not working anymore

......... things i've learnt so far..

1. first impression is so overrated!
2. smiling is good.
3. gotta earn respect
4. maturity is not happening to me
5. smart and wise is a 2 very different things.
6. PDA (public display affection) is so annoying.
7. trust no one
8. everything takes time and money.
9. i've underestimated myself again and again..it has to stop, NOW!
10. working long hours make your ass feels numb..true story!
11. money make things happen
12. no money no future man!
13. i love kaya and bread

living the life that i'm scared of

i miss my friends. i miss my best friend.i called them.i messaged them. no return calls or reply. i got no money. i lost my confidence. my mum's leg got infected. my cousin ran away. probably wont see her again. the worlds moving so fast. i cant keep up. i can see my future clearly now. its cloudy and dark.nobody listens to me anymore. i'm not sure what i want.i pretend to smile. Liverpool fucked me!

temporary satisfaction? shopping.
long term satisfaction? living the average life.

ease up NuruL~

new year eve ...yes?

how did i celebrated it?
went to Monsoon for the countdown
mex was already wasted..ah choon..sober as ever
actually, there's a very cute black shirt guy behind us..
"new year" cannot be completed without a bottle of _ _ _ _ _ _ ! LoL

there are a few more pictures to show but im to lazy to upload it.. so uh..... *out of word*
it was fun, really
met a lot of weird people, watching people get drunk, playing around with the trumpets! i met a very cute yet drunk Korean guy that night too.. and an old-freaky-Japanese-dude..

FUN FUN FUN FUN

working me!

my new friend..SHOES!!!!!!!!!!!!
so uh, im working..
i want that red-golf-bag!
at Fila Tun Jugah..but sometimes i'm at Crown Square
this is what i see each and every day
this one right here too
and this one too

***im always hungry. i work like mad and sometimes i get bored doing the work.
and i cant believe i get paid to be bored.
fullshift 10am-9.30pm (11 and a half hours)
morning shift 10am-7pm
noon shift 12.30-9.30pm
salary: RM20 per day

worth it meh?
you be the judge...

fell down the stairs on my second day of working..damn hurt i tell you..biru burit tok! ada sikit lukak la kat tangan.. tapi, aku rilek ajak~

NOW GO CRAZYYYYYYYYY

crestfallen

who am I to need you when I'm down
where are you when I need you around
your life is not your own

and all I ask you
is for another chance
another way around you
to live by circumstance, once again

who am I to need you now
to ask you why to tell you no
to deserve your love and sympathy
you were never meant to belong to me

and you may go, but I know you won't leave
too many years built into memories
your life is not your own

who am I to need you now
to ask you why to tell you no
to deserve your love and sympathy
you were never meant to belong to me

who am I to you?
along the way
I lost my faith

and as you were, you'll be again
to mold like clay, to break like dirt
to tear me up in your sympathy
you were never meant to belong to me
you were never meant to belong to me
you were never meant to belong to me

who am I?


***the time for me to work has come..will update about it soon
***and as for the lyrics..don't enjoy it!
***its hard, when you know your friend doesn't appreciates you as much as you appreciates them.


NOW SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

saturday night at jollly kitchen

went to the new restaurant that's open in hock lee shopping complex called the "jolly kitchen".. gotta tell ya, im a little scared of the design and the whole layout plan..

the food...blueeekkkk..i ordered spaghetti carbonara/carbanara..it taste like shyt!!!! my cousin jarut ordered something simple but it was nice...fish and chips...


this is the exterior part... it attracted me at first..but once i step my foot on the inside of the restaurant.....
what? wrapping paper? no..its a present paper!!! wait! aren't they the same thing?

and i can see the fire alarm!!!!!!!!!

oh ya..then i asked one of the worker.."what kind of service are you having here? table service? self-service? ala-carte?....kinda confused really...because of the signs and all that.."malay fast food", "western corner", "chef's recommendations",

she replied.."duduk saja lah, nanti saya ambik order"

??????
what happen to the design on the exterior? and now look at the interior...

at the corner there, is actually a sitting area where the patrons should take off their shoes and eat like the japanese..but some idiot customer just dont get the whloe pictures straight so they eat with their shoes on...

bersilak makan bah..makei kasut...bodo sik? jangan nganok nya bodo, nya si tauk bah....

what is this? display/fast food/working area is it? it is!!!! nice paneling...NOT!

