one of a kind X-mas

so, santa did grant me some of my wishes. (santa who?)
some came in a good condition, and some came undone.hee


1. i didnt get my psp but i got Wii instead (it came a week before x-mas).

2. i upgraded my pc with a new 160Gb hardisc but my pc turned super slow because of it (done it 2 weeks before x-mas)

3. i've had Aisyah's homemade apple pie. Thanks Love. (got it a day after x-mas)

4. i cook for X-mas dinner and i had them with my besties and Kak Eena was there too. (x-mas eve)

and as the rest of the wish list, i hope i will cancel them out (by next year) with my own effort tho i know now it seemed impossible. (been saving for months now but i have other things in mind)

my DECEMBER, your DECEMBER too

cold headed, cold blooded woman

bbq

Lasagna---lazatnya

our eye-wears

same grin, same color scheme

she who made my day, everyday.

-all pictures were taken by my nokia 6300, no editting no nothing-

adores.needs.wants.

2009 so far.

hey! it is that time again where i recapped the highlights of my life by months.

ready?

JAN- went to Pontianak for a so-called vacation

FEB- Loneliest V-day ever

MARCH- WORST B-day ever

APRIL- lots of outing and hanging out. cant even remember when, where and how

MAY- busiest month ever. juggling with assignments and personal life.

JUNE- final semester, stress, dumped, wtf..? crestfallen..

JULY- graduation trip! best trip to KL ever! what a happy month it was..

AUGUST- got a friggin job and loving every single minute of it.

SEPTEMBER- enlightened RAmadhan and a walk to BE remember

OCTOBER- R.I.P JUNIOR..busiest month at work..all i do is work, work and work

NOVEMBER 28th - I HAVE A BOYFRIEND EH

DECEMBER- still have a long way to go. tho it will be over in a few more days. Well, i gotta say them highlight- lots of outing with besties, lots of dinner, karaoke sessions, GAINING FRIGGIN WEIGHT and sleepovers (still and always will love every single minutes of it)

hopefully, 2009 will be sealed with a .... to remember Ö
and wishing 2010 to be opened with a .... to be remember as well Ö

owh you kids.i know you guys are way too old to fill-in the blanks. so let the -blank- be k?

all i want for christmas is...

naah... there is no such thing as "is".it has always been "are"..so, this year's x-mas..i've made a list. simply because i can. eheheheheh

dear santa,

i'vee been bad this year.but i sure hope that its not too late to make a wish so that my xmas will be awesome this year..yea..as if..

1. i wish for a SAMSUNG Corby as my phone

2. i wish for a watch.

3. i wish for a SONY PSP

4. and of cause, a digital camera..

5. i want my pc to be upgraded..

6. an Audio System for my humble ride..

7. Noraisah's homemade apple pie!

8. X-mas dinner with my besties..(syah, kak phyda..where u ppl at?)

9. A boyfriend..ooops! got it! (thanks Santa! for the early pressie, wheee)

p/s: i dont know why im making this list even tho i dont celebrate x-mas and i know that this man called canta is not exist..aaaaaaaaaaarrrr!

~have a crappy x-mas and a lousy new year everyone~

t-shirts and headache

...went shopping with me mum yesterday to buy myself a t-shirt.ONE T-SHIRT.but end up buying 2 t-shirts (one 4 me, one 4 aup) , a pair of pants for my mum, and a cardigan for myself. i come to realised that t-shirts for men are much more appealing and attractive than the ladies. was hoping to get myself a man's t-shirt but the sizes are off for me. there's no sign of "XS" at man's t-shirt department baah! even the "S" size seems like an "L" size for me.

...my head (on the right side) suffers a great pain right this second. i don't feel so good.

...and yeah, thanks Kak Phyda for treating me last night.i owe you one sista!

...

...currently, not in a good mood.palak sakit. sakit gilak gilak.
"so, stay out of my way, stay out of my sight.,stay out of me.
i hate you mothafucka! i hate you!"..says jill to jack.
ok. too much TV for yours truly.

~wedding dress~

Some say it's not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There's something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no



You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you're here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I've been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come


The wedding dress you're wearing
It's not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It's going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

it's been a while ey?

