raya 08 part 1

having family, friends and acquaintance coming over to my house make my raya a lil less painful than it is...for that, i thank you..

i present you..
DA' Rogi bros..

*somebody better thank someone for this picture..
yea..you know who you are..

*this one too..thank you
lol

*tedong sik ada di gambar sorang sorang lah...

hold my hand

personally, i was never good in poem,poet, words and everything in between them..
but lyrically, i can consider myself pretty good..if only it's straight forward laaa..

so, just wanna share some of the lyrics from a few song that i like at the moment..

---a few days before he left me, his hand and mine---
while typing this post, im crying my heart out..
i cried until i can cry no more..
i miss him soo much..

*kisah cintaku-by peterpan, i wanna dedicate this song to my funny man, grandpa..

Di malam yang sesunyi ini
Aku sendiri tiada yang menemani
Hanya dirimu yang kucinta dan kukenang
Di Dalam Hatiku Takkan pernah hilang

Bayangan dirimu Untuk selamanya

Aku tak percaya kau telah tiada
Haruskah kupergi tinggalkan dunia
Agar aku dapat berjumpa dengan mu

-may You rest in peace nek aip-

*Di balik awan, by peterpan as well,i have no one in particular to dedicate this song to..

Pegang tanganku ini
Dan rasakan yang kuderita
Apa yang kuberikan
Tak pernah jadi kehidupan
Semua yang kuinginkan
Menjauh dari kehidupan

i should be happy today, but i dont..

it's been 51 day since my granpa left us..
i miss him sooo much..
seems like yesterday i was holding his hand..
the thought is still fresh in my mind..
i can still hear his voice laughing and singing..
takbir Raya makin suroh ati tok sedih..
tomorrow will be Hari Raya..
So not in the mood for Raya..
I am super sensitive/alert today..
friends and family are here..
it is just some of my family member are missing..
Nek aip and my cousin Nor..
Nor sik balit raya agik this year..i cried reading her Raya Card the other day..

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i asked my boss to have a half day off, he said yes. even better, he gave me the whole week off. The best part, he gave me "angpau" for Hari Raya. (really! ang=red instead of giving me the green pau)

Biscuits, Cookies and Kueh are ready
Kari, Satay, Masak Merah too..

Friends and aquitance didn't forget to wish me hari raya..

i couldn't be grateful enough for today..

hopefully tomorrow will be much much better than today..

Thank You God..

just not your time, G

urrgghhh...
so, Gerrard didn't make his 100th goal last night against Stoke City.
sosadsosadsosadsosad

it's just not his time.
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i had this weirdest conversation with my cousin, Jarut the other day.
we were lying on my bed in one warm Sunday afternoon.
i was hugging her because she is so irresistible to hug..pendek crita, nya huggable bah! then the story goes like this,

me: mun kawu kurus eh, jamah kawu pun aku ndak. (sambil eksen menjamah jarut)

jarut: i know! just imagine hoh. gene mun kmk kurus

me: ok, turn kmk gik. pelok kmk gik. (change position a.k.a mintak pelok position)

jarut: eeish..rasa melok papan. tapi papan tok berburit.

me: imagine jak aku gemok. gene oo.

jarut: ndakku eh.

me: care to think of any reason why dont you want me to be fat?

jarut: ......... *speechless*



jadi, ceritanya, I HATE HUGS AND KISSES.
IF there's any chance you that want or even think to touch me, SAVE IT!
I HATE YOU.
body contact makes me physically ill.
unless, i make the first move. ya, cerita lain...

IF there's a way to "body contact" me, let me be the one who touches you first! then you can touch me..get it!!!??? no? you idiot people! school high high brain no use aar???

soo much of a "STOP WAR, MAKE LOVE INSTEAD" or "LOVE IS FREE, SO SPREAD IT" spirit ey?

if i could tell you what's next

get high

drown me in your love already Torres!!!!

congrats on your Winning in Marseille..
how wish i was there to see them play..

Gerrard is my hero

singin' shalala

M loving the song by Matt Nathanson called come on and get high-er.

Looks like the blues are on their top form this season.
But who am i to judge. It is kinda early to say anything.
Damn you Scolari..you're good!!! wayyy better than Rafa.
But in Rafa I trust.

oye vey

Liverpool won this match of the week over ManUf***ers by 2-1.
yeahhhhhhhhhh

i would like to sing me-self a song.
"walk on..through the rain..walk on..through the rain"

and i would like to post some pictures of myself and my cousins..


me and boboy playing around with his phone camera and the three snapping panorama thingy..damn! SE models are complicated!



me, boy and jarut.. i look like a living corpse don't i? it is like the picture has been edited and as for my part..obviously it look like "cut and paste" hoh?..or is it just a bad lighting?
sigh

tagged by the tagger- amoi yg bernama yen!

