obsessions~

ok, picture this,
you're sick, in a hospital bed, helpless, powerless and topless,
5 incredibly hot guys visit you in a hospital..

they're not your friends,

but your obsessions....

kau ok kah?

..i feel better already..

to ManU fans out there,

have a Lousy Christmas, and a Crappy New Year~!!!!

reformat

looks like i have to reformat my pc again..
i wonder if IP address can be changed..
afraid my pc might be hacked by someone.. DAMN U HACKERS!!!
even my reg/admin changed to "jambanmu"..i never use that kind of name for my admin.

sigh..
holiday's been good..
full of laughter and fun activities..
been swimming a lot..
gotta keep my body in shape..lol
sleep well..
eat well..
been good..

cuma sik da duit jak..
went to seminars and play "smart money" with my cousin Ruby.
it was fun but depressing at the same time..
cause its all about MONEY!!!!
money make me feel stress..cause i have none (at the moment)
havent really catch up with my old friends..
dont blame me..cause no one call.
heard about "GRSS REUNION" this 29th DEc..????
so not going! no one invited me :(
how sad is that...
i was invisible before and always be..
ahahahah biaselah..
they probably talking like this, "Nurul who?"

when is it my time to shine, really?

india street 2007

spotted...N and Z at the open air..having an ice kacang and lai chi kan for tea-time perhaps?
spotted... N and Z camwhoring in the middle of India street with a black plastic on Z's hand.. i wonder they've change the shopping venue to India Street..
guess what i've found in the street of india in kuching...oh..its just an ordinary briefs
wait a minute..look closely..
what?? chelsea fc club's brief??? how much??? 1 box RM3.90?? hmm cheap..

hair

so i cut my hair..last monday..

it's ugly i tell you..ugly..

i told the hairdresser.."honestly, i hated it!"

she didnt say a word..

i dont wanna pay her..

but she's pregnant..

kesian nya bah..

RM20 for a cut ONLY.. was it worth it? absolutely no!!!!!!!!

i have issues my hair..dari dolok lagik

never satisfy with any style..

how can other people can have such a perfect hair?

aaarrrggghhhhhh

how i can i feel comfortable with this hair?

kadar konfiden ku dah jatoh mendadak..

sik konfiden aku agik..

sapa aku?

kenak aku gtok?

aih..kenak aku gia?

woooohhh..lamak gik nya mok tumbuh panjang..

cepat lah rambut..tumbuh cepat sikit..

apa capital negeri spain tek? madrid

bad weekend

i didn't know he's that flexible..
aren't they the cutest threesome ever??? ahahahahah

Reading 3-1 Liverpool... kalah!!!
Middlesbrough 2-1 Arsenal....kalah
there goes the unbeaten records...
sigh

hopefully this week will be a lot lot better than the previous weeks..
Marseille vs Liverpool
Liverpool vs Man u

WE CAN WIN THIS!!!!!

a little personal, maybe?

***so this is how RM5000 look like


I NEED TO GET A JOB DURING THIS HOLIDAY..I'll be back studying sometimes in mid-February.. until then, i need to get to know myself a little better rather than confused about it.
been asking a few friends to come out with the list about my characteristic..but only 1 who came out with the list.. ahahahaha kesian aku..kawan ku lain sik berani nak describe aku.. ahahaha

dedicated, loyal, trusted, quiet, interesting, modern, open-minded... bila ditanyak "kenak loyal?" "please don't interrogate me" dijawabnya..ahahah

but i did came out something for myself too..

20 words that describe ME!

enthusiastic, nimble, average, sweet, doubtful, clumsy, honest, listener, pessimistic, annoying, planner,socially inept, ineptitude, thoughtful, easily frustrated, wallflower, talentless, dreamer and funny

i mixed the good and the bad all together..

you think you know me better?? please help ..




help!!!!!!help!!!!!!!

help!!!!!!help!!!!!!!


the book you read and the people you mixed with, will make you, who you are..
i don't read much, i don't social much..no wonder i don't even know who i really am..

owww REDS

ellow Mr Capitan

this is why we're HOT!!!
11 8 9 15...and this is definitely not my phone number

just stick your tongue out baby! i would do the same thing if i were you :P

what the hell is this???????

