu idong?? laku sik?? wakakakak

mum's kinda busy with her social thingy lately. barely had enough time to spent with muah...

need a boyfriend..seriously...
lots of time to kill now!!!

my foot

something grow on my foot
i have decided to chop em' off

there's something STILL grow on my foot

oops..sorry...it's my toe...

ATHENS, HERE WE COME

WATCH OUT THE FINAL TWO IN THE BATTLE OF THE TITLE RACE IN UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE

AC MILAN AGAINST LIVERPOOL
MAY 23RD, 2007

TAWAKAL, INSYAALAH....

what have i done

i rather waste my time doing something stupid called surfing the internet.

i didnt do my assignment

i couldnt concentrate doing them

i got distracted

im lazy

i dont work out----im an unhealthy young woman.

i dont eat right... who does???

been listening to female artists a lot lately---dixie chicks, sarah mclachlan, fiona apple..etc

been listening to my idiotic-not-close-friends backstabbing each other again and again and again.

even though i know they are talking about me too...maybe about how i walk...how i walk?...what's wrong with these people?

im not gonna talk about LIVERPOOL...because i dont want to start any commotion to ANY CHELSEA FANS OR MAN U FANS...although my favourite to BE in the final for UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE IS AC MILAN and LIVERPOOL...lol

I GOT 4 WORDS FOR ALL OF U...WE ARE THE LEGEND!!!!

u ok there stevie??? u dont want to hear me nagging??? huh??? what's that stevie??? ure getting married on the june 15th???well, i got 3 words for ya

SO'S YOUR MOTHER!!!!!

tension tok aieeee

+ too much assignment in too little time
+ can't really spend time with my friend Aishah.
+ my friend nurul aishah quit studying in LKW and went straight home to shah alam (relationship & family problem)
+ my precious cat Si Tambey Ming Died last week (mondy 9/4), leaving 7 kids. and one of them just died on Sunday(15/4).

"MAY ITAM REST IN PEACE"

+ my athletes foot (somekind of ketumbuhan) wont reduced it size. but its already dried by the hour.
+ just got new LCD TV SamSung! woo hoo wee hoo!
+ just got new satellite (parabola) they have thousands of channels to watch... again woo hoo wee hoo
+ unable to concentrate!
+ cant take my eyes of Denise! (oh nooo! i wont let the major crushing-mission ruined me, again n again)
+ very hard to impress my lecturer mr Terry
+ tido akhir lately
+ selalu geram dengan kak eeda sik tentu pasal (muka nya susah gilak! geram tgok!)
+ why do people hate Sanjaya Malakar in American Idol season 6????

dance inside circle2 dot2

uhuh uhuh ok ok

And I'll be fine,
Is this fine? I'm not fine
Give me pieces, give me things to stay awake

errrr
Circle circle dot dot, (uh huh)
I got my cootie shot, (uh huh)
I think that booty's hot, (uh huh)
I'd give it booty song,
that booty's so i'll make it drop to the drop drop to the drop drop to the make it drop,
to the floor
lets get more,(a huh) Okay,
gimme some more.

I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song
we getting drunk now, with the shot shot to the shot shot to the shot shot
We going chase these not double stamp it no erasies with the bap bap to the bap bap
here comes the bouncer dont get caught
kindly introduce me to the friends that you brought
uh huh (uh huh)ok (ok)
I'm having fun today

fuhhhhhhhhhh

trip to riverRia

21st century?? 21st birthday lah!

my Birthday Lunch!

Venue: Meisan, Holiday Inn, Kuching
Time:12.15 pm
Date:11 march 2007/ Sunday
Berapa org??? 9 org ajak





have to celebrate early, because my uncle will have a football tournaments next week










Arriving









ordering
























"Dim sum!You! are going down!"













That day, we ate 22 course of chinese food! but im still 21 boh!!!! Y 22???














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next party
venue: limkok wing, studio 3
time : almost 4 pm i think
date: 15th march 2007/ thursday














getting ready for the cake














It was in my class... i was forced to eat the cake!















it was mix feeling really as i get into my twenties.. it is still early, but i feel old! LoL (cakap macam orang tua ajak!)

kak eeda's wedding

here are some of the pictures i took at kak eeda's wedding

crush is not love!!!

