I'm a HULK??????

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You are Hulk

Hulk 70% Spider-Man 60% Green Lantern 60% Robin 55% The Flash 55% Superman 50% Supergirl 40% Iron Man 30% Batman 25% Wonder Woman 25% Catwoman 25%

You are a wanderer with amazing strength.

yesterday was hell

Life is getting tougher than i thought.
I didnt get accepted into the local University.
chest pain, chest pain
i cant barely breath

My life is officially over...

I keep telling myself that this is only the beginning.
But who am I kidding?
I cried until there was no more tears...
Really dissapointed.

Whats seems to be the difference between me and those who have failed?
Sama saja!!
I guess this is the lowest point of my life.
Its kinda sucks, seeing your