JUNK~

still not ready la MA
Jarut..indulging herself with the caption: one dry martini please...
with MaMa
the old-dentist chair
loving the tiramisu
fisherman basket
lamb shank
lamb rack
lupak apa dah nama


had dinner at the Junk (in front of smb St. Mary) last saturday night~

wheee

the 7 of us had a wonderful dinner there...
mama, me, mex, aup, jarut, ah choon and kak eena
ordering like there is no tomorrow..ahahaahaha

the pictures are a little bit "off" if you know what i mean.
i have no one to blame but myself for that poor, low-quality, bad angle pictures :(

it's been a while

mood..pre-holiday-happy-worry-ME

task b4 the holiday..re-do the model and take photo of the previous assignments and burn it into cd and submit everything by Monday.

my routine this couple of week: 2am sleep, 5.30am wake up, and do assignment the whole day. 4-5 hours of sleep really make me tired.

oh ya..i was sick. sore throat, cough, cold and i couldn't swallow any food. i took some liquid form of food like oatmeal, soups, porridge, etc..if i eat food in solid form..i threw up. sigh..

my presentation went so bad yesterday. they laughed at my model and they surely shoot me hard during the presentation..not as bad as my fellow classmates lah.

i really think that we're not ready for this "interior design" thing. we are quite shallow in basically..EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!

lack of knowledge, creativity, influence, and most importantly, WE DON'T THINK LIKE designer's do!

i have 6 classmates..including me..we are seniors in interior design course. this is our semester 3, next year will be our semester four, then practical in semester 5..who would wanna hired us if our performance and our level of knowledge if we're still like this?

sigh.. I'm reevaluating this whole "interior design" thing..im scared if it doesn't suit me..
my lecturer told me, I'm confused. too much idea scattered around, this doesn't go well with that, and by the end of the day...i got confused..too much "actually" and "maybe" ....in my presentation..and sadra sadra sadra

social life is put on hold.

been asking too much from my cousins to help me during this crazy time..im blessed. having cousins like that and mama like mine..(shes the only one that could only put up with me)...again, I'm blessed..thank God..alhamdullillah

my cousin said, my sore throat occur whenever im feeling stressed.it's like stress trigger or something..

i realize something too (during this crazy time)...i am practically a planer. if things doesn't go well with my plan..I'll go nuts!it happen when my first presentation board got rejected by my lecturer
and i have to do it all over again in 2 day time..which i planned im gonna do my model at that particular period! thats crazy..

also..been crying a lot this week too..

watching too much of "gossip girl"
so, to anyone or someone out there..if you miss me, you know where to find me..

XOXO
cheerio~

i kill u i kill u

tgh dlm com lab. eric ada dlm com lab aie..

lawak personality qiz dlm facebook juak..
oh, ya, yesterday aku nangis 2 kali.. ada lah sebabnya
dah pdh marek dgr org org yg berkenaan..
7 ppl make me feel like a crap
only3 who soothes things out..thanks syah, mang, syafiq 4 listening. i knw i can be too needy sometimes.
pc kat rmh sik da mocrosoft office..byk juak la kerja tergendala. sik dpt ator pic pakei design. this week is going to pass me by slowly. exam week bah.
lekak dload brg, sik dpt tgok..sik da codec..
pelik eh..tunggu mok darol ator, nya sik dtg dtg.sorg ngarap sorg.sik guna.

tgh tunggu brg nak diprint kat com lab.. gitok la mun kta idup sharing koh.. sigh

im lame, am i?

NADA SURF LYRICS
"Inside Of Love"

Watching terrible tv
It kills all thought
Getting spacier than An astronaut
Making out with people
I hardly know or like
I can't believe what i do
Late at night

I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gatesI see the beauty above
Only when we get to see
The aerial view
Will the patterns show
We'll know what to do
I know the last page so well
I can't see the first
So i just don't start
It's getting worse

[chorus]
I can't find my way in
I try again and again
I'm on the outside of love
Always under or above
Must be a different view
To be a me with a you
Of course i'll be alright
I just had a bad night