not to mention the lightings quality....

sure, its bright and all but...
.......
.......
.......
oh, how do i put this....

the lighting quality is so bad until ... .......................i dont wanna finish the sentences.
what is this? i dont know what to say...the whole part of the restaurant is somehow doesnt connected to each other.. it's not uniform, it doesnt even related to one area to another..and one more thing...the workers/employees is a little bit too many..the restaurant look a little crowded because of the workers..not the patrons..im quiet dissapointed really...

i know, i know

im not yet a qualified interior designer but i have to learn to observed and criticized. cause, that's what designer do..they observe, they criticize, they copy, they manipulate, they design...

oh come on.... can anyone agree with me on that?

p/s..jangan makan pasta sidaknya..nang sik nyaman..daging sik fresh!

PERFECT

"....nobody is perfect. i am nobody. so, am i perfect?.." amstutz sibat

nicely done sibat!

obsessions~

ok, picture this,
you're sick, in a hospital bed, helpless, powerless and topless,
5 incredibly hot guys visit you in a hospital..

they're not your friends,

but your obsessions....

kau ok kah?

..i feel better already..

to ManU fans out there,

have a Lousy Christmas, and a Crappy New Year~!!!!

reformat

looks like i have to reformat my pc again..
i wonder if IP address can be changed..
afraid my pc might be hacked by someone.. DAMN U HACKERS!!!
even my reg/admin changed to "jambanmu"..i never use that kind of name for my admin.

sigh..
holiday's been good..
full of laughter and fun activities..
been swimming a lot..
gotta keep my body in shape..lol
sleep well..
eat well..
been good..

cuma sik da duit jak..
went to seminars and play "smart money" with my cousin Ruby.
it was fun but depressing at the same time..
cause its all about MONEY!!!!
money make me feel stress..cause i have none (at the moment)
havent really catch up with my old friends..
dont blame me..cause no one call.
heard about "GRSS REUNION" this 29th DEc..????
so not going! no one invited me :(
how sad is that...
i was invisible before and always be..
ahahahah biaselah..
they probably talking like this, "Nurul who?"

when is it my time to shine, really?

india street 2007

spotted...N and Z at the open air..having an ice kacang and lai chi kan for tea-time perhaps?
spotted... N and Z camwhoring in the middle of India street with a black plastic on Z's hand.. i wonder they've change the shopping venue to India Street..
guess what i've found in the street of india in kuching...oh..its just an ordinary briefs
wait a minute..look closely..
what?? chelsea fc club's brief??? how much??? 1 box RM3.90?? hmm cheap..

hair

so i cut my hair..last monday..

it's ugly i tell you..ugly..

i told the hairdresser.."honestly, i hated it!"

she didnt say a word..

i dont wanna pay her..

but she's pregnant..

kesian nya bah..

RM20 for a cut ONLY.. was it worth it? absolutely no!!!!!!!!

i have issues my hair..dari dolok lagik

never satisfy with any style..

how can other people can have such a perfect hair?

aaarrrggghhhhhh

how i can i feel comfortable with this hair?

kadar konfiden ku dah jatoh mendadak..

sik konfiden aku agik..

sapa aku?

kenak aku gtok?

aih..kenak aku gia?

woooohhh..lamak gik nya mok tumbuh panjang..

cepat lah rambut..tumbuh cepat sikit..

apa capital negeri spain tek? madrid

bad weekend

i didn't know he's that flexible..
aren't they the cutest threesome ever??? ahahahahah

Reading 3-1 Liverpool... kalah!!!
Middlesbrough 2-1 Arsenal....kalah
there goes the unbeaten records...
sigh

hopefully this week will be a lot lot better than the previous weeks..
Marseille vs Liverpool
Liverpool vs Man u

WE CAN WIN THIS!!!!!

a little personal, maybe?

***so this is how RM5000 look like


I NEED TO GET A JOB DURING THIS HOLIDAY..I'll be back studying sometimes in mid-February.. until then, i need to get to know myself a little better rather than confused about it.
been asking a few friends to come out with the list about my characteristic..but only 1 who came out with the list.. ahahahaha kesian aku..kawan ku lain sik berani nak describe aku.. ahahaha

dedicated, loyal, trusted, quiet, interesting, modern, open-minded... bila ditanyak "kenak loyal?" "please don't interrogate me" dijawabnya..ahahah

but i did came out something for myself too..