Wanting someone to be my guy or dream t of a guy to be mine is not love. It's just a feeling of wanting and to owned them. That feeling is not a feeling which i don't think i should explore more. Cause its suck and its not REAL!!

Furthermore, the guy that I've always had a crush on (crazy about) is always wayyy out of my league! whether he is too good looking, too smart, too spoil t or too good to be truth! Well, there you go...it's a recipe for disaster.

My mom once told me "crazy for nothing is not good for ya! " i find it very very true!

I'm tired of thinking about someone or "THE ONE", waiting them to love me, wanting to possess them so that i can show him off to my friends, my cousins and sadra sadra... I'm tired.

REALLY tired! I just wish I can stop thinking about it. STOP!! STOP for a freakin' second!
I just wish it would stop!

American Idol season 6

I'm in love with Sanjaya Malakar. His voice....aaaaaaarrrrrrhhhgggg i love it!

"...like a fool I when and stay too long
now I wonder if your love still strong
ooo baby
here I am
SIGNED, SEALED, DELIVERED ...I'M YOURS.."

fc barcelona vs liverpool fc (1-2)

feb 21, 2007.

yeay! they won!

next big match will be Liv vs manU on march 3. sigh.
march 7? liv vs barc.

this time, both match will be at Anfield!

A PLACE I CALL MY HOME!

GirLs are stupid

They are too sensitive, that’s why they cry easily

They are too emotional, that’s why they sick a lot

They are the boss of everything but they are also the slave for men

They are not cool but they are hot

They are intelligent but not smart enough to be the first one to land on the moon

They nag a lot and they never keep their mouth shut.

They have to take more responsibility than most guy do

They think too much that’s why a lot of girls end up in the mental institutions

They are pathetic when they are all alone/ single

They are the worst enemy of themselves.

They are WEAK WEAK WEAK!!!!!!

They depressed a lot!

They cried a lot!

They laughed a lot!

They suffered a lot!

Ok. I better go to sleep now.

Otherwise, im going Loco!

With the capital L

Sally's song

I sense there's something in the wind
That seems like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend

And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be

What will become of my dear friend
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last

And will we ever end up together?
No, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one

And will we ever end up together?
No, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one


~FIONA APPLE~

what did I do??

Genes

Definition: a unit inside a cell which controls a particular quality in a living thing that has been passed on from its parents.
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A friend of mine, let’s called her “A” possessed a good genes. Well, at least, that’s what I think she is. In terms of her look, her brain and her personality, she is surely has an aura of presences. Even though she’s not that “smart” but she always gets her way in passing her exams. Her family background is spectacular. None of them is a loser or a fool. Most of them studying aboard, possessed a good look, a good brain, talented, and not to mention all of them are rich by nature..LoL. I mean they are rich enough to live in large and send their kids to overseas just to complete their studies. Don’t you think they are rich enough? At first, I think she has all the qualities for a good buddy. I thought everybody likes her. Every BOYS wants to be her boyfriend, every GIRL wants to be her friend. (including ME! ^-^)

I WAS SO WRONG.

Another good friend of mine, lets called her “B”. Well, to sum it all up, she doesn’t have good genes. Err, I know her family well enough to say that. That’s included her cousins, her uncles, her aunts, her grandparents and her parents. Quite a contrary from “A” and guess what, they didn’t mixed well. As shy as she is, her personality is what I love most about her. Shy, quite knowledgeable (quite smart la), independent, a very good listener and very opinionate but she’s not good at expressing things though. I fancy her a lot actually. I really think I can open up to her about anything. Kinda!

The differences are obvious!

So, what is the matter of having a good gene or not. Usually, those who are ugly, fat, poor, weird, smelly, shy always succeed in the future, EVENTUALLY. Having a good gene maybe just a little sneek peek of the future but we can never be too sure. Cause we’ll never know. It doesn’t mean having a good gene promise us that there will be a good future for us, isn’t it?

Oh ya, didn’t I mention that both of them are good musicians and MALE?? I purposely didn’t say that they are both “HE”. Biaselah!