-since i last hang out with my girlsss..haizz

-last nite, went out with Roza and had dinner with her at some "fancy" restaurant which i dont want mention here cause i happened to like that place a lot so i dont want anyone to ruined the place.you'll get there when i take you there aite? who am i speaking to? *apparently, no one* and then later that night, we had our feet bitten by fish.fish spa baah! and do we like it? yes, we love it!

-been reformating my pc for a gazillion time and it didnt work well..probably need to get "him" to a proper Dr. pc soon. or else? i'll lost it too.duit lagik! gne laa aku tok nak nyimpan duit mun macam tok.maka dah start save duit pakei beli jam baru.*sigh*

-i am too tired to sleep!

-wanna congratulate aisyah for graduating with style! merah menyalaaaa jubah kitak syah!

-mok cuti.kepak.gilak-gilak.

blur blur blur

bunyi aek terjun tok nyuroh aku rasa nak kemeh. deras gilak for a water feature. very distracting. but i like it. kemeh bagus bah.

kaki roza isik ada bulu.

-this has got to be the worst pictures (of me) ever! (who am i kidding? i always look good in pictures)
bad hair day bad hair go away, come again never?
gambar gambar semua blur. pc kmk kinek tok sik ada photoshope. nang isik ada apa apa. cuma ada limewire ajak. *roza, mun ktk boring, tolong edit pictures tok boley ar?*

-hey hey.big bang pun new album me loike! rambut TOP semakin ridiculously awesome! and GD's stares..could just melt my heart (in-spite of that ugly blonde hair) right away. *awwww*

goodbye Tambi Ming Junior

Junior ninggal ptg tek.sik sempat main dgnnya for the last time. didnt even see him since Sunday.i think i just got a small heart attack when kak Tiah told me hes gone. couldnt catch a breathe for a while. we've been together for 7 years i think and suddenly hes gone.can someone please tell me how do i live after all this?

sikda pet lagik selain goldfish(es) and ikan belaga (ya pun nya dah ready mok "mate")..ya pun sikda respond main dgn cdak.i feel even lonelier now.i miss him already.

...
...
...

out of confusion, comes hallucination.
keep "seeing" things that arent really there.
a lil paranoid i must say.
i was confused and "wrong" in soo many level.

...
...
...

and as for my Junior, you were the best cat i ever had.
there's no cat in the world can be compared to you.
i love you with all my heart and i hope you love me too.
tho you can be a pain in the ass for being misbehaved, i know you're a damn good listener.
you'd find me whenever i call your name.

*Junior Minggggggggggggggggggg!!!*

Rest In Peace my hauntingly-beautiful-black-cat.

my long lost crush's birthday is today

dedicated to the man who never fails to capture my heart with his "grin" and his "small eyes" and will always make my stomach flew a butterfly? ahahahah..aburame shino? yea.remember him? yea.i found something that his sister wrote in facebook (for him) while i was browsing through his profile..it's been a while since the last time i met that guy..kinda miss the moment where i was crazy,madly in "EVOL" with him..but he didn't even noticed my existance nor my way.fuih..good times good times.. thank God for friends that were always around to keep me ?saint/sane? enuff to live my normal life.

:)

OK..HERE'S what THE NOTE sounded like:

"He is an understanding brother . [TRUE DAT]

A son who picks up mistakes quickly. [CAN IT BE ANY BETTER?]

An altruistic guy-next-door, in other words, not egoistic. [A QUALITY THAT MANY MAN LACK OF]

A modest altar-server [A QUALITY THAT MANY LACK OF]

The most obedient child among the three of us. No kidding [LOL]

A friend who tolerates well. [TRUE]

A person slow to anger, rich in pestering together-gether with his siblings. [JUST WHAT I NEED]

A student who excels in studies. [TRUE DAT]

A devoted DOTA geek. [LOL]

A guy who dresses too much like teenagers." [LOL]

Apparently, the one that very much close to him like his sister sees him like i see him TOO.
im not alone then.

and to my perfect crush: "..blessed birthday aite..hope to see you around SOON.."
i dont know why i bother enuf to posted this since i know he is not going to read it anyway..

woaaahhh

seems like EVERYONE owned a DSLR camera..

woah..rasa best laa?
bangga laa?
ada org muji?
rasa up laa?
ambik ambik gambar ada effect sikit rasa teror laa?
dah tauk apa reti shutter-speed, aperture and ISO rasa pemandei udah laa?
rasa kaya laa?
ambik family photo pun pakei zoom lense juak rasa hebat laa?

aaaaaah! aku sik heran. aku sik heran. aku sik heran.