**thanks aina for the intro.. im loving it

it describes me well

in the mood for smoothies

so, dalam minggu tok eh, banyak juak benda nak dipadah. meng-update-kan dirik kedirik bah dgn blogger bloger tok semua. kelak org madah kita tok sik da idup lain, maka gik gago hidup bah tok. dlm minggu tok juak aku mkn manok bbq 3 kali.. 2 kali di rmh ku mpun, sekali ya tek kat asrama cdak laki ari jumaat ya tek. wah! dennis sungguh cute! eric sungguh memikat hati..hahahah aok, aku puji cdak 2 kerana memiliki rupa paras yg bagus! i said it out loud! eric n dennis are so cute! dah? puas nurul? puas? mula2 aku pikir aina ngenjen aku mdh ada bbq tek..check check mena juak..hahaha sori aina..susah nak cayak ktk agik..ktk dah mula pandei ngenjen org bah..haahah sapa ndak ka ngajar miak ya ngenjen org..

kak ya tek, aku baruk tauk crouch ya..seorg lelaki ya baik..tgok you-tube nya kenak punk'd oleh rio ferdinand..nya dgn robbie fowler..lawak kali juak

kelakar hal you-tube, teringat dgn video lawak kazen ku temu dlm metacafe.. check ktk org gak..under nama "spark of insanity" ..lawak doe!!

apa gik ooo.. aku maca newa paper riya (sak jak marek), jeaane (abdullah's new wife), she's cool! she told the press about her philosophy in life.. and i quote " if u have a problem, solve it, if u cant solve it, forget it. life goes on.." mena juak.. kak ya nya madah, u cant lie to urself! u wont get ur peace of mind! sekali lagik, mena juak ooo

mls nak crita assignment. tgh molah keja sebenar nya tok, tp lalai dgn facebooklah, friendsterlah, ping-ponglah, kak ya tek, blog indah! mati swak! kenak aku gitok ka?

ariya juak aisyah ada pdh..aku mudah suka dgn org nok impossible for me to be with..something like that.. sigh..true! but, who wouldn't fall for a guy like that?
aina kata aku suka dgn org gentleman.. lagik sekali nak pdh, who wouldn't fall for a guy like that?
pulang jarut kata.. impossible? who said?hahaahah
lain org lain opinion...but for me ::::bukan aku nak kahwin kinek tok!!!! aku lagik nak main main lok bah~~~ hahahaha cuma takut "crazy for nothing" ajak.. teringat aku dgn kes aku dolok suk dgn alexis ya..rukawa kaede..berik nya lukisan slam dunk, tapok beg nya, secretly hantar chocolate cake n pudding dgn nya..apa gik ooo oh ya, nya wave nak pulang dgn aku alu mandik dgn conditioner indah bila aku pulang rmh..saruk dgn body shampoo..ya ku heran kenak sik berbuih shampoo tok? paduhal hair conditioner duhal... hahaahah n i tot he was the one?? lol

yesterday dgn aina gi Bing! order chocolate ice blended n tiramisu~~ nyaman eh.. maka sik da duit nak pegi..kakya tertemu rm10 dlm luar jean..LUCKY ME! sik trpikir mok order ya, ingin nak mkn smoothies sebenarnya..p mala jak smoothies...cuba something new la kata ku tek. dahla..kepak tgn ku naip..pjg dah tok ku rasa.. k bye~

ride

me: sorry, i ride alone
les: riding what mang?
me: riding bicycle

the next day

me: i'll walk alone
les: what happen to your ride mang?
me: basikalku tayar pancit
les: lol

today
me: i walk alone

noticed the notes on msn?..it can be really funny sometimes.. i usually put a title of a song or a saying from tv or movie.. while the emoticon doesnt play along with the mood im in~ well, sometimes, it does..SOMETIMES..

while "riding and walking" is actually a saying that goes out to liverpool. they've let me down these few weeks..sigh

you'll never walk alone... my ass!!!

i'm not okay.. i think

recovered from "demam"
slowly, i get my appetite back
i eat more than i used to (compared to time demam, i could hardly eat)
the thing is... i threw up "every time" i had meal... well, kinda..

if its not today, its tomorrow, if its not tomorrow, its somewhere in between today and tomorrow

i think I'm having an eating disorder
it's not like i wanted too, but it just happens
i didn't force "me" to throw up, but it happens

sigh.. what to do..

in the end..i often eat a couple of bananas + yogurts + plenty of plain water = and i tell you, its not a diet and absolutely no fun..

its torturing~~kinda

i need help

Dr Phil? Oprah? Ellen? Tyra? Anyone?

u're shittin' me right?

next time when you asked me to go out to break-fast OR anything that has to do going out with you, remind me to decline the invitation okey?

what i've learnt from this experience is that, DO NOT TAKE PEOPLE INVITATION SO QUICKLY AND PLEASE, take people's heart/sincerity (as if) for granted!!! cause you'll never know how they can crush you like a bug and how unbelievably self-centered bitch, people can be!

keep disappointed me again and again, we'll see!!!