Does talent came from a gene as well? Hahahaa. Baka’!

thinking, wishing and praying

thinking..
been doing some observation here at waterfront. its really creepy. but i am not gonna focus on that.. just wondering and thinking, am i really suitable for this course. Seriously! is there a job opportunity out there for this course? i don't know. another thing is, is it really something i have always wanted to do? i cant believe i am doubting myself!!!!!!

wishing..
my cousin Jasmine, she's is Aussie now, and she just completed her degree in Accounting and guess what! As Soon as she finished studying, she gets a job in one of Australia's construction company. Is she lucky or what. it is like a dream that we have always dreaming of. ya lah, after studying, get a job, get married, having kids, then can die lo~! LoL. my point is, she doesn't have to be a in phase where she "menganggur" and thinking whether she's making a big mistake or not, or even questioning and doubting her own ability in any sort of aspect of her that can be questioned and doubted!!


"...if i could be like that....i would give anything
just to live one day, in those shoes
if i could be like that
what would i do..." be like that:3 doors down

praying..
.. and i pray for a better future. Amin~

and the winner is...

LIVERPOOL.... it was a good game everyone. but i honestly think Chelsea play a very bad form that night. Ah. what do you know, you win some, you lose some. (my boy Jermaine Pennant celebrates his 24th birthday and he scores his 1st goal for Liverpool) he reminds me of John Legend, really!
~i think i'm in love with Andriy Shevchenko (my guilty pleasure in Chelsea FC) aarrrrhhhh.. TIDAK MUNGKIN!!!!!!!!

And my first assignment is...."waiting space"-in a group of 4-5. I need to do a bus-stop or shall i say a bus-stand. Man, who would ever thought designing a bus-stop could be so hard. There's a lot of thing to take into consideration. This Friday would be my first time ever "site-visit". huah, feels like i am a real designer already ey....

Oh ya, forgot to mention that we have to combine with the semester 3 architecture students. Man, its not fair. They are like the "pro" in my college. Talking about my college, i heard they were going to extend it. Bigger computer lab, bigger library, more classroom and o ooh, bigger jamban. Gotta love the jambans in my college. And yeah, more lecturers and of course, more students are coming! And guess what, more peer-pressure!

~Sore ja'~

2nd semester in LICT

Just started my new semester today. As usual, the students there only mix and mingle with their own clique only. Me? Same with my so-called-glamor-stylish-and trendy friends. LoL. But I'm so not one of them. huah! should see how they dressed today. But, one thing I admired, is that they are not afraid to wear something new and they are comfortable with themselves (duh, obviously).

I cant wait for the new and interesting assignments to come. Lai la, lai la!

My results? 2A-, 2B, 2C+. overall, 71. Err, not so good.. 4 more new subjects to come. Building science and construction, building materials, Malaysian studies (it's PA all over again) and English foundation.

"America's next top model cycle 6" finished, and "House" is going to end for the season 2. My Monday night wont be the same.

Looking forward for "The cheetah girls 2" though. Been watching "Alex Rider, Storm breaker" last week. It was alright. I give it 61%. That movie, is just too cool for a 14 year old boy to be a spy. Even His uncle (Ewan McGreggor died because of the stupid undercover). Nah.. did not even convinced me to at least to believe that there is a kid spy out there.

SiGH

Remember and Forget

Me: will you remember me in a week?

Jarut: yea, sure

Me: will you remember me in a month?

Jarut: yea, ahuh

Me: will you remember me in a year?

Jarut: yea

Me: knock knock

Jarut: who’s there?

Me: you see! You have already forgotten me

jamban kamek

It might sound and look weird as I post the nasty pictures of my “Jamban” to you people. But, I have a reason why I did it. Ok. Ever heard a saying “the less you struggle, the less disappointed you’d become”? It was proven by my toilet, actually.

The toilet is kinda “broken” before, so what happen was that the button (to flush) is popped out. So, in order the flush the toilet, I have to press it in certain position. At first, it’s hard to get use to flush the toilet in that way, but after a while, it’s not that hard.

What I did was, I have to relax my mind (take a deep breathe), loosen the bad energy in my hand and FLUSH!!! Before this, it took me a while to flush that freaking toilet.

