my summary on Nuar's weeding last last weekend

UPACARA AKAD NIKAH
- all is well. im too sick to noticed anyone or what was going on

WEDDING RECEPTION AT FOUR POINTS
- im wearing this lovely cheongsam. tho i was on my period pain/gastric/ferev-ish, i still look good (otedah, sikda orang muji.aku muji dik mpun)

-the ceremony was alright. the stage was alright.

-the bride looks stunning but she could use a little bit more smile.

WEDDING AT THE GROOM'S HOUSE
- the stage "pelamin was too big and empty

- the bride & groom was wearing purple but the pelamin was red+white.
(what's happening, really, i dont have a clue)

- the food was awful. im saying this because this is what i heard. people talk you know, and i happened to be around but i pretended to mind my own business. i didn't eat much because i didn't like the food.

-was having a fever and my mum doesn't give a rat-ass about me! tho she did says she care about me but she left me at home, alone, for 4 nights i tell ya!

- family picture. i believe, there will be none because they happened to hire an awful photographer and he's incapable of handling the crowd. he goes around and says something like "hey, who wants to take picture with the funny looking couple, come to the stage.." he didn't exactly said that but thats what his face looked like when hes taking pictures.

sosadsosadsosad

So, next month, a good friend of mine asked me to be an usher for her lil bro's wedding at the Sarawak Club. And also, my godfather's only son, Abang Azul is getting married by December.

Insyaallah, its gonna be awesome!!!

Love, peace & harmony

weddings

last week, my cousin got married. no i didnt take any pictures of them couple because they are not the nicest people in the family. haha. just kidding. (naah im over it. wont go around and spread my negative crap to the public).

i was sick last week. period pain + gastric + sore throat + growing wisdom tooth , can you imagine how sick i was? and then recently, fever + flu.
believe me, i have draft this post before but i left it in my office. i will talk about it in the next post k? just wanted to show you some pictures from my humble phone and the quality isn't really there i have to say.

Me! getting ready for the wedding reception at the four point hotel

the "Pelamin" at the hotel. honestly, i kinda like it. it was charming i'd say. especially the tree and the chandelier.

me and my long lost cousin. i love having her around. so sad that she has to leave Kuching again. so much for her pursuing her dreams. i wish her well.

so, there you go. i will update my blog again, once i got my draft paper inside my drawer in the office. i promise. right now. my nose is blocked and cant really think or write straight.
kthnxbye.

Beaver + Duck =?

here's a story of our little inside joke today.

"..it was rainy and stormy night, deep in the woods, Mr Beaver made a mistake by doing "it" with Ms Duck. Ms Duck found out shes pregnant. Thus, the baby/mistake is called The Platypus. One heck of a rare Mammals.."

it was one beautiful mistake, comes a beautiful? Platypus? what?

EPIC love.

Reds & Blues

Love is Blue
Cinta is Green
I Love You
Like Planta & Margerin

Okay.These day, I have been neglected EPL pretty much the whole season.
Now, that I know Torres is Gone from my beloved club and Kenny has become the club manager, I'm looking forward to watch EPL once more. I believe in Kenny's decision to let go off Torres.

WELCOME and hello LUIS SUAREZ!

Kenny Dalglish is a legend you know. And as a legend, he knows whats best for the club.

I just hope Stevie G wont give up with Liverpool just like I did. Stay. Please do stay. I believe you will be the next Dalglish M.B.E. Wait. You already ARE a legend :)

Looking forward for tomorrow's match ey. Chelsea vs Liverpool. Best of luck to the Reds.

something to talk about

i miss taking pictures. i do.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Y-rfBGtAck

New day is here

"No resolution no regrets" - Charles N.

This year, im turning 25 years old. That's 1/4 of century. To get to live till today, i only have God to thank for His blessings. And to my awesome mother, my beautiful family and friends, thank you.

Its the unknown, scares me. What the future hold, terrifies me. If i could just brainwash myself so that i won't worry to much and just let God takes the wheel and have faith in Him, life (this year) will be much better.

Between dreams and reality, normally i would just choose reality over dreams. But this year, I'll try my best to live up my dream. And believe me, it is not THE time to shine.

And to the love of my life: we may not know where this relationship is gonna take us, but until then, lets make the most of it. *cheers, love*

greetings 2011...

Welcome to another year where life will define itself through times.

Blessed new year everyone.

obnoxious masseuse!

Well, a few weeks ago, my friends and i were involved in a car accident. To make that story short, i had a minor dislocated on my left shoulder. Yes, it hurts but i went to Chinese Physician a few days after the accident and the doctor fixed it already. All in all, I'm fine. But at times when i indulged myself with a little cold drinks such as smoothies or chocolate ice blended, my shoulder started to feel the pain (again), therefore, i have to restrain myself from having cold drinks since then. Do you have any idea how "easy" it was?

Now, I'm looking for a good masseuse or better known as a chiropractor. After several days of looking for the "available" masseuse, i still couldn't find one. They are very well demanded by high-er society here in Kuching. They would give me reasons not to give me a massage. "i don't massage at night", "I had a fever", "I'm packed in the weekends" and bla bla bla. In certain ways, i do feel offended because i don't belong to that high class community and yes, i needed them to fixed me shoulder PRONTO.

If any of you who still can't figured out what are you going to do when you are graduated, or looking for a job now, here's a little tips for ya, be A MASSSEUSE. Before you know it, you'll be mixing with high class people with a higher salary! Eh, its a good source of income what. If you don't mind, do not get the license for your practice as for the income-tax people will look for you and that can't be good idea. You know lah, when you get such an amount of money after every massage session that you did, you can afford to buy that iPhone 4 that you've always wanted within a few days I'm telling ya.

