Thankful

SELAMAT MAAL HIJRAH 1430.

BE THANKFUL that you don't have everything you desire. if you did, what else would there be to look forward to?

BE THANKFUL for the difficult times even if you don't understand why.
it is during those times that you grow.

BE THANKFUL for your limitations because they give you opportunities for improvement.

BE THANKFUL for your mistakes for they will teach you invaluable deep lessons.

find a way to be thankful for your troubles, they simply become your blessings, no matter how painful.

Be grateful to Allah SWT for giving us the gift of life and all that it brings.

2008 so far

JANUARY. working at Fila- ass numb experience

FEBRUARY. went to Bintulu and Miri "darat style" with my cousin's family.

MARCH. started to learn Photoshop and Google sketch up

APRIL. First time at acoustic gathering @ Bing and orchestra concert.

MAY. Norah was born

JUNE. Euro 2008-Spain won, big time

JULY. Travelling to Melacca and KL alone..eh, went there to pay Aisyah a visit laar.

AUGUST. Working-Industrial Training-experiential learning process.
MY beloved Grandpa passed away

SEPTEMBER. received a gift from my "estranged" uncle.

OCTOBER. Bought some property?

NOVEMBER. Swim a lot. read a lot? my first time at baking muffins

DECEMBER. MY DECEMBER. made love passionately..oops..Not this year.

"AWAKE" COVER

Personally, I'm not a big fan of the secondhand serenade.Honest!
But i like Charles's version tho..he changed the the original's voice range



Lyrics to Awake :
With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,
but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
that's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,

ho ho ho

Have a lousy xmas and crappy new year everyone....
just wanna post some weird pictures of me and aisyah....
that is all

im lame.so beat it!

sing it with me baby, one more time~

I ran into your best friend today
Twelve nights since you ran away
I asked about you and she said can't say, can't say
I'm feeling lonely and it seems to stay
It's been a while since I've felt that way
Well, I can tell you there's no room to play this game

All I know is what I'm missing
What I'm missing is your kissing
Are you listening?

Don't go, don't go telling me you're alright
There's no room for getting uptight
Don't go saying that you're OK
When you're lonely
I said baby, don't go telling me we're over
When you know you're my one and only lover
And I won't go saying that we're OK
When we're lost without each other
'Cause we're lost without each other
'Cause we're lost without each other

I didn't mean to start the last big fight
You never should have hung up that night
All I want to do is make things right, make it right
Listen, with all the choices that we chose to make
And all the promises we chose to break
We were busy making big mistakes, yesterday

All I know is what I'm missing
What I'm missing is your kissing
Are you listening?

if i could answer you..

this will be it:

1) after a hundred of kisses..then maybe, we'll talk about it.

2) im doin' fine really, apart from missing you that is. and i think i just got dump by a dude. hes like my sms scandal..rofl..but hes too drunk to notice it yet..but never you mind. i'll be fine~
its freezing in Kch by the way.. i always get a cold feet and cold stomach. been swimming a lot lately too. sometimes, i even swim in the rain..one of the things i do just to get by..

3) again, im fine. really. don't you worry ok Mr! i went to the beach yesterday with my friend. we camwhoring like there's no tomorrow. running around in the rain at the beach..really fun la wey! i should do that again..

80 more days~

all i want for x-mas is...

im no saint nor fashionista..
i suck in fashion as a matter of fact..i don't even own something that is in the "it" list..
i feel so sorry for myself..

that's why..for this x-mas..(even tho i don't celebrate one)

i want

something to cover my hair and my head

something that is small but quite big for my big-head to fit in preferably.

something that i could wear to protect myself from heat/drizzling rain or in the car >.<

something that would enhance my non-distinguished figure..errrr nothing fancy please..

figured it out already?

My Love Story

i want my love story to be just like in taylor swift's song~

check it out here


"I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes"

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new experience..not!

i'm tellin' you people, the process of getting to know each other (as in with someone you just met) is really tiresome!

the weather on the other hand, make me so sad to plan my days..

85 more days to go..yo!

i love TED..and Svens, the Swedish Architecture Collective..

i might consider to do some "woo-ing".. dont't mind me wooing okay?

for you

Butterfly lyrics by Mariah Carey~

When you <3 someone so deeply.......................(so not <3 !!!!)
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imaged I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandoned-ly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

I can't pretend these tears...............(im not and i wont cry)
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine.................(!)
Until you know the way it feels to fly

So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

...................................................................... 3 months...12/12/08-12/03/09

Hoppipolla

i found it!
The translation of the Sigur Ros's songs-Hoppipolla

~Jumping Puddles~

Smiling
Spinning 'round and 'round
Holding hands
The whole world a blur
But you are standing

Soaked
Completely drenched
No rubber boots
Running in us
Want to erupt from a shell

Wind in
And outdoor smell of your hair
I hit as fast as I could
With my nose

Hopping into puddles
Completely drenched
Soaked
With no boots on

And I get nosebleed
But I always get up
(Hopelandic)

my prince came from spain

Champions League and EPL will never be the same again...
the hell with Torres and his injury.. Liverpool kick-ass nowadays..