TRUST ME!

poor Liverpool..draw again?? eeish....stop shittin' the fan will ya??

suck &sick

well yesterday, my presentation went so bad. i lost my voice and my confidence. i dont defend my idea and i cant sell it! oh ya, i misfact some fact! that shows how stupid i can be when im sick! i cant believe it!

sore throat, (yes)
cough (yes),
fever (yes),
kaki sakit lekak dekik gunong (yes)
and i puasa (yes)

im a sick sick girl
in a sick sick world
its not a sick sick thing
if they let me recover first!

stupid! stupid sean! i know he hates me all along!
no sympathy or empathy ey???
i feel like a crap already..
can i pass my design 3 with a presentation like that? a model like that? arrrghhh

kamek mok raya.. mok polah biscuit, mok kemas rumah, mok shopping, mok jumpa aisyah, mok cuti cepat!!!!!!!

**i should have use basal wood for my timber structure! it'll look more realistic.

design 3-mid term

my mock-up model, before detailing~~

***can you see my mum (quarter naked) behind??? lol

title: food- exhibition
food chosen: pie
architect chosen: frank gehry
design concept: manipulation
themes: western/country

i honestly don't know what i'm doing. my previous designs got rejected by Terry.i was devastated, really!
this one, he approved without even listening to my design concept. not so sure what went through his mind!
i'm soo tired.

next up, DESIGNING a RESTAURANT!
arrrghhhhh..

laughing my butt off

dear loser!!!!!
save up all your allowance for the next three months! cause i AM going to win this bet!!!!

until this is over, i just wanna say, NURUL,you're awesome!

inilah swak yg ku cintai

crap!

first of all, i love Sarawak..and i think, many people love Sarawak too. people would kill their grandma to live here!

budget 2008 is out! no bonuses~ maka duit ya lah pakei my family shopping beli kasut raya, baju raya, beli bra, beli seluar dalam and bla bla bla

instead..free education for primary school students..(man, how lucky are they ey?)
how about tertiary education-ers???
damn those ptptn loaners.. dah pinjam, bayarlah!!!!!!!

just got back from Goh Say Lak. bought my granpa's diapers..i didn't tab the freaking coupon, i get tickets! man, ya nyuroh swak tok kaya!
kimak ompuan ya!!!!!!! kelak tukuk palak nya..adakah bertapok belakang pokok nilit aku?/!!!!

RM8 billion budget for Sabah and Sarawak.. kimak mena! mun berik dgn rakyat jelata muak juak. tok bunuh segala pokok, trimming the hills, developt sia, developt sitok, ambik tanah orang, saman orang..bunoh orang, curi orang, eeish!

3R my ass! recycle, reuse, reduce??? im totally 100% behind this campaign.. but what do the government about this? twice a week for garbage day~~~F*** bau bah kampong tok!!!!!

just so you know, im in a bad mood while writting this post! bodo! cukai rumah, cukai pintu sik turun turun! apa pikir kmk org tok ngecop duit kah???

i think every houses in swak bergrill..takut pencuri katakan..but i think, thats the stupidest idea ever! but, my mum didnt care about all that..she did em anyway! what happen if there's a fire (nauzubillah) ?? and we are trapped in our own home?? that's silly! still they think it secured?? f*** that! what ever happen to the essential part of architecture?? to have a secured home, get yourself a grill?? what happen to the things called "alarm system", "security windows", "polis ronda" and "dog"? eeish..it drives me nut thinking about it!

my assignment is wayy to much..and too little time to finished. i hate this thing spelled D-A-T-E-L-I-N-E. i used to like it but now, it is my greatest enemy..

when the wage wars happen, its the poor who suffers.. im suffering. not enough money to get myself a moisturizer.. i just want to cry, scream, hit, curse and many more~

last but not least, HAPPY RAMADHAN EVERYONE~~

i have to do this

with Jarut.. ada kedak Lord Voldemort sik??