Indeed, a masseuse has a good income. Especially here in Kuching. There goes my brain fart for every readers. And for that, I Thank You for reading this post.

trip to Damai Beach

at the beach

after dawn

karaoke time!

X-MAS IS HERE BABY!
AND i got A PRESENT!!!

gorgeous girls night out

us and man-made waterfall!!!

jarut and her yoga post. funneh!

so called-synchronize swimming

so! the last 2 weeks, i got a room for 2 days and 1 night which i spend it with my mother and my cousin, Jarut. had a great time there. really great time. theres also my colleagues around and we had a great time together too. woah. 3 times of "great" sounds so wrong ey?

ps: been longing to say this for months!!!! BRUNO MARS is so like the dude from Kpg no.5. the one who always with his guitar at the road side in front of his granma's house. some said he lookd like Filipinos / Thais / Indonesian maybe but i bet hes from our very own Kpg No.5. Dont you think so?

simple pleasure

...simple pleasure in life CAN be fulfilling...

...simple pleasure in life IS what i need...

on the side note:- miley's fans hated jonas's fans who hated demi's fans. demi's fans hate bieber's fans and bieber's fans are nice people. we hate everyone. word.

working life so far

you know what, i love my job. yes, it can get be boring at times but i enjoyed it.
despite i am invincible in my superiors eyes, i don't mind, really.


i need to find an extra job to have a side income because i think i spent a lot (who doesn't).
and i kinda miss, me too. ME TIME.ALONE. IN MY FORTRESS.
but that's not my main concern and i'm not here to whine about it.

am glad to be part of the team

i went to the site during the week and i had a blast.

i come to realized that going to the site, i learn more.

despite the heat and dust, i'm fine and i had a great time at the site.

look at this pic above. ain't that wonderful?

i happened to have quite some time to edited em pics. nice no?

...last night...

yaah! he finally dressed it up. (im surprised ey!)

yer...Nurul tried her best to dressed up too...

Got it from boyfie last night for our 20months anniversary. i dont know why i counted by months. there were 5 white roses and 5 pink roses. arent they just gorgeous?

kamek rasa nak pengsan bila dapat bunga. haaaiiiiyyyaaak! gney towk?

i really appreciated his effort and i really am thankful :D

hi December!

.office trip to Damai Beach.
!we had a blast!

making a birthday card

its been a loooong time since i did a birthday card.
well, i just happened to make one, last 2 weeks.
its for my bf who happened to celebrate his 23 y.o. birthday last week.

i forgot how hard it was. even with advance tech and software such as photoshop, illustrator and all, it is still hard for me to come up with an "original" piece of card.

so, i ended up with a cut and paste picture from the net and put em together in the so-called card.
also, i did a little bit of editing for his picture (that i secretly took when he spaced-out while we were waiting for our turn at the mall)

boo! there you go! a little sneak peek of the birthday card...

im not as creative as i used to be...

but the important thing is, he loved it...

probably because i might have said something in the card that made him laughed...

ehe.

THE END.

A walk in a park

.me hand.
half-awake smile
.on the seesaw.

NOTE TO SELF: Life is not always a walk in a park.
But when it does, please be thankful and grateful for the life that you have.
Because some, might have it worst.

hipstamic effect?

new day new beginning

update: yesterday, my family is no longer needed Kak Tiah's service.

Therefore, im maid-less. Thus, most of the chores, my mum and i would "compromise" to help one another.
Mum would do most of the cooking and laundry while yours truly will be more into organizing and cleaning. well, also, a little bit of cooking.

note to self: dont ever get married.

Unless you are crazy in love, you are not you, you are willing to share your life and compromise and you want to have a nasty but legal sex life. ok? just kidding.

Liverpool suck balls these days. but after last night's match against Napoli for uefa league, there might be hope for the Reds. and yes, im still in love with Gerrard (especially after he score his very first hat-trick since.....FOREVER!)

work: blerkh...i love what i do, as long as its not involved detailing.

friends: Been missing my girl Aisyah terribly. Charles is here. been hanging out a lot with him and Dez during the weekends. and yeah, Roza too. Lets bowl sometimes again soon.

family: Everyone has their own business to look after. Thus, ignorance IS bliss.

i skipped a month entree?

woah..after all these years (of blogging life), i had never, ever, skipped a month to post something in my blog no matter how busy i was... but i did. last september. "wake me up when september ends" perhaps yeah? its October alright.

today is my granny's 40th day of passing. so we did a little tahlil at home. its good to see some familiar faces again.

updates? not so much of an update i guess. im just gonna post some pictures of me and my PU's family when we had our Hari Raya Gathering last week.

owh..the preparation........

smile everyone...smile i say...!

the food..all i had was lontong and it was courtesy of aneem's mom.
loved it!

"monters" of the day...

me with the suppliers...

*the end*
...

Good bye Nek Nah

-AL FATIHAH-
1922-2010

My Beloved Grandma passed away last week (23rd August 2010) at 7.05pm.
And she's 88 years young.

i was not by her side when she draws her last breathe.
But i did talked to her and caressed her arm before i leave for buka puasa at Hilton that evening.

i dont want to talk about feelings or emotion right now because i dont feel like it.

...........

last but not least,

"I LOVE YOU Nek Nah...with all my heart...
You have protected me from the bad bad world and you've loved me unconditionally...
You took care of me when no one else were and you were always on my side regardless what people said about me...
I LOVE YOU...
and yes nek, I will take care of myself like you always told me to...
I will not bring this family shame and you can count on it...
I promise...
Thank You for everything and again, I LOVE YOU..."