*dengki* mode

20092009

what a remarkable date it is..isnt it?

ANYWAY....SHE'S HERE! SHE'S HERE!
im gonna savor my holiday with HER!
cuz it's been a while since i last saw HER!

~HAPPY SYAWAL EVERYONE~

i'll c u when u get there

to THE screwed up big time so-called a friend of mine.

...........................................................................

Now Ive seen places and faces
And things you aint never thought about thinking
If you aint peek then you must be drinking
And smokin
Pretending not to locin but youre brokin
Let me get you open
Now little timmy got his diploma and
Little jimmy got life
And tamikra around the corner just took her first hit off the pipe
The other homie shot the other homie and ran off with his money
And when the other homies heard about it they thought that it wasfunny
But whos the dummy
Cuz, now you done lost the hustler
A down-ass brother got replaced by a buster
And though I got love for ya
I know I cant trust ya
Coz my crew is rollin hummers and your crew is rollin dustas
And just because of that you act like you dont like the brother no more
I guess thats just the way it goes
I aint tryina preach
I believe I can reach
But your mind aint prepared
Ill c u when you get there

Chorus:

Ill see you when you get there
If you ever get there
See you when you get there
Ill see you when you get there
If you ever get there
See you when you get there

More temptation and faith
I guess we livin for the day
I seen a man get swept off his feet by a boy with an ak
The situation so twisted everybody gettin lifted
Im just tryin to take care of my kids and handle my business
Coz it way too serious so you gotta pay close attention
So you dont get caught sittin when they come and do all the gettin
Life is a big game so you gotta play it with a big heart
Someones gotta run a little faster cuz we gotta lay the struggle
Id be a fool to surrender when I know I can be a contender
And if everybodys a sinner then everybody could be a winner
No matter you rag collar deep down we all brothers
And regardless of the time somebody up there still love us
Im a scuff and struggle and y'all Im breathless and weak
I just strived my whole life to make it to the mountain peak
Always keep reaching sure to grab on to something
Ill be there when you get there when you wit the sound bumpin

You need to loosen up
And live a little
And if you got kids let them know how you feelin
For your own sake give a little
Oh, you dont want to hear that
You busy tryina stack
And keep them from the joness is taking advantage of your own
The realest homies that youve been knowing for the longest
But some aint missing a good thing until its gone
Could have built an empire if not for the jealousy that divides us
We prefer to keep our eyes shut to describe when
Its something wrong and we desire
So hold your head up high if your poor and righteous
I know time seems right
And the problems seem endless
But at times of despair we gotta pull ourselves together
And if you fell you're out the game then you need to get back in it
Coz nothing worse than a quitter
You gotta face responsibility one day, my brother
So gather up your pity and turn it to ambition
And put your vehicle and drive and stop by my side

As we walk down the road of our destiny
And the time comes to choose which shall it be?
The wide and crooked, on a straight narrow
We got one push to give and one life to live
Stand up for something or lie down in your game
Listen to the song that we sing
Its up to you to make it big
I guess Ill see you when you see me

..................................................

Until then, don't even bother to show your face to me..

090909

hey, it's wednesday and it's 090909...
9 happened to be my favourite number.

see hui just told me that she is supposed to get married today but for Chinese ?believe?,
it's not a good combination of numbers.

i like today.arrived at work late (around 11am) because i went to a clinic to get some medicine for my itch.and the itch, turned blue.i wonder how on earth it happened.but once i got home and took a warm bath, the colour "blue" were gone. and now, its back to red..

aaah..the itch..
the thought of it..eeeiiissshhhh..

and hey, i like kak phyda's post on the quotation that says,

"..Sometimes, we put up walls,
not to keep people out, but to see
who cares enough to knocked them down.."

ok..the Doctor gave some prescription.so, im on medication now..
pay no mind about what i say aite?

keep you much longer by akon

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could jus Stop By
And Lay By Your Side

