Tuesday, October 27, 2009

goodbye Tambi Ming Junior


Junior ninggal ptg tek.sik sempat main dgnnya for the last time. didnt even see him since Sunday.i think i just got a small heart attack when kak Tiah told me hes gone. couldnt catch a breathe for a while. we've been together for 7 years i think and suddenly hes gone.can someone please tell me how do i live after all this?

sikda pet lagik selain goldfish(es) and ikan belaga (ya pun nya dah ready mok "mate")..ya pun sikda respond main dgn cdak.i feel even lonelier now.i miss him already.

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out of confusion, comes hallucination.
keep "seeing" things that arent really there.
a lil paranoid i must say.
i was confused and "wrong" in soo many level.

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and as for my Junior, you were the best cat i ever had.
there's no cat in the world can be compared to you.
i love you with all my heart and i hope you love me too.
tho you can be a pain in the ass for being misbehaved, i know you're a damn good listener.
you'd find me whenever i call your name.

*Junior Minggggggggggggggggggg!!!*

Rest In Peace my hauntingly-beautiful-black-cat.

Friday, October 02, 2009

my long lost crush's birthday is today

dedicated to the man who never fails to capture my heart with his "grin" and his "small eyes" and will always make my stomach flew a butterfly? ahahahah..aburame shino? yea.remember him? yea.i found something that his sister wrote in facebook (for him) while i was browsing through his profile..it's been a while since the last time i met that guy..kinda miss the moment where i was crazy,madly in "EVOL" with him..but he didn't even noticed my existance nor my way.fuih..good times good times.. thank God for friends that were always around to keep me ?saint/sane? enuff to live my normal life.

:)

OK..HERE'S what THE NOTE sounded like:

"He is an understanding brother . [TRUE DAT]

A son who picks up mistakes quickly. [CAN IT BE ANY BETTER?]

An altruistic guy-next-door, in other words, not egoistic. [A QUALITY THAT MANY MAN LACK OF]

A modest altar-server [A QUALITY THAT MANY LACK OF]

The most obedient child among the three of us. No kidding [LOL]

A friend who tolerates well. [TRUE]

A person slow to anger, rich in pestering together-gether with his siblings. [JUST WHAT I NEED]

A student who excels in studies. [TRUE DAT]

A devoted DOTA geek. [LOL]

A guy who dresses too much like teenagers." [LOL]

Apparently, the one that very much close to him like his sister sees him like i see him TOO.
im not alone then.

and to my perfect crush: "..blessed birthday aite..hope to see you around SOON.."
i dont know why i bother enuf to posted this since i know he is not going to read it anyway..