20 words that describe ME!

enthusiastic, nimble, average, sweet, doubtful, clumsy, honest, listener, pessimistic, annoying, planner,socially inept, ineptitude, thoughtful, easily frustrated, wallflower, talentless, dreamer and funny

i mixed the good and the bad all together..

you think you know me better?? please help ..




help!!!!!!help!!!!!!!

help!!!!!!help!!!!!!!


the book you read and the people you mixed with, will make you, who you are..
i don't read much, i don't social much..no wonder i don't even know who i really am..

owww REDS

ellow Mr Capitan

this is why we're HOT!!!
11 8 9 15...and this is definitely not my phone number

just stick your tongue out baby! i would do the same thing if i were you :P

what the hell is this???????

JUNK~

still not ready la MA
Jarut..indulging herself with the caption: one dry martini please...
with MaMa
the old-dentist chair
loving the tiramisu
fisherman basket
lamb shank
lamb rack
lupak apa dah nama


had dinner at the Junk (in front of smb St. Mary) last saturday night~

wheee

the 7 of us had a wonderful dinner there...
mama, me, mex, aup, jarut, ah choon and kak eena
ordering like there is no tomorrow..ahahaahaha

the pictures are a little bit "off" if you know what i mean.
i have no one to blame but myself for that poor, low-quality, bad angle pictures :(

it's been a while

mood..pre-holiday-happy-worry-ME

task b4 the holiday..re-do the model and take photo of the previous assignments and burn it into cd and submit everything by Monday.

my routine this couple of week: 2am sleep, 5.30am wake up, and do assignment the whole day. 4-5 hours of sleep really make me tired.

oh ya..i was sick. sore throat, cough, cold and i couldn't swallow any food. i took some liquid form of food like oatmeal, soups, porridge, etc..if i eat food in solid form..i threw up. sigh..

my presentation went so bad yesterday. they laughed at my model and they surely shoot me hard during the presentation..not as bad as my fellow classmates lah.

i really think that we're not ready for this "interior design" thing. we are quite shallow in basically..EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!

lack of knowledge, creativity, influence, and most importantly, WE DON'T THINK LIKE designer's do!

i have 6 classmates..including me..we are seniors in interior design course. this is our semester 3, next year will be our semester four, then practical in semester 5..who would wanna hired us if our performance and our level of knowledge if we're still like this?

sigh.. I'm reevaluating this whole "interior design" thing..im scared if it doesn't suit me..
my lecturer told me, I'm confused. too much idea scattered around, this doesn't go well with that, and by the end of the day...i got confused..too much "actually" and "maybe" ....in my presentation..and sadra sadra sadra

social life is put on hold.

been asking too much from my cousins to help me during this crazy time..im blessed. having cousins like that and mama like mine..(shes the only one that could only put up with me)...again, I'm blessed..thank God..alhamdullillah

my cousin said, my sore throat occur whenever im feeling stressed.it's like stress trigger or something..

i realize something too (during this crazy time)...i am practically a planer. if things doesn't go well with my plan..I'll go nuts!it happen when my first presentation board got rejected by my lecturer
and i have to do it all over again in 2 day time..which i planned im gonna do my model at that particular period! thats crazy..

also..been crying a lot this week too..

watching too much of "gossip girl"
so, to anyone or someone out there..if you miss me, you know where to find me..

XOXO
cheerio~

i kill u i kill u

tgh dlm com lab. eric ada dlm com lab aie..

lawak personality qiz dlm facebook juak..
oh, ya, yesterday aku nangis 2 kali.. ada lah sebabnya
dah pdh marek dgr org org yg berkenaan..
7 ppl make me feel like a crap
only3 who soothes things out..thanks syah, mang, syafiq 4 listening. i knw i can be too needy sometimes.
pc kat rmh sik da mocrosoft office..byk juak la kerja tergendala. sik dpt ator pic pakei design. this week is going to pass me by slowly. exam week bah.
lekak dload brg, sik dpt tgok..sik da codec..
pelik eh..tunggu mok darol ator, nya sik dtg dtg.sorg ngarap sorg.sik guna.

tgh tunggu brg nak diprint kat com lab.. gitok la mun kta idup sharing koh.. sigh

im lame, am i?