PSV vs Liv 1-3..they didn't even use their first 11.. awesome ey?
I just hope they don't disappoint me much like they did last season!

Dissapointment,what do i know about that..?
i think i am more than just an expert about it.
i basically live in "dissapointment".
i can even feel it right before it come near me.
but when it's near, i just stood there, stand still and act like it didn't bother me.
i should have won an award for that.correction. AWARDS!
yeah, those who knew me that well should have figured that out easily.

like my fave band would say in their song/lyric

"..And probably you know all the dirty shows I've put on
Blunted and exhausted like anyone..
Honestly I tried to avoid it.."

Christmas is near. and then a few days later, 2009 will come and knock on 2008 door saying "waddup bastard! i dont give a *, i just come here to kick your ugly * goodbye

What have I done for this one whole year?I can't wait to make that list.

Hari Raya Aidiladha 2008

Let the picture speaks for itself this time okay?

with an incredibly hawt guy standing next to me... *blushing*

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just so you know.. im soo not proud of this moment..



and im soo goin' vegetarian next year..ahahahaha

i miss my rollerblading days...

rollerblading, ice skating...something has to do with moving my feet with some rollers has always been my favourite things to do..

now, seasons come and go..i don't skate anymore..

aaa..those were the days..where i skate (with my precious rollerblade that is), i feel free like a bird..skating on the road, listening to cars honking and people screaming out their car window saying "oi! kitak orang mikir tok jeraya nenek kitak orang kah!!!!" and i could only smile and laugh and continue to skate..
a good time to skate? after dawn! it was perfect moment, perfect timing, perfect temperature..you name it!
everything was just perfect!

aisyah and her new friend- Nadia..
i tell you, this girl make friends so fast..i didnt even see when its coming..
i was skating one lap, and then..boom! there she was..making a friend already..sigh

last time i skate (ice-skating that is) when i was in KL sometimes in Last July where i spent my holiday with dearest Aisyah...
boy, i tell you..it was nothing like missing your good old time.

sometimes you move so fast and then when you fall, it feel so good, and it makes you want to get up, and try again!

me- swinging and click!

aisyah: Nurul, kmk ambik gambar kitak! mena mena ckit ktk bergambar
me: jap jap..swoosh!(me swinggin rasa terror) ok! snap!
aisyah: lagik !lagik! (maybe sik puas ati dgn 1st pic..)
me: dah? dah? kepak kmk posing eh!
aisyah: dapat sik jgn bergerak?
me: ???




so i re-called the conversation goes something like that..

before you skate, remember to eat something sweet okay..


and don't forget to smile.. you'll never know..cute guys could be around..
(i was making weird faces..trying to pissed her off.
one of the thing that i like to do as my favourite past time)

aisyah: kenak kitak bergambar macam ya
me: gne la gaya dah sik da gaya
aisyah: ... (annoyed maybe)

new moon

Yeah, I miss you too. A lot.
Doesn't change anything. Sorry.

Jacob

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just finished reading "new moon" today..
the book was alright.
i'd give it 50%-for making me "sosadsosadsosad"

the highlight on my week..

-went out with my old skul-mates yesterday.
i didn't take any picture to prove it and the fish and chips at the atmosphere is not good..
-made chocolate muffins..
-got my pc upgraded with new Lcd screen and a new printer..yippie!

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someone who is far far away..misses me, misses home.

sigh

doin' some tag

got it from a friend of mine's blog..this was so last season/year.. but i like it..

A - AVAILABLE?
Oh..Always

B - BEST FRIENDS:
you guys weren't here laaa.. how?

C - CRUSH:
Sigh.

D - DADS NAME:
Magneto (X -men)..lol..if only..but seriously, i dont even know who is my "padre".

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:
Mum

F - FAVE DRINK:
Tea and some ice blended chocolate milk with loads of whip cream and chocolate syrup!!

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS:
Neither one.

H - HOMETOWN:
Kuching.

I - INSTRUMENT:

i dont play one ...sigh

J - JELLY FLAVOUR:
Any will do..taste the same to me

K - KIDS:
Sure, why not.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:
ummmm..Kuching to Miri...ass-feel-numb i tell you

M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR:
Chocolate.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:
NOne

O - ONE WISH:
I wanna live good

P - PHOBIA:
loads..but now, something has to do with teeth

Q - QUOTE:
"i'm doin awesome without you"...(Barney Stinson)

R - REASON TO SMILE:
i have to ask my funny bones about this

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD:
Gotta have you- the weepies

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
Today...around 9 am-ish

U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME:
let it be unknown laaaa

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE:
Oh some green garnishing on laksa...i hated the taste of it

W - WORST HABITS:
Bossing people around...i need help with these..

