recovered from "demam"
slowly, i get my appetite back
i eat more than i used to (compared to time demam, i could hardly eat)
the thing is... i threw up "every time" i had meal... well, kinda..
if its not today, its tomorrow, if its not tomorrow, its somewhere in between today and tomorrow
i think I'm having an eating disorder
it's not like i wanted too, but it just happens
i didn't force "me" to throw up, but it happens
sigh.. what to do..
in the end..i often eat a couple of bananas + yogurts + plenty of plain water = and i tell you, its not a diet and absolutely no fun..
its torturing~~kinda
i need help
Dr Phil? Oprah? Ellen? Tyra? Anyone?
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