The Tables have Turned
And I’ve Finally Learned
That this is Makin' Up for Every Day I was Gone
And that’s Why I’m Concerned
But Now it’s Confirmed
That You Spread Your Wings and Learned to Fly All Alone

Darkness in the Night
I’ll Find that Light for You
As Long as I got Eyes
I’ll have a Sight for You
Long as I am Alive Baby I’d Die for You
I Wanna Be With You

You’re Always On My Mind
While I’m Racin'
While I’m Paper Chasin'
You Were There when I said One Day I’d Get Up Out that basement
Playin as My Agent
For You, There’s No Replacement
You Will Always Be My Girl
and You can Hold Me on that Statement

Darkness in the Night
I’ll Find that Light for You
As Long as I got Eyes
I’ll have a Sight for You
Long as I am Alive Baby I’d Die for You
Wanna Be With You

Baby I Know You
And How We Do
Doin' Exactly What I Taught You
Gotta Get that Money First before You Come Spend that Precious Time with Your Boo
And I know I gotta just Take It
Even though it’s Drivin' Me Crazy
Always Wanted to See My Girl Make It
Ooh-Yeah

Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
I know You gotta Go cuz you got things to do
Wish I could Keep You Much Longer
Now You to Busy for Me Girl like I was To You

(Wish I Could Keep You So Much Longer)

Wish I could Stop By
And Maybe Say “Hi”
Wish I could just Stop By
And Lay By Your Side


it seems like this is what my mum's been trying to tell me..i cant find her time to accompany her to go just about anywhere..i even ask aina to accompany her, if not aina, my cousin kak eeda and my neighbour kak pidot..huaaaaa.. i have my weekends packed with overtime (work) and friends..at night, she's busy with HER kind of activity..aarrrgghhh..

this song..reminds me of my mum..sigh..I MISS ME N MOMMY TIME.I MISS HANGIN' OUT WITH HER.I MISS OUR STOOPID JOKES (we joke JUST ABT ANYTHING). I MISS MY MOM!

goin nowhere

"i dont have enuf middle fingers to show you how i feel right now"


there are many words that floating in my mind lately.
big words i tell ya.
but it seems like i cant get it out of my system just yet.
keep thinkin' about it over and over and over again.
but still, goin nowhere laar the thoughts!

goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere.
goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere.
goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere. goin nowhere.

/: aisyah balit khamis tok, yes?
yippie.
cant wait 2 see ya buddy.
it's been a while since i last saw your pretty face.

addicted to ...

hello, my name is Laichikang.and i am an addict.
i love maggie mee soo much, i cant help but thinking about it all the time.also, i fantasized a lot of noodle images especially during this ramadhan.i cant help it.my family members tried really hard to make me scared of eating too much of noodles and what it can do to me.but that doesnt stop me. i also adore mee sapi haji salleh nok di Satok ya. must have it at least once a month (used to)..but now, once a week.

im sick.really.
oh God.help me.

15minutes before i got off to work and blogging about my addiction is all i can think of to kill my time.working is tiring.my back is aching.im gonna destroy the chair so that my boss will buy me a new one.

because i love daesung soo much

i just have to post this..
~enjoy~

eheheheh..
TOP TOP TOP TOP TOP TOP

it has been a year

-He left us. pergi kubor aritok tek with my family.pergi bersih kubor nek aip then baca surah yassin kat sia. ada tanam pokok juak.i planted it myself.how i wish it was his favourite "bunga melor" but its not it.

-some says, pergi kubor suroh ati tenang.as for me, its pretty scary. not in a spirit or ghost kinda scared. more like tgok rupa kubor org org kat sia.some kubor lamak maseh bagus. some nampak sik terjaga. some nampak ngeri jak.berlubang laa, batu nisan terpelanting la, apa la. pandei terpikir indah gne aku mati kelak, rupa design kayu atas kubor.

-posa sik lamak gik. maseh ada 3 hari perlu ganti. haizzzz..