*don’t mind the dirt in the toilet; because, I haven’t washed the toilet before I took the pictures.

errr....

ok, i found some note that i wrote a year ago (dated 13th june 05) when i was flipping through my drawer last night. it's a little private but, what the hell.. who cares...

10th june was aishah's bday, i bought her her a pair of socks and made her a bday card. Awesome.
so, almost a month now, i didnt write anything. Well, last wednesday, i tend to watch a movie with Dez and what a coincidence, SHINO asked him out as well. But Dez rather watch a movie with him than me and so they went together and leave me at the bus-stop. Dez did ask me whether i wanted to go or not.. but i have no air-time in my phone to reply him that i really wanted to go. this is my only chance to hang out with SHINO and yet he blew it. so, i was so mad, i message dez (by using jarut's phone) as i reached home, telling him how mad i was. as a result, he told SHINO and yes he knows..

well, during their chemistry tuition, SHINO asked dez "so how's thing with u n nurul?" hehehe. he did concern aBOut me!!!! i was so happy when dez told me and im singging while showered and instead of putting the hair conditioner on my hair, i put it on all over my body..

anyway, i got carried away with this small things. just imagined SHINO tell me "i love you" @ "i like you" ... I'LL DEFINATELY FAINTED..!!!

LOL...what a memory i had when i was doing my sixth form. crazy about someone for 3 years but end up, NOTHING.. SHINO HAPPEN TO BE MY CLASSMATE for 2 years and i had a crush with him since i was in form 4, AND I BARELY SPEAK WITH HIM... malu bah...

this is a living prove, that i can't keep "things" to myself... LoL
:P

^-^

how about......a little chat?

i was wondering, since all the football manager in english premier league cant stand each other, let alone to see eye to eye, i'll have them to sit and talk , have a little chat with me at any local kopitiam here, in Kuching.. or better, i'll organized some tea party for them..

im really curious about the team, the management, their thoughts about their team and their future goals.

haha, you see, here's the list of the must-come-manager to my little tea party..ngahahahahah


1) rafa benitez (spaniard/ liverpool fc)
gENIUS!!! SOME MIGHT SAID, HE'S CRAZY..NAHHHH

2) arsene wenger (french/ arsenal fc)
SUPER-DUPER COOL DUDE

3) sir alex fergie (english/ManU fc)
PLAIN PROFESSIONAL MANAGER

4) mark hughes (welsh/ blacburn rover fc)
NO COMMENT ON THIS ONE

*********dont know how to arranged the pictures********

i dont think i want to invite jose mourinho (chelsea fc) and alan pardew (west ham united) to my little tea party.. why? both of them are good friend, and pardew used to slap wenger in their last meeting and i just cant stand mourinho mockery..

IM tryING to spread love here Y'ALL..
but with both of them in my little tea party?? MATI SARAWAK!

She Spider : Mew

after we go to sleep
our sun rise
i will make it the truth of painfully helping me up cover things
i wish i never had found

confident
tangled up in a nice life
put the spider in you
watching in
disregard
you live a nice life
with the spider in you

i saved myself for someone, somewhere's sweet caress
something goes wrong
and all i sought was happiness

and so
in right wing fashion
we'll nurture xenophobia
and be strong
in right wing fashion
with paste and generosity
because no one is safe
from someone, somewhere's sweet embrace
and so i have simply decided to dislike you now.

*didnt really get what's the song is all about, but i really adore the beat!!!

the fray???

I just love this band. love it when they're playing live. Better marh!!!!
And The Danish band called Mew too. But the vocalist really need to practise a lot. kinda suck when it comes to live.

okey, most of my friends from school are now back in Kuching. dont really wanna see them lah. Kinda embarassing. they probably changed a lot and me? kinda still the same. only with the straighten hair.

Yesterday, went to some relatives house for the"fairwell ceremony" cause some grandma want to go to Mecca ~menunaikan Hajj~..."pilgrimage". then, suddenly, some woman come to my mum and ask, " Dah cuti anak kitak kah? Dah HAbis SPM?" what??? Do i still look like im in Form 5?? im 20 years old for heaven sake! and going to 21 next year! aiyak!

what a day! i cant sleep. my whole body is tired. been jogging a lot lately. after the third times, (of jogging session) feels like something stuck in my ass!
Cant walk properly.
Damn it hurts!