Tuesday, October 27, 2009
goodbye Tambi Ming Junior
Junior ninggal ptg tek.sik sempat main dgnnya for the last time. didnt even see him since Sunday.i think i just got a small heart attack when kak Tiah told me hes gone. couldnt catch a breathe for a while. we've been together for 7 years i think and suddenly hes gone.can someone please tell me how do i live after all this?
sikda pet lagik selain goldfish(es) and ikan belaga (ya pun nya dah ready mok "mate")..ya pun sikda respond main dgn cdak.i feel even lonelier now.i miss him already.
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out of confusion, comes hallucination.
keep "seeing" things that arent really there.
a lil paranoid i must say.
i was confused and "wrong" in soo many level.
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and as for my Junior, you were the best cat i ever had.
there's no cat in the world can be compared to you.
i love you with all my heart and i hope you love me too.
tho you can be a pain in the ass for being misbehaved, i know you're a damn good listener.
you'd find me whenever i call your name.
*Junior Minggggggggggggggggggg!!!*
Rest In Peace my hauntingly-beautiful-black-cat.
Friday, October 02, 2009
my long lost crush's birthday is today
:)
OK..HERE'S what THE NOTE sounded like:
"He is an understanding brother . [TRUE DAT]
A son who picks up mistakes quickly. [CAN IT BE ANY BETTER?]
An altruistic guy-next-door, in other words, not egoistic. [A QUALITY THAT MANY MAN LACK OF]
A modest altar-server [A QUALITY THAT MANY LACK OF]
The most obedient child among the three of us. No kidding [LOL]
A friend who tolerates well. [TRUE]
A person slow to anger, rich in pestering together-gether with his siblings. [JUST WHAT I NEED]
A student who excels in studies. [TRUE DAT]
A devoted DOTA geek. [LOL]
Apparently, the one that very much close to him like his sister sees him like i see him TOO.
im not alone then.
and to my perfect crush: "..blessed birthday aite..hope to see you around SOON.."
i dont know why i bother enuf to posted this since i know he is not going to read it anyway..