1. If you would have to engage in sexual acts with a celebrity of the same sex, who would it be?
ELIZABETH HURLY

2. If you were asked to strip naked and then be covered in a certain material for a photoshoot, what will it be? (note: clothing or any other variations is not acceptable, however cloth is)
MUD

3. If you and your husband/wife/life partner are bound up and are soon to be raped by a rapist, would you sacrifice your spouse? (note: only one can be saved)
YES! TORRES BABY..I LOVE YOU BUT I LOVE "mE" MORE...

4. Well, you are in New York city, ala Entourage or sex and the City, which yould you pursue? Lables or Love? and why?
LABELS..IN nY, THERE'S NO LOVE...ONLY LUST...AM I RIGHT OR AM I RIGHT?

5. Name your favourite American Idol 7 finalist.
DAVID COOK..

6. The Deserted Island question: Who would you bring?
TORRES..and together we will make the prettiest baby alive!!!!!!

7. Name one crazy thing you have done.
confessing my loneliness to Mang..that was STOOPID!

8. To make things a little easier, future honeymoon destination?
EUROPE...INSYAALLAH

9. If you have superpowers, what would it be?
CHANGING THE WEATHER...kedak StoRM dlm X-men eh..bait bait jak. kelak knak pangkak kilat!

10. You get drunk, have sex with someone and when you woke up, that someone is next to you, who is that someone?
my hubby? you know, i know laaa

11. Name a classmate that you seriously hate on your high school senior year.
S.A.M

12. A position you would want to have in high school but can't achieve?
QUEEN BEE...You know..the leader of the popular kids back then...

13. Name a classmate that you would want to join you in your current university as your classmate.
IMAH

14. Name a person you know you love but never truly appreciate.
MEX- my uncle

15. If given the chance to fully restore and revive someone from the dead, who would it be?
KURT COBAIN? HE MADE GOOD MUSIC

16.If your life were a game, what would it be?
FOOTBALL...OFFSIDE, PENALTY, SUBSTITUTES, WINNER, LOSER, DRAW-ER, REFEREE, ENEMY, MANAGER, TRANSFER...that's life man

17. Do you support gay marriages?
no I DONT

18. Do you prefer expensive, branded items or inferior, cheap items?
BRANDED AND ORIGINAL...TAK MAU YG PALSU

19. if your life were a TV show, what would it be like?
LAGUNA BEACH?

20. Last minute partner for a project?
COUSINSSSSSSSSS

THE END..

**THANKS YEN..IM HONORED TO DO THE TAGG..
WOOT!

random pic

thanks aina for the "knowledge"...

hAIR issUES

IF I WERE TO ....


1) straighten my hair for this coming festive season...
i will look like 3 million of Malaysian (regardless man, woman, pondan or somewhere in between) that straighten their hair.



2) perm (digital/japanese, blablabla perm)

i will look like a million of Malaysian (regardless man, woman, pondan or somewhere in between) that perm their hair.


3) bob cut me hair (nok kedak rihanna bah)

i will look like a four million of Malaysian (regardless man, woman, pondan or somewhere in between) that bob? cut? their hair.

4) cut my hair short and then straighten it

i will look like a 200,ooo of Malaysian (regardless man, woman, pondan or somewhere in between) that cut their hair like that!



5) afro my hair

i will look nothing like Malaysian



6) perm and then highlight,
again, i will look nothing like Malaysian...



so.. do you see my dilemma?
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but, for those who know me better laaa...
my decision, is crystal clear...

I AM NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING WITH MY HAIR,....
BECAUSE I AM SOO BROKE to do anything about it..


honest! ahahahahahhahaha

so i'll see you soon with the same old hair but my hair might get a little longer laa..
eh, ok kah?

note to ren:....

--- britney was smokin' hawt that night!!!! she won 3 awards. i cant remember another two, but one of them is video of the year, female...woot!

--- i hate rihanna soo much until my "hate nerve/ urat bencik" putus!
nya berduet dgn T.I. bah malam ya..dah ada chris brown,mok T.i. juak kah? gile! tengok idong nya lok! kembang kali juak! bangga ya!

--- im loving T.I more and more ..lol

waiting

gahhhhhh..im waiting for the freakiN' MTW VMA 2008. when is it going to BE air???? it says tonight, 9pm..but i don't know the Malaysian time.
i wanna see BRITNEY! I HEART BRITNEY! SO BEAT IT!



shit! the lonely hormones strikes again.
hold my hand. tightly.
yeah..i wish.
somebody. hold my hand.
that is all im asking.
somebody.

this week is going to be STOOPid.
if im not mistaken, on this 13th, Sarawak will have a public holiday?? yeay!??
but, in spite of the holidays, it is the night where THE REDS..is going 2 lose again..
the reds are going to face the ManUfuckers..in Anfield..
looking forward to see how we will lose, again, and again, and again over that shitty club.

oh ManU fans..how i wish you all, the time of your life in this shitty game! aaaarrgghhh
damn Torres and Gerrard are injured.
bulak sidak ajak nak? kak ya second half main.
Torres message aku malam tadik.
"iboh cayak dengan rumors k?"
ngahahahah.. gile?

