settle

what is settled?
hah, my limewire has finally come together.
now i can download any songs that want.
but not exactly any song laa...see what kind of song that i want and depends on the results found.
My cousin even have install certain files just to make sure my pc working well...10xs..-SETTLE-

Friends.... the hit tv series has finally come to an end today.
monica and chandler have moved out (plus they have twin), ross and rachel are together.-yeay me-
phoebe is married and still crazy as ever.And joey...erm not really sure what happen to him. i cant get anything out of him.
-SETTLE-

my room now is spotless. its clean, smells good and dust free..
i'm so hardworking today.. -SETTLE-

chaooo,
rock on and keep breathing!!!

I remember listening to one of the smashing pumpkin song title "perfect"
it goes something like this:-

Perfect

I know we're just like old friends

we just can't pretend

that lovers make amends

we are

reasons so unreal

we can't help but feel

that something has been lost

but please you know you're just like me

next time, I promise we'll be perfect

perfect perfect

strangers down the line

lovers out of time

memories unwind

so far I still know who you are

but now I wonder who I was...

angel, you know it's not the end

we'll always be good friends

the letters have been sent on

so please, you always were so free

you'll see, I promise we'll be perfect

perfect

strangers when we meet

strangers on the street

lovers while we sleep

perfect, you know this has to be

we always we're so free

we promised that we'd be

perfect

well, honestly i dont really understand what is this song all about.

so, any of you, oprah, dr.phil, dr.dre, anybody.........

pleaseeeeeee, help me to understand this song!!

sorry....if any of you doesnt know smashing pumpkin

to me, perfect is something has to do every aspects of our life

physical, mental, environment, Everything!!

i know, i may not have a perfect hair, perfect teeth, perfect family, perfect.......bla bla bla and sadra sadra.........

but one thing for sure,,

i do have a perfect love from my mom....

no one... i mean no one could ever love me like she did.

she is the reason why i live, she is everything to me...

so fellas, rock on

yours truly.....

REGRET

this is my fisrt time to use this blog thingy to express myself. usually i use a diary to say what i wanna say.
well, for those of you reading this, hope you dont mind the grammar, vocab, and the language that i use...

back to the topic.. i said something stupid to some people! well, the people that i'm reffering to are my friends..
i dont know why i said it, but its just that i want to live the moment where i dont wanna think the things that i said. but i end up regret..

i feel so stupid!!!
god i wish i can turn back time and keep all the thoughts to myself.

now i feel awkward to talk to my friends. if only i just keep my big mouth shut!

but at the same time, i feel relief. it is because, the things that floats in my mind had finally go away.

arggggggggggghhhhhhh, how i wish i can start fresh/new with my friends..
all of the things that i said to them is supposed to be my own little secret!

okay, i still dont feel good about this..
nevermind. i should have try the screaming tactics. its always work when it comes to let the things that "bothers you" go.