over my head.

i never knew,
i never knew that everything is falling through
that everyone i knew was waiting in a cue
to turn and run when all i needed was the truth
but dats how its gotta be
its coming down to nothing more than apathy
id rather run the other way than stay and see
the smoke and who's still stand when its clears

everyone knows im in over my head
over my head
with 8 seconds left in over time
shes on your mind
shes on your mind

lets rearrange
i wish u were a stranger i could disengage
just say dat we agree and then never change
soften a bit until we all just get along
but thats disregard
find another friend and you discard
as you lose the argument in a cable car
hanging above as the canyon comes between

and suddenly i become the part of your past
im becoming the part that dont last
im losing you and its effortless
without a sound we lose sight of the ground
in the throw around
never tot dat u wanted to bring it down
i wont let it go down till we torch ourselves


*those sentences that have been bold, it means a lot to me.
i wish i can say it to someone..but im powerless to do it.
And to that "someone", nah, he dont even like blogging. let alone to read one, hmmph...