it's been a while

mood..pre-holiday-happy-worry-ME

task b4 the holiday..re-do the model and take photo of the previous assignments and burn it into cd and submit everything by Monday.

my routine this couple of week: 2am sleep, 5.30am wake up, and do assignment the whole day. 4-5 hours of sleep really make me tired.

oh ya..i was sick. sore throat, cough, cold and i couldn't swallow any food. i took some liquid form of food like oatmeal, soups, porridge, etc..if i eat food in solid form..i threw up. sigh..

my presentation went so bad yesterday. they laughed at my model and they surely shoot me hard during the presentation..not as bad as my fellow classmates lah.

i really think that we're not ready for this "interior design" thing. we are quite shallow in basically..EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!

lack of knowledge, creativity, influence, and most importantly, WE DON'T THINK LIKE designer's do!

i have 6 classmates..including me..we are seniors in interior design course. this is our semester 3, next year will be our semester four, then practical in semester 5..who would wanna hired us if our performance and our level of knowledge if we're still like this?

sigh.. I'm reevaluating this whole "interior design" thing..im scared if it doesn't suit me..
my lecturer told me, I'm confused. too much idea scattered around, this doesn't go well with that, and by the end of the day...i got confused..too much "actually" and "maybe" ....in my presentation..and sadra sadra sadra

social life is put on hold.

been asking too much from my cousins to help me during this crazy time..im blessed. having cousins like that and mama like mine..(shes the only one that could only put up with me)...again, I'm blessed..thank God..alhamdullillah

my cousin said, my sore throat occur whenever im feeling stressed.it's like stress trigger or something..

i realize something too (during this crazy time)...i am practically a planer. if things doesn't go well with my plan..I'll go nuts!it happen when my first presentation board got rejected by my lecturer
and i have to do it all over again in 2 day time..which i planned im gonna do my model at that particular period! thats crazy..

also..been crying a lot this week too..

watching too much of "gossip girl"
so, to anyone or someone out there..if you miss me, you know where to find me..

XOXO
cheerio~

i kill u i kill u

tgh dlm com lab. eric ada dlm com lab aie..

lawak personality qiz dlm facebook juak..
oh, ya, yesterday aku nangis 2 kali.. ada lah sebabnya
dah pdh marek dgr org org yg berkenaan..
7 ppl make me feel like a crap
only3 who soothes things out..thanks syah, mang, syafiq 4 listening. i knw i can be too needy sometimes.
pc kat rmh sik da mocrosoft office..byk juak la kerja tergendala. sik dpt ator pic pakei design. this week is going to pass me by slowly. exam week bah.
lekak dload brg, sik dpt tgok..sik da codec..
pelik eh..tunggu mok darol ator, nya sik dtg dtg.sorg ngarap sorg.sik guna.

tgh tunggu brg nak diprint kat com lab.. gitok la mun kta idup sharing koh.. sigh

im lame, am i?

NADA SURF LYRICS
"Inside Of Love"

Watching terrible tv
It kills all thought
Getting spacier than An astronaut
Making out with people
I hardly know or like
I can't believe what i do
Late at night

I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gatesI see the beauty above
Only when we get to see
The aerial view
Will the patterns show
We'll know what to do
I know the last page so well
I can't see the first
So i just don't start
It's getting worse

[chorus]
I can't find my way in
I try again and again
I'm on the outside of love
Always under or above
Must be a different view
To be a me with a you
Of course i'll be alright
I just had a bad night

**thanks aina for the intro.. im loving it

it describes me well

in the mood for smoothies

so, dalam minggu tok eh, banyak juak benda nak dipadah. meng-update-kan dirik kedirik bah dgn blogger bloger tok semua. kelak org madah kita tok sik da idup lain, maka gik gago hidup bah tok. dlm minggu tok juak aku mkn manok bbq 3 kali.. 2 kali di rmh ku mpun, sekali ya tek kat asrama cdak laki ari jumaat ya tek. wah! dennis sungguh cute! eric sungguh memikat hati..hahahah aok, aku puji cdak 2 kerana memiliki rupa paras yg bagus! i said it out loud! eric n dennis are so cute! dah? puas nurul? puas? mula2 aku pikir aina ngenjen aku mdh ada bbq tek..check check mena juak..hahaha sori aina..susah nak cayak ktk agik..ktk dah mula pandei ngenjen org bah..haahah sapa ndak ka ngajar miak ya ngenjen org..

kak ya tek, aku baruk tauk crouch ya..seorg lelaki ya baik..tgok you-tube nya kenak punk'd oleh rio ferdinand..nya dgn robbie fowler..lawak kali juak

kelakar hal you-tube, teringat dgn video lawak kazen ku temu dlm metacafe.. check ktk org gak..under nama "spark of insanity" ..lawak doe!!

apa gik ooo.. aku maca newa paper riya (sak jak marek), jeaane (abdullah's new wife), she's cool! she told the press about her philosophy in life.. and i quote " if u have a problem, solve it, if u cant solve it, forget it. life goes on.." mena juak.. kak ya nya madah, u cant lie to urself! u wont get ur peace of mind! sekali lagik, mena juak ooo

mls nak crita assignment. tgh molah keja sebenar nya tok, tp lalai dgn facebooklah, friendsterlah, ping-ponglah, kak ya tek, blog indah! mati swak! kenak aku gitok ka?

ariya juak aisyah ada pdh..aku mudah suka dgn org nok impossible for me to be with..something like that.. sigh..true! but, who wouldn't fall for a guy like that?
aina kata aku suka dgn org gentleman.. lagik sekali nak pdh, who wouldn't fall for a guy like that?
pulang jarut kata.. impossible? who said?hahaahah
lain org lain opinion...but for me ::::bukan aku nak kahwin kinek tok!!!! aku lagik nak main main lok bah~~~ hahahaha cuma takut "crazy for nothing" ajak.. teringat aku dgn kes aku dolok suk dgn alexis ya..rukawa kaede..berik nya lukisan slam dunk, tapok beg nya, secretly hantar chocolate cake n pudding dgn nya..apa gik ooo oh ya, nya wave nak pulang dgn aku alu mandik dgn conditioner indah bila aku pulang rmh..saruk dgn body shampoo..ya ku heran kenak sik berbuih shampoo tok? paduhal hair conditioner duhal... hahaahah n i tot he was the one?? lol

yesterday dgn aina gi Bing! order chocolate ice blended n tiramisu~~ nyaman eh.. maka sik da duit nak pegi..kakya tertemu rm10 dlm luar jean..LUCKY ME! sik trpikir mok order ya, ingin nak mkn smoothies sebenarnya..p mala jak smoothies...cuba something new la kata ku tek. dahla..kepak tgn ku naip..pjg dah tok ku rasa.. k bye~