-i miss my old man too much lately.May Allah blessed his beautiful soul.Amin.

feel like ngerepak lok.

has anyone told you that the heat in Kuching nowadays are unbearable?
the heat drives me nuts! lekak mandik eh, berpeloh agik. tidor berdepan dgn kipas eh, peloh juak. sik mok masang aircond jak jak. bil electric mahal dow!!! gelap gelita dah rumah tok. i switch off the light at living room. sigh.

work too is "overloaded". oh the job? its tough as fuck i tell you.
since monday, my desk has been buried with projects after projects. if it wasnt researches, 3D doodling, and some interior work proposal. yes.im the first interior designer that ever work there. before this, they never paid any attention to interior stuff. Now, taking an advantage of a fresh graduate like yours truly..sigh..

the architects i tell you are no fun people. serious kali juak muka.muka jaik! ahahaha sikda laa..sik jaik..bagus muka sidak..cuma ya la tek..too serious..TOO serious..
those draughpersons..they are kinda nice people there (at my work place) and those from admin too. some of them even came up to the designer's room to checked on me..ahaha yours truly got some stalker now people..be envy, be very envy.. and yeah, last friday, i was on overtime till 7pm or something..damn tired i tell you..

home sweet home.my home is no longer sweet as it used to be. my family and i barely eat dinner together anymore. ah choon is also no longer around.hes going places you know. mex and mama are way too busy to find "kantao". kak tiah too, gago dengan handfon nya and kak timah rumah sebelah.so, basically, i spent most of my time in front of my pc and my beloved tv. nek nah, minding her own business.now she's sleeping like a baby for 24 hours straight already. sigh. changed her diaper just now. lap nya pun muka, kak ya nya sambong tidor balit. sunyik aku tok dirumah. sik boring.cuma sunyik.

i dream of a guy that..is for me and only me.

you know, i've always dream of a guy that is perfect in my eyes and in my mind.
selalunya, i drooled over celebrities that is like that. doesnt matter black, white or yellow.
dari dolok agik.ingat agik time kecik kecik, nang gila dengan yusry KRU, nick carter BSB, scott robinson 5ive..eh, selalunya nok dalam boy band ya bah. tension aisyah dengar cerita aku that apparently sungguh ridicoulous ya. thanks babe for your ears. kak phyda pun sama.nya setia dgn AJ BSB. i think, some thing never change. im still like that. sik duli apa kata orang madah nick ya pelik la, chester ya a freak kah, yusry ya kurus gilak la.sampei ada juak orang madah i live a sad life. living in the world of infatuation and admiration and sadra sadra sadra. (who doesn't?) chester bennington LP, T.I. pharell, jason wade lifehouse, nok laki laki dalam boys over flower ya, ahahahah.SEMUANYA. who else, oh ya, recently the boys from the big bang..*hawtness explosion*

bibir ya..

ya la tek, ciri ciri nok best,
IM A SUCKER FOR a GENTLEMAN OK,
not selfish.not cheapskate.a good listener, someone who i can have a good conversation with, nya tetak dgn joke aku nok sik berapa lawak ya (nang sik lawak pun)!PANDEI (sapa suka laki bodo? padah dgn aku lok)..those who can read me well..(ahh..that would be a +++) can stand whatever crap i have to put him in to.respectful!bait la.sapa suka nok jaik.gila nak? even tho i like em bad ass type, from their look ajak.bukan perangei.TALENTED.
sexy lips, body yang best, dreamy eyes, sik ada bad hair day, bau nyaman, MANDIK!, tinggi, gigi mesti kacak dan bersih. kulit berkualiti (paham paham lah). pandei bergaya (rasa dirik cute)..yikes! i like! eh, mun cerita hal ciri ciri tok, sik akan abis sampei bila bila eh.

body ini best?ya ya.sangat best.

tapi nak, nok pernah suka dgn aku eh, i must say..nang sik ada nok kedak di mentioned above.
most of them are losers, BIG TIME LOSERS. but then again, who am i to tell that they are losers.ok, check history lok. mun cdak main dadah, bercampor dgn miak berolah di sekolah, nok selalu escape, ngeso olah rasa terer depan org rami..bukan loser kah? rasa dirik best sik tentu pasal..nok kedak ya lah.and they're not even smart people.i attract losers.yeah.so not proud of it.

truth is, my reality sucks big time.when it comes to boys especially.nok pernah suka dgn aku, sik pernah nok bagus. ada ajak slack! nok aku suka, sik pernah suka dgn aku balit. maka ya la nok penting nak.

