anger management needed

hello, it's friday and it's all good.
just wanted to write something as a moral lesson and examples of -what-not-to-do in the future.

so, for the past two days, my boss was featured in an article in our local newspapers.
of course it is about him being the collector of expensive bicycles in this face of the earth.
they even said his bike is gold plated bike. can you imagine how expensive can one bike be? and he collects about 19 of them. it's crazy and interesting for some people but to me it is just plain crazy.
unacceptable.

most of my mates in the office were shaking our heads, disappointed with our soo-called boss. our managing director.

this weekend, his team (of cyclist from west malaysia) and himself would join a cycling tournament which he sponsored by the way most of the accommodation and entertainment to gain his popularity among cyclistssss in Malaysia. i think those cyclists that he sponsored are so lucky to have to taste his sweet RM whereby us, those who actually work and contribute something to his company get nothing. yes, we get our salary and bonuses at the end of the year and that is it.

every now and then, we talked to one another and hoping something "great" will happened to us in the office, for example, office trip to Sabah or Batang Ai or anything! but no.

but that doesn't break us, still. we can still smile with each other and even to our boss.

for me, i think i have lost my respect towards my boss. he gave this negative energy around me with his narcissism and his ego. he is not humble of what he is and he makes fun of others who "doesn't" make it.

im so furious to work under his company and his name. really. i think, most of us, the staffs, deserved a little more appreciation and acknowledgment from him. we deserved it. we do. we worked with our full determination and dedication and we get nothing but our monthly salary. come on.

oh yea, this week, he put on 2 more CCTV at the office. maybe just to check on us whether we spend to much time talking in the pantry.

i used to feel bad talking bad about my boss like this, but now? not anymore. not anymore. i gave up being the "good guy" here. i just gave up.