for my own good..

in order for me to get rid of this someone, i have to do this. Ignore his messages in friendster, in msn and even in my phone. okeh..

made a bet with jarut, if i can do all this for a month (starting from last night), she'll give me something that I've been longing to have.. naaah..not gonna tell you people what it is.


this someone is not a bad guy that i want to avoid. he's a good guy, a very very nice guy. but i just want to protect myself from falling for him. I can't have that. I don't want to loose another friend. I already lost one because of this thing.. man, we don't choose who we like, but before i go to the "liking" part, i CHOOSE TO ignore this shit for a month.

but, after this one month bet thingy is over, i'll let you know how it goes..

i know, it's gonna be a tough bet! because. i started to feel "losing" already..but hey, my ego is as high as mount Gading..who can top that?lol. gunong Gading? mak oiiii tinggi tuuuu

i can't loose this, if not...it'll cost me my dignity, my money and my future..ceyyyyyy betol kah cost or cause??? hmmmm

IN ORDER TO MAKE AN IMPACT, I HAVE TO GO TO THE EXTREME~~~
extreme kah, ignore orang? ahhaahahah

besides, i have tons of assignment to do..well, a bit, compare to last semester.

jaaaa'''

lost

i got lost on my way to the airport.. yet I'm still smiling :)
went to the airport just to get myself a nice glass of chocolate milk and a slice of chicken mushroom pie~
wheeeee

sorry

yes, I'm sorry if my grammar is suck, my English is way too weak/stupid for those who are very smart to noticed my mistakes..

i really am sorry..

help me to improved my English.

I'm willing to learn~

but I'm not happier than you

my words (writing) do not even convinced me perhaps they don't deserved the attention ..
it's Okay .. I'm fine with it..

but, when i speak to your face, please listen..
and don't take my word (as i speak to you) for granted..
i don't think i deserved it~

people changed

from left: Dina, Imah, Asrul and Yours truly

Last weekend, I spent most of my time chilling out with my old-friends (greenian). Updating myself with what’s hot, what’s not, what’s new with my friends and that’s included some gossiping too. Who’s with who, where is she/he now, what’s happening with the world today.. You know the usual stuff.

Imah is off to Russia this evening; Dina is off to Uitm Semarahan and me off with my assignments. Been years we didn’t see each other.

I can’t believe how much people from my old school changed. Some of them, changed, BIG TIME!

One gave birth.

One use to be so cold with girls and now is obsessed with his girlfriend.

One use to be so cute and small and short became a felony. Went to the cell for a few times and now become a refugee.

One use to be funny changed to be so cold

One use to date a good girl only now dated a porn star! Well, local porn-star

One use to have a happy family and now the happy family are broken.

One of our friend’s dad, passed away. Takziah

One use to have a great vision for her future now seems unsure about everything.

One use to be straight, turn to “not-straight”. (no offence, gay people..)

…

And trust me, there is more

And as for me, I don’t think I changed much. I am still same-old-lame-Nurul like people know me before. Still walk the way I walked before, still have the same bad-hair-day hair like before or maybe worst? Lol

Faith makes everybody scared, to the unknown~

fuh luh

as happy as i was in the morning today(cause it's Liverpool FC 800th birthday), some stupid words bring me down!

if it wasn't my hair, it's the way i walked! my God! what's wrong with these people..macam sik da benda lain nak dipolah..

Some stupid girls mentioned about the way i walked.. i know i walked differently from other people but i dont understand how does it affect them..

my hair??? yes..everyday is a bad hair day for me.. i know.. then this girl came to me and says.."your hair look like you were one of the rape victim or something.." KEPO say what??????

yes, i sat there and took it like a pill and slowly, i swallow it ..

well bitches.. i got 3 words for ya

"so's your mother!"

we are unstoppable!!

wah..it was so worth it!
i stayed up all night to watch liverpool play against toulouse (CL qualifying) last night (it's actually this morning) and we won by 4-0.

i must say, as long we work hard, we fought hard, we believe in it, we can do it.. my kudos goes to dirk kuyt for work and fought so hard (this morning) and he scored twice..last minutes lagi! ahhahaah

crouchy.. love to love you babeh! he scored the first goal and Hyppia was the capitano.. and he scored one for himself too..
Gerrard, Carrager and Alonso was all out because of injury..
i got my eyes on the newbies..Leto(33)!!! wheee