i've dated a few people for the past 5 years.and i have always had a good time with them. but, such happiness, lasts for a while ajak.none of them would wanna take it to the next level. (not making out or anything like that)..just to see where does this thing will lead us. eh, this doesnt sound right. usually, i would run away from them. i fear them commitment. they scared the hell outta me.i would do crazy thing to get away from them.trashing them in the internet included.not a mature way to deal with such thing.i know.


but here i am.still waiting for the right person to come along. not desperate, not lonely or anything like that. because i know he is somewhere, with the wrong woman perhaps, and probably looking for me too. aah.such innocent thoughts.that can't be right, right? i dunno. life is unpredictable ey. who knows who will end up with who, ey? best oo mun ada laki nok gila dgn kita kdak kita gila dgn cdak.aaah.obsessed with each other? yum yum.kedak durian jak rasanya.

hypocrisy is a way to live

Who doesn't?
...
Happy "Friendship" day everyone
>1st aug 09<

young folks

Lyrics to Young Folks :
If i told you things i did before
told you how i used to be
would you go along with someone like me
if you knew my story word for word
had all of my history
would you go along with someone like me

i did before and had my share
it didn't lead nowhere
i would go along with someone like you
it doesn't matter what you did
who you were hanging with
we could stick around and see this night through

and we don't care about the young folks
talkin' 'bout the young style
and we don't care about the old folks
talkin' 'bout the old style too
and we don't care about their own faults
talkin' 'bout our own style
all we care 'bout is talking
talking only me and you

usually when things has gone this far
people tend to disappear
no one will surprise me unless you do

i can tell there's something goin' on
hours seems to disappear
everyone is leaving i'm still with you

it doesn't matter what we do
where we are going too
we can stick around and see this night through

talking only me and you
talking only me and you

isik ada orang peduli

isik ada orang peduli
isik ada orang peduli
isik ada orang peduli
isik ada orang peduli
isik ada orang peduli
isik ada orang peduli
isik ada orang peduli
isik ada orang peduli
isik ada orang peduli
isik ada orang peduli
isik ada orang peduli

berita bait / burok dari aku isik ada orang peduli.
baruk tauk ari tok.
sigh.
my existence in this world seems pointless.
might as well i die.

i got that friggin' job!

YIPPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

just had an interview at PU architects (somewhere near bormil and studio 23).
yours truly, got a job as an architect's assistant.
i will probably do lots of 3D and some model.
the benefits are quite good (medical insurance and stuff), so as the salary.
i think i finally can shop till i drop for this coming syawal.
working 5 times a week, from 8.30-5. pretty good deal ey?
going to start working in august.

so, as simple as that for my update, and im going to savour my last holidays with good friends and family.

~cheerio~
wish me luck on my new job, k~

im in LOVE

with this dude (g-dragon) ..
*melt*

i heart his tattoo. i find it too sexy eh on him. he has others tattoo on both of his arms.
one saying "moderator" and the other one saying "Dolce Vita".
for a second there i totally forgot about TOP.sigh.

i had a BLAST~

~my graduation ceremony baby!~

from left: imann, wa hel, me and alany

with my lovely mama

This past weekend I had one of the most fun times I've ever had..

great food

great weekend

great people

great conversations

great company

and most importantly,my loved ones were there and i could not asked for more..

i heart em bad ass boys

oh Lord..find me someone like TOP alright..?


Soo errmm. I Am back from my wild wild fantasy land, despite my busy schedule i still have time to fantasized ok.

I have a love interest (more like a lust interest sebenarnya) in TOP from the band named BIG BANG..

He looked like Hatake Kakashi to me. You see, with the hair and the mouth mask..
Dah la rupa gaox. Bad ass with long legs and nice watches. I don't mind the attitude.

those "charisma" sigh.
:Where aar do I find such a dude?
: yeerr NuRuL..what's up with the word "charisma"?
:You never use that word before.
:Damn ramen soup-family outing, im addicted to the programme already..
:especially with Top as a family guest right?
:yeay


yea baby, pout that lips like you never pout before..

ok I'll give you a fist bump..
haik!
Personally, i dont like seeing TOP in pictures..it seemed unreal to me
i like him in "action". you know, with the talking, the glare and not to mention the smirk he has on his face when he smiles.
*melting*