NADA SURF LYRICS
"Inside Of Love"

Watching terrible tv
It kills all thought
Getting spacier than An astronaut
Making out with people
I hardly know or like
I can't believe what i do
Late at night

I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gatesI see the beauty above
Only when we get to see
The aerial view
Will the patterns show
We'll know what to do
I know the last page so well
I can't see the first
So i just don't start
It's getting worse

[chorus]
I can't find my way in
I try again and again
I'm on the outside of love
Always under or above
Must be a different view
To be a me with a you
Of course i'll be alright
I just had a bad night

**thanks aina for the intro.. im loving it

it describes me well

in the mood for smoothies

so, dalam minggu tok eh, banyak juak benda nak dipadah. meng-update-kan dirik kedirik bah dgn blogger bloger tok semua. kelak org madah kita tok sik da idup lain, maka gik gago hidup bah tok. dlm minggu tok juak aku mkn manok bbq 3 kali.. 2 kali di rmh ku mpun, sekali ya tek kat asrama cdak laki ari jumaat ya tek. wah! dennis sungguh cute! eric sungguh memikat hati..hahahah aok, aku puji cdak 2 kerana memiliki rupa paras yg bagus! i said it out loud! eric n dennis are so cute! dah? puas nurul? puas? mula2 aku pikir aina ngenjen aku mdh ada bbq tek..check check mena juak..hahaha sori aina..susah nak cayak ktk agik..ktk dah mula pandei ngenjen org bah..haahah sapa ndak ka ngajar miak ya ngenjen org..

kak ya tek, aku baruk tauk crouch ya..seorg lelaki ya baik..tgok you-tube nya kenak punk'd oleh rio ferdinand..nya dgn robbie fowler..lawak kali juak

kelakar hal you-tube, teringat dgn video lawak kazen ku temu dlm metacafe.. check ktk org gak..under nama "spark of insanity" ..lawak doe!!

apa gik ooo.. aku maca newa paper riya (sak jak marek), jeaane (abdullah's new wife), she's cool! she told the press about her philosophy in life.. and i quote " if u have a problem, solve it, if u cant solve it, forget it. life goes on.." mena juak.. kak ya nya madah, u cant lie to urself! u wont get ur peace of mind! sekali lagik, mena juak ooo

mls nak crita assignment. tgh molah keja sebenar nya tok, tp lalai dgn facebooklah, friendsterlah, ping-ponglah, kak ya tek, blog indah! mati swak! kenak aku gitok ka?

ariya juak aisyah ada pdh..aku mudah suka dgn org nok impossible for me to be with..something like that.. sigh..true! but, who wouldn't fall for a guy like that?
aina kata aku suka dgn org gentleman.. lagik sekali nak pdh, who wouldn't fall for a guy like that?
pulang jarut kata.. impossible? who said?hahaahah
lain org lain opinion...but for me ::::bukan aku nak kahwin kinek tok!!!! aku lagik nak main main lok bah~~~ hahahaha cuma takut "crazy for nothing" ajak.. teringat aku dgn kes aku dolok suk dgn alexis ya..rukawa kaede..berik nya lukisan slam dunk, tapok beg nya, secretly hantar chocolate cake n pudding dgn nya..apa gik ooo oh ya, nya wave nak pulang dgn aku alu mandik dgn conditioner indah bila aku pulang rmh..saruk dgn body shampoo..ya ku heran kenak sik berbuih shampoo tok? paduhal hair conditioner duhal... hahaahah n i tot he was the one?? lol

yesterday dgn aina gi Bing! order chocolate ice blended n tiramisu~~ nyaman eh.. maka sik da duit nak pegi..kakya tertemu rm10 dlm luar jean..LUCKY ME! sik trpikir mok order ya, ingin nak mkn smoothies sebenarnya..p mala jak smoothies...cuba something new la kata ku tek. dahla..kepak tgn ku naip..pjg dah tok ku rasa.. k bye~

ride

me: sorry, i ride alone
les: riding what mang?
me: riding bicycle

the next day

me: i'll walk alone
les: what happen to your ride mang?
me: basikalku tayar pancit
les: lol

today
me: i walk alone

noticed the notes on msn?..it can be really funny sometimes.. i usually put a title of a song or a saying from tv or movie.. while the emoticon doesnt play along with the mood im in~ well, sometimes, it does..SOMETIMES..

while "riding and walking" is actually a saying that goes out to liverpool. they've let me down these few weeks..sigh

you'll never walk alone... my ass!!!