Good game everyone! Good game!

shitTTT.. i have an extra class for autoCadd at 10 am.. better hit the shower

yours truly, signing off~

Dan

Dan
Bila esok datang kembali
Seperti sedia kala
Di mana kau bisa bercanda

Dan
Perlahan kau pun
Lupakan aku mimpi buruk mu
Dimana telah ku tancapkan duri tajam
Kau pun menangis menangis sedih
Maafkan aku

Dan
Bukan maksud ku
Bukan ingin ku melukaimu
Sedarkah kau di siniku pun terluka
Melupakanmu menepikanmu
Maafkan aku

Lupakanlah/ caci maki saja diriku
Bila itu bisa membuatmu
Kembali bersinar
Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala


by sheila on 7..

~i feel depressed whenever i heard the song

out of word

"the earth swarms with people who are not worth talking to..."-voltaire

new semester, new attitude please

oh come on..

new subjects to be learn in this sem:-

*CADD
*Building Construction

i hope i don't have to build any model this sem, knowing that how i suck at building one!
interesting assignments coming up though..

gotta learn how to render properly and colouring too yeay!
(damn those expensive marker!!!)

me & my hair (rambut bah!)

Went out with Charles and Imah last night. Hang out at Bing! for a while. Didn't take any pictures cause i thought i was having a bad hair day, but it turns out, my hair was fine.. if there's something that i don't understand about myself would my hair..hmmph!

I thought it would be awkward cause Charles and Imah never actually speak with each other even though they were classmates when they were in form 4..but it turns out GREAT! a lot of conversation and laughter..ey!!! for me that "IS" the definition of hanging out~

Didn't see Charles for almost 2 years already eyyy and he'll be back to Brisbane soon..that dude is still with his "macho-ness" and a lot of sarcasm too.. LOL
Imah will be back to Russia soon.. cant believe it's already been 4 weeks she's here.

when people trust you

Trust you to do something good

Trust you with their money

Trust you with their secrets

Trust you with their body

Trust you that you won’t cheat on them

Trust you that you won’t stab their back

Trust you that you if came home late, you have a good reason

Trust you that you will do your work

Trust you with so many things I can’t list or even think them right now

They tend to ignore you if you have any problems

They tend to talk to you about themselves ONLY

They tend to think that you’d bored them

They tend to think you are innocent

They tend to think that you don’t have anything else to care about

They tend to hurt you (if you don’t want to listen to them)

They HURT YOU

They won’t admit that they’d talk too much about themselves

They won’t give a damn about you

They almost forgot that you have feelings too

**when everything you did was listening and commit to their story, they already think that they can trust you

Will everything be okay if I don’t earn their trust?

goth night baby!

the giggles?? from left: alicia, lylia and yours truly~~

another new semester has come,yet another party was thrown..

playing the dressed up was quite fun..REALLY!

and for some reason, the food SUCKS! i dint get a chance to get the damn-cheese-potatoe!

and what do i have here?? some pictures?? oh yes..

the costumes/ the faces.. (we almost look like the cosplay rather than 2 stranded middle age gothic chicks!..lol)
the performance by the students (eichi and XO)

one man stand show..ahahahahha (sexy front and back, i tell you)

and we had entertained by the iron curtain (boleh-laaaa)

and the burping competition~

i wasnt there...

" hungry cat" ..i believe



LOOK HOW MUCH FUN THEY HAD..




she even took a picture with him!

So, i didnt participate the Kuching Fest along with my fellow limkok wing's mate for the dance and parade, because i fell sick RIGHT before the big day..stupid-weak immune system!!!! damn!!! got these pictures from aina who was busy capturing "the moment" for me..

and i missed taking pictures with the international students..(students from cyberjaya, botswana and london)....oh ya and a girl from Mongolia..(watta hot mama!!! i tell you)

the night before the parade, i made a bet with aina to get me the name of this guy who is our cameraman or shall i say..videocam-man?? yeah, for RM1, she did it! how i envy her confident and courage...

not only the name, but with some details too..ahahahaa
good job aina!

PAid UP!..I DID!

