the dreamer

syah! look at how crazy this picture turns out!
LOVED IT~ hee

cari jodoh by wali band

ini akan terjadi apabila selalu "hang-out" dengan kazenku aup...

Apa salahku apa salah ibuku
Hidupku dirundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

Timur ke barat selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
Oh tuhan inikah cobaan

Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau

aiyai february...

simply wanna post some pictures that i took with some captions of course..



~spent an evening with Norah yesterday and i think i might have lost 1 kg..
chasing her around with the ball..
sigh..tiresome i tell you..

~never knew Sarawak Plaza had a such an interesting parking driveway..
it's like layers of circles..
gotta love the new handicap ramp that they have it on the side way..

~and yeah, yours truly got a fringe..JUST NOW!
don't mind the editing..was playing around with my phone's application and yeah..
work is tiring..too much of "thinking".. its just TOO MUCH..and i put such much time on thinking alone.. "where's your design?"

gotta love Mew's "Beach"..catchy sound i tell you..

hangin' by a moment...

i was stumbling around...and found this..
awww
.I think i miss my boyfriend already.


aaah...true true true...

a selfish life..comes with a cost

so..i was thinking about thinking

the idea wassss

-heard this "saying" like a million times.

"be whoever u wanna be"
"say what u wanna say"
"live like there's no tomorrow"
"laugh like u never laugh before"

the reality issssss

i can't be who i wanna be
i can't say what i wanna say
im scared to be alive
i laughed...well..yeah..like i never laugh before

the person that i wanna be is..well..ME! but it hurt others for me being me.
(its like a crime to be ME)

things that i wanna say..well, hurt others too.. and it hurts me even more when i didnt mean to hurt them..

yea, to u its just another day, in life that u haven't lived in a quite a while..
(dont be mad at me for living the life and ive been alive for quite sometimes now..please dont take that away from me)

i can only "laugh" in order to not hurt others..

...

there was a friend of mine who told me to not to give an eff to what OTHERS got to say about me being me,
but how can i not give an EFF when that OTHERS were among the people that i love?