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:
I've had once. chest area...should have been in the head y' knw

Y - YUMMY FOOD:

Nasik ayam (mama polah) and also at Padungan area

Mee sapi Haji Salleh

Mee maggie (laksa)

Soups...any will do...herbs/chicken/tomato/mushroom/corn/stew..etc

Z - ZODIAC SIGN:
Ikan

i wanna tag..phyda! aina! roza! yen! and last but not least..aishah!!!

erm..some music for my ears

so..uh..im into "the weepies" today..
some might called their music as an indie pop-folk band..
but uh..i duno..
i like their songs called "gotta have you"..
it makes me feel relaxed and unwind and jiwang-ed..
no laa..no emo emo goin around here okay..

i like this part the most tho..

....."No amount of coffee, no amount of crying
No amount of whiskey, no amount of wine
No, nothing else will do
I've gotta have you, I've gotta have you."


it rhymes well don't you think?

DAvid Berkeley kinda nice too..
if there's any of you like this soo called folk/acoustic kinda music..


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to aishah: now i know why you heart folk music..
they're relaxing laaa in a way that i cant imagine what they can do to me..
it slows down my heart beat (in a good way)..
good stuff!

i:heart::josh:lucas

Been watching "Sweet Home Alabama" for a thousand of times already..
it is one of my old time favourite movie which i really really like..

Because





of him laaaaa!!!!

seems familiar or not?
i think you must have seen him in poisedon (betol ndak kah spelling tok?), stealth and the secondhand lion... not sure how many he's in the movie already..

i have this "thing" about blue eyes blondie (dude)..honest!

i smiled, watching him in that movie. In SHA, (jake perry) the character..like a dream come true i tell you.. cause,he IS my kind of man..

"simple country boy" with a hairy chest,nice teeth and a deep south accent..WOOT!!!!

*side note:i wonder how will "our" kids turn out to be?
will it be the prettiest babies alive or not?
like me n torres..confirm!
WHAT about josh lucas then?
tall, blond and handsome..not sure about his brain tho..
it's ok..i got mine!..lol
miang saya ini

Gerrard confiamos~~

"IN gERRARD, I trust"
liverpool-2, bolton-0
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Besok, ari ke-100 Grandpa...will do some berJemaah with family and friends...
Probably will take a half day leave...

To my cousins, friends and acquittance, do well for your final aite...

Remember,

.::verily after each difficulty, there's a relief::.

must-go-gig

please...do tell me...what will be your "dream gig"...a gig that you dream of going and look forward to see, your favourite band on earth playing live, right in front of you... tell me..who? and why?

because...i will revealed you, my "dream gig"...(i know there was supposed to be a word/sentence right after "gig" but i just couldn't think of any word or sentence to complete it..brain-to-tired-to-think-but-i-ignored-it-because-damn-lazy-to-be-bother mode)
i have lots in mind..but i prefer to tell you, readers..the 9th gig that i must go to

first,
*LIFEHOUSE*
...JUST CAUSE THEY SIMPLY AMAZE ME
...THEIR SONGS GOT ME THROUGH THE UPS AND DOWNS :)
..."IT" means a lot to me

second,
*MEW*
...because i heart those meaningless lyrics of theirs and it is so damn beautiful

third,

*STAIND*
..those mellow but masculine voice of Aaron Lewis
..aaaarrrgghhhh
..i can totally relate to their songs

fourth,

*SIGUR ROS*
... MUSICALLY INSPRING (soo true, i'm not lying, don't believe me? ask my mum)
...but lyrically, been dying to know what's their songs all about
...can anyone tell me? i dont undertsand a thing
...but i don't care because I love it~
(took this picture from Joel's facebook, sorry Joe, didn't ask for your permission..ampun!!!!)

fifth,

*KEANE*
...because they are awesome and you are not

sixth

*NICKELBACK*
...chad..ooo chad
... lyrically
...I'm attached to them
...used to cry my heart out listening to them..sosadsosadsosad

seventh
*OUTLANDISH*
...SOO called the dish of my day my day (get it? get it? YOU IDIOT!)
...their music's visionary and approached was different from others

eighth


*THEY FRAY*
...THE HELL WITH GUITARS, i heart piano more than guitar
...and not to mention
...chello, in a gig.
..come on.that is like a dream come true

lastly,ninth



*50CENTS*
...SURPRISED SURPRISED
BUT NO SURPRISES PLEASE
...I heart 50cents soo much and i think i am soo cool to be at one of his gig
...what?