I CANT BELIEVE I FELL SICK BEFORE THE BIG DAY!!! and i cant believe the bet was worth only RM1.. well spent, NURUL!!

I wish there is...

Not a big development for me this week. Just the routines stuff.

And as for the title above..I haven't quite completed it yet.

I realized something about me.

I wish there is a romantic side of me..

Its just not in the blood i guess. No one in my family I consider as a romantic person. But surely I would like to see at least one does!

Does it have to be in love to have a romantic mood?
man..that would take a while! sigh

Why the romantic mood? I dont know. Too much "love story" and "love songs" i guess..

Been a pirate (downloading stuff from the net) lately

lists of movie I've downloaded

LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE (ada 10 kali dah tengok. Best gilerz)
DREAM GIRLS (love Jeniffer Hudson, but the storyline BOHRING)
SEX IS ZERO (funny and disgusting at the same time)
SHE'S ALL THAT hehehehehhe i love the young freddie prinze Jr
THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS (kesian eh and not the great either)
HOUSE MD :SEASON 3.. (best! Cameron & Chase are together, finally)
CSI NY: SEASON 3 (Det. flack.....i love you so)

admirer huh?

i've had lunch with my mum today. after finishing my meal, i went to the cashier to pay our meal and guess what...i received a note from the cashier..a total stranger who i barely to talk with..

well, the notes saying that he is interested to make friends with me and he gave me his phone number and bla bla bla... **still blur here!

as i got into the car, i asked my mum to read it for me cause im to scared to read it..scared as in "errrr someone notices me and i better hide!!!" kinda scared..ada faham?? tidak?? aaah i cant blame ya..

it's not that i didnt like people to notices me but ...aarh, who am i kidding here.. if people notices me for my talent or my brain (which i doubt i have either one of them), that would be flattering..
ISN'T IT??

come to think of it, ITS JUST A NOTE! IT'S NOT A MARRIAGE PROPOSAL OR ANYTHING..

STUPID!!!!..

but, getting the note really made my day...

my euphoric smile could not last.. :)

hahahahaahahahaha hehehehehehhee hihihihihhihi hohohoohohooh huhuhuhuhuuh

IT IS

FRIDAY THE 13TH

just a reminder...

BILLY THE Dog

Since my house got "broke in"...i was wondering how to make my house more safe by considering a lot of safety precaution..safety precaution?? errrr

1) get an alarm system... but, even the theft triggers the alarm, then what? we wake up and then? i don't know how anything about self defense let alone to fight them..toink!!

2) get a dog...well, i asked the expert about this..AISYAH. We had a conversation and it goes something like this

me: i want a dog
She: why? aren't cats enough for you?
me: i heard Grissom (csi) said pig is one of the smartest animal besides dog and chimps
She: yup! their IQ level is high. But they are disgusting!
me: i know!
She: they eat anything including their own poop
me: i know!

hey, i thought we are talking about dogs..
anyway i lived in a Kampong. where a lot of Malay lived here.

Dogs can be loud too..so i don't wanna get sued by Orang kampong (the community/the tribes/the who?)

it's Haram unless i lived in a suburb area..it is exceptional then.

high maintenance.

they can ripped off the bandits ass! fuuh..that will be satisfying!

walking the dog could be fun..

my mama hates dog..

ENOUGH SAID!

nasib x berapa baik laaa

aarrgghh...last Tuesday morning (10/07/07) someone broke into my house..

my phone, my mp3 player, my uncles phone along with the charger...GONE

my mum's cash RM50 and mine RM10...GONE (rm10 mok ambik juak?)

they broke in through the kitchen's window, and thats it

only today, we make a report to the nearby police station..
in the afternoon, the police came by...took the pictures of "crime scene" ceewah

that's it...

i miss my phone so much... i miss my mp3 too

anggaran kos kerugian... RM2+++...

kinda lucky tho (cuba berfikiran positive here!)...no injuries or any valuable stuff are missing besides my precious phone

my neighbor house got broke-in as well

they only loss RM500 cash money... banyak tuuuu

the theft must have seen me sleeping... cos i put my phone and my mp3 next to my head...

scary! trauma saya dibuat nya..

