FaDe UP

Damn it. I cannot take this anymore. Im too strees out as it is. my room is a mess. Even messier than ever with the notes, the colours, the pens, the papers, the mounting board, the modelling board...OMG...i bought too many stationary already.. Assignment start to pile up..and i only have two hands and one brain.

Social life, ZEROOOOO. Bet it Cant get any worst than that.

I realised most of the LKW students are "hungry" for attention...there's one person who just cant stop butting-in in people's business, and there's another one who is so stupid trying to change's people's life by hving a relationship with a guy who is obviously a jerk...then i suddenly asked her..."Why bother?"

Sometimes, i didnt wanna know or involve with all the "affairs" that going on around the campus but what do i get for being such NOT-NOSY???? some called me "sombong"...

i was like "huh???"

ceh...like i care... what to do...

oh, another thing is...FRIENDSTER is Super-Duper-annoying-thing-??????? and they called it the "IT" thing now???
Especially when there's a picture when everyone is "acting cute", "having a bizzare expressions" and worst...Posing sakan!! ceh...its ok if they took the picture when they're having a great times with their friends, family and celebrities...that is what i called "in the moment"...Cant blame them for that...i think they are just being "greatful-for-having-this-kinds-of-moment"..yea..and i like that..

what else??? oh ya...i think im becoming LIVERPOOL's No. 1 fan...i cant miss their match even it took me to stay up until 2.30am for the kick-off..

Holiday??? somewhere in December...woohoo

~sigh~

cobaan-cobaan

ehem ehem

every time i think of you
i feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
it's no problem of mine, but it's the problem i find
living a life that i can't leave behind
there's no sense of telling me
the wisdom of a fool won't set you free
but that's the way that it goes
and it's what nobody knows
while every day my confusion grow

everytime i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for that final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say

i feel fine and i feel good
i'm feeling like i never should
whenever i get this way
i just dont know what to say
why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
im not sure what this could mean
i dont think you're what you seem
i do admit to myself
that if i hurt someone else
then i'll never see just what we're meant to be

its me and the assignments..

its holiday, but hell a lot of assignments to do. other than times, im lacking of my creative imagination. Like duh...its important. Been listening to panic! at the disco and stabbing westward a lot lately.. Next week, Bulan Puasa Menjelang...its Diet time..hmm masa untuk bertaubat..

kinda sad really..most of my friends will be AWAY this Raya..Aishah(KL), Dina(JOHOR), Imah (RUSSIA), Desmond(MELAKa @ JOHOR>>>i dont know where will he spend his holiday at..), .., .., .., .., who else ar????

Stupid liverpool! they were beaten by the blues..(chelsea)... how come? oh, it is because they play "away" instead of "home".. cheh...that's my opinion la. Oh ya, Bellamy and Kuyt?? Not the best couple so far..Crouch and Bellamy...well maybe.. Oh why oh why. They keep losing and draw and losing and draw..This cannot be happening!!!

>>>mun dah menang, menang jak jak...mun dah kalah, kalah jak jak!!! giney gaya tok>>>

me on a canvas

bad hair day
yes! it is a disaster to every girl.
i cant help it especially when it is a cloudy and windy.

no! everton beat liverpool 3-0! ayaaaaaaaaaaak!
cant wait till tuesday 12/09
liverpool vs PSV
fight O~OH!

my next assignment will be "me on a canvas!"
its really annoying because i have to make a lot of mind-mapping
just to express and analyse who i really am!
i dont even know myself that much..
then i have to paint something that represent ME on the canvas!
after that, i have to do the presentation on the 2nd of oct. Ey?? whose b'day ar???
how troublesome ey!

wooohhhh! next week im going to sematan..for my orientation..
ayo.. why im not happy lei?

new school new rules!

i started to go to school today.(LICT)

it sucks.

met a new friend. (who happen to take Int Design too)

she's from KL. (shah alam)

she's 18.

im not comfortable with the whole environment there.

the students, the lecturers

most students came from all over Malaysia. (Sabah, KL, Bintulu, Miri,Kuching, pluto, jupiter, mars,venus...)

most students have a weird hairstyle and weird dress-sense.

other than that, socialing is the main problem! im not good at making a good first impression >>>>>cause there's nothing to impress about..(belom ada apa-apa, dah nak ada "cyber meet 70's" and a trip to "sematan/lundu") NGAI TEI!

transportation seems like a problem too. fuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

~sigh~

oh ya, most of the students there, love break-dancing...>>>>they even have a club!!

its hard to fit-in!!

there is one boring teacher name "sean"..even by listening to his voice i feel sleepy. He's cute though! but most of my classmates warn me about him...he's strict and serious shit kinda dude!

man, have to spend a lot of money to get all the stationary and the tools...IT COSTS ME A FORTUNE!!!!!