LIFE IS SHORT

So, im done being afraid!

im done being undone!
I just want to sleep forever!

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Life is not suicidal. Life is sweet, if you're LIVING in it!!
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What am I saying here? Me? Talking about life? pfttt
Im the least person to quote things about life...


BUT seriously...

Life is too Short...







even for short people...






LIKE YOU!!!!

always be my baby

by DAvid Cook.... (i think i like this guy and im glad he won the AI season 7)

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

Always be my baby

***how i wish i can tell to that someone that this song reminds me of US...

it's here! it's here!

from Qatar, With Love...

Got it from my uncle... yesterday

the day before yesterday, i received a phone call from him at work, he asked me

"do you want your 'with love' or not?"

"err..yes?"

"it's here"

"love you!!!!!!#!@!$$%^%^"

"kenjar"

"......"

60% almost smells like Britney Spears's fantasy and i am 60% loving it...

work suck.
lucky me, just when i got home..
i saw the box on the dresser..
i screamed..
IT'S HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

things aren't going really well at work, :(
thank God at home, it isn't.

pictures tag

tagged by Ren..

1. The age you will be on your next birthday.

2. A place you'd like to travel to.

3. Your favourite place.

4. Your favourite food s.

5. Your favourite pet animal.


6. Your favourite colour combination.

7. Your favourite piece of clothing.

8. Your all time current favourite songs.

9. Your favourite TV show (currently).

10. The first name of your significant other/crush.

11. The town you live in.

12. Your first job.

13. Your dream job.

14. A bad habit you have.

15. Your worst fear.

16. One thing you'd like to do before you die.

geddit?
:P

Greatest lost in my life ....

My One and only grandpa..
my funny man..
my heart and my soul..
my everything..


AL-FATIHAH

Untuk Memperingati Kembali Ke Rahmatullah

ALLAHYARHAM
HAJI ARIF BIN SA'AT
Pada
8 Syaaban 1429H
bersamaan dengan
10 Ogos 2008M

Semoga Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala mencucuri Rahmat ke atas Rohnya dan ditempatkan
bersama orang orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh

Amin, Ya Rabbal- Alamin

big shit poppin' lil shit stoppin'

meet one of my obsessions...

what a delicious chocolate man...

Clifford Joseph Harris Jr.. aka T.I.

he has 6 kids..but only 3 in the picture.
it's okay babe..WE will make a baby that is better lookin' than this...

but first,
let me see whos the mother for that babies of yours...
oh..no wonder...
its ok..i dont feel intimidated at all..
except that LV bag under her arm..shit!


how does that feel or even taste..your tongue on my forehead?


"ONE day, you'll be mine!"

ehehheheh
i am soo "turned on" by this dude..
i have no clue whatsoever why why why why

aarrhh..i think there are times in months, where the ladies gets a lil horny over a hot dude,
like T.I.

MY SPACE

1. my fondest memory of this spot was...
none yet, but i'm sure there will be soon

2. space to me is...
necessary and comfort!

3. in my fridge, you'll always find...
sambal belacan (thanks to ma)
soy sauce +chilli (mex!)
eggs, nuggets, minced beef, fried chicken instant mix ..whee

4. the one household item i cannot live without is...
toilet paper? eh no..my 32" samsung flat screen tivo!

5. the one piece of furniture/decor item i lust after is...
a simple yet comfy sofa

6. every house/bedroom should have...
comfy sofa/bed...

7. if my room caught fire, the first thing i would rescue would be...
my certs/ ic/ digi-camera

8. describe your own home in 3 words...
messy, dusty, rojak

9. the last thing i bought for my home is...
some kitchen tools

10. i handle clutter by...
throw them in a box and hide it under the staircase..

and that ladies and gentlemen..is some questionares...thats worth my time~~~

working lady ey?

kissy kissy..with IRA


who?
ME!

where?
ct design
south batu lintang road
kuching

working hours?
tuesday-saturday
8.30am till 5.30pm
sunday and monday kmk cuti!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh

hows my personal development has been? (this week!!!)
it went well. got my hair some trimming. went a long walk. eat well. but i didn't get enough sleep.

insane routine?
i cant help myself from staring at my phone read and reread the same messages..over n over again... well well......period!

miss
short skirts
hair- not too short
seduce
hug
squeez
hot!

wheeeee gila! kelak sik gne gne!