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ITS OFFICIAL, TORRES IS OURS!!!

yeay, Fernando Torres (MY FAVOURITE STRIKER) is officially one of THE REDS now! yeay.. oh, those who doesn't know him, he is a Spaniard and in the world cup 2006 last year, he is the top scorer!

used to be the captain in Athletico Madrid fc and he is only 23~~~ lalallallaalala

WHAT A STUD!!!

bye bye LUis Garcia (spn) ..I will always remember you and get well soon! (MY FAVOURITE WINGER)
bye bye Craig Bellamy(Ire) .. I will always remember your big tooth and your sincere smiles..
bye bye Mark Gonzalez (Chi) (my speedy gonzalez).. im gonna miss your "speed" the most!

Hopefully, Torres will work well along P.Crouch and D.Kuyt!

EPL next season and UEFA Champions League will never be the same again!

To Chelsea's, Man United's and Arsenal's fans....you guys better watch out this coming season!

make way for THE BEST FOOTBALL TEAM IN EUROPE (YET!) cause here WE come!

weeeeeeee and woot~!

bloggin' addicted

got this from Liang Wee's page..

62%How Addicted to Blogging Are You?

Mingle² - Online Dating

not really an addicted afterall huh!

taking the long way around

My friends from high school
Married their high school boyfriends
Moved into houses in the same ZIP codes
Where their parents live

But I, I could never follow
No I, I could never follow

I hit the highway in a pink RV with stars on the ceiling
Lived like a gypsy
Six strong hands on the steering wheel

I've been a long time gone now
Maybe someday, someday I'm gonna settle down
But I've always found my way somehow

By taking the long way
Taking the long way around
Taking the long way
Taking the long way around

I met the queen of whatever
Drank with the Irish and smoked with the hippies
Moved with the shakers
Wouldn't kiss all the asses that they told me to

No I, I could never follow
No I, I could never follow

It's been two long years now
Since the top of the world came crashing down
And I'm getting' it back on the road now

But I'm taking the long way
Taking the long way around
I'm taking the long way
Taking the long way around
The long
The long way around

Well, I fought with a stranger and I met myself
I opened my mouth and I heard myself
It can get pretty lonely when you show yourself
Guess I could have made it easier on myself

But I, I could never follow
No I, I could never follow

Well, I never seem to do it like anybody else
Maybe someday, someday I'm gonna settle down
If you ever want to find me I can still be found

Taking the long way
Taking the long way around
Taking the long way

Taking the long way around

*love this song a lot!
**no wonder Aishah loved it too!
***positive energy coming through!
****ngeeeeeee

design studies 2 (finale) **sem2

MY SOO-CALLED STOP-OVER for the architect named Toyo Ito

{that i think} He would come up with this idea based on his philosophy... "organic expression and transformation"....Not even sure what is that mean..

**Lainlah the transformer

I just hope I can pass this (and all) the subjects and move on to semester 3 without having to repeat any subjects.. sigh

last year (semester 1) design studies 1 (finale)

dear bing han, if u read this or see this sculpture of mine, please don't laugh..
by the way, i have to re-do this concept board.. (cos my concept board sucks)
and thanks to my so called group-mate!
sorry, didn't get you a clear picture of the sculpture.
in my first semester, i lacked of soo many things such as camera..hahahahah
so there u go, the top centre....

so that was a glimpse of my sculpture..
enjoy and please don't laugh ..i had "enuff laughing" (yeah, people laugh at me) because of this sculpture.. haahahahah

wOrD

have any of you wish to say things to someone but you never find a right or proper time to say it? i know i have... but they might offended some people because it is insensitive of me to say it..heheheheh

some of the things that i want to say to I DON'T KNOW WHO! SERIOUSLY, i don't know to whom i wanted to say it to..

ME: you are under arrest!
i don't know who: what! why?
ME: FOR BEING U-G-L-Y!
.............................

ME: IN YOUR FACE LOSER!

.............................

ME: SO'S YOUR MOTHER!

.............................

ME: BLA BLA BLA BLA BLA!

I heart "how I met your Mother" sitcom

been watching a sitcom called How I met your mother" (season 1 and 2).

download it from the internet.

that show is awesome!

yeah awesome!

love the script!

gotta love Barney and Marshall..they make me laugh! ALWAYS!

kinda annoyed with Ted sometimes! well, always!

Robin is so hoTTTTTT! seriously!

Lily is just adorable!

Do I look like one?