I am thinking of keeping a journal since i dont have a proper diary ever since i was eleven years old. A journal where i could rant and write my two cents . Blog has been great but it is way too open. (even for my stalkers.. yer..mun jak ada)
Being "personal" had done me good lately. Having quite evenings alone, less outing unless it is necessary and i kinda like it. Spending quite sometimes with me TV every night though it has no longer been a flat Tv, but i love my TV just the way it is.
Works been great but each day i have to pray just to stand and make it throughout the day. It doesn't mean i hate my work, it's just that, i cant really "stand" doing "it". Staring at the monitor for hours and listened to the all the crap in the world like "ooh im so jealous of you for having such a wonderful kids, ooh im so "kechewa", ooh im so "mad" at you, ooh im so gonna fart while you're eating" and sadra sadra sadra...
Last but not least, MEH!
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Friday, July 30, 2010
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
I Love YOU
“‘I love you’ means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else.
It means that I do not expect perfection from you, just as you do not expect it from me.
It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.
It means loving you when you’re in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do.
It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with.
‘I love you’ means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine.
It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let go.
It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, hoping that you feel the same way for me.”
It means that I do not expect perfection from you, just as you do not expect it from me.
It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.
It means loving you when you’re in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do.
It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with.
‘I love you’ means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine.
It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let go.
It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, hoping that you feel the same way for me.”
| — | (via theflightout) (via insidemyuniverse) |
relationship status
CURRENTLY, yours truly is dating with her Mom.
Dating her is the best thing that ever happened to me.
Just like any other couple, we had some good times and some bad times.
We fought, then we made up.
With her, i can be myself or not. Yes, she would judge but hey, i dont mind (she judging me) at all.
With her, i dont have to worry about future because i know she WILL ALWAYS be there.
With her, i feel like a child again.
With her, compromise is important. So do promises.
With her, there's no such thing as sweet talk because, "sweetness" are in us.
With her, i know what jealousy means and it won't harm me.
With her, public displays of affection wont make other people go "eww" at us.
Tho i didnt really think about her all the time, but the moment that we spend together, glued in my heart.
Yes Mom. i can see our future clearly, Insyaallah :)
Love.Love.Love.
Shes the ONLY Love i know.
and that's, Ever-lasting kind of Love.
There's no other Love feels like this.
Dating her is the best thing that ever happened to me.
Just like any other couple, we had some good times and some bad times.
We fought, then we made up.
With her, i can be myself or not. Yes, she would judge but hey, i dont mind (she judging me) at all.
With her, i dont have to worry about future because i know she WILL ALWAYS be there.
With her, i feel like a child again.
With her, compromise is important. So do promises.
With her, there's no such thing as sweet talk because, "sweetness" are in us.
With her, i know what jealousy means and it won't harm me.
With her, public displays of affection wont make other people go "eww" at us.
Tho i didnt really think about her all the time, but the moment that we spend together, glued in my heart.
Yes Mom. i can see our future clearly, Insyaallah :)
Love.Love.Love.
Shes the ONLY Love i know.
and that's, Ever-lasting kind of Love.
There's no other Love feels like this.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
many faces of moi?
maka sigek jak muka.lamak da jak sik main main dengan camera.
sekali mood ada, banyak kali jak gambar.
inggar dengan dik pun eh.
da da dum dum.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
meet my...
dreamcatcher !!!!
Bought it in a small shop called Zodiak in Perth..and it is one hell-creppy-kinda shop.
supposedly i should hang it in my room, but i didn't. i like em to be in me car.
its been a while since i have something "disturbing or distracting" hanging in my car.
Bought it in a small shop called Zodiak in Perth..and it is one hell-creppy-kinda shop.
supposedly i should hang it in my room, but i didn't. i like em to be in me car.
its been a while since i have something "disturbing or distracting" hanging in my car.
Sunday, July 04, 2010
Have you forgotten by the Red House Painters
I can't let you be, cause your beauty won't allow me
wrapped in white sheets,
like an angel from a bedtime story
and shut out what they say,
cause your friends are fucked up anyway
and when they come around,
somehow they feel up and you feel down.
When we were kids, we hated things our parents did
we listened low to Casey Kasem's radio show
that's when friends were nice,
to think of them just makes you feel nice
the smell of grass in spring
and October leaves cover everything.
Have you forgotten how to love yourself? [x2]
I can't believe all the good things that you do for me
sat back in a chair like a princess from a faraway place
nobody's nice, when you're older your heart turns to ice
and shut out what they say;
they're too dumb to mean it anyway
When we were kids, we hated things our sisters did
backyard summer pools and Christmases were beautiful
and the sentiment of coloured mirrored ornaments
and the open drapes
look out on frozen farmhouse landscapes
Have you forgotten how to love yourself? [x6
wrapped in white sheets,
like an angel from a bedtime story
and shut out what they say,
cause your friends are fucked up anyway
and when they come around,
somehow they feel up and you feel down.
When we were kids, we hated things our parents did
we listened low to Casey Kasem's radio show
that's when friends were nice,
to think of them just makes you feel nice
the smell of grass in spring
and October leaves cover everything.
Have you forgotten how to love yourself? [x2]
I can't believe all the good things that you do for me
sat back in a chair like a princess from a faraway place
nobody's nice, when you're older your heart turns to ice
and shut out what they say;
they're too dumb to mean it anyway
When we were kids, we hated things our sisters did
backyard summer pools and Christmases were beautiful
and the sentiment of coloured mirrored ornaments
and the open drapes
look out on frozen farmhouse landscapes
Have you forgotten how to love yourself? [x6
i dont want to miss you dear...
i really don't want it. but deep down, i think i already miss you. tried to denied it but...
hey. you told me not to worry. you told me that you will be back soon. that we should skype often...
it's only been hours you left Kuching but i dont feel alright at all. today's smiles and today's laughs, i dont think it came from the heart...
this is not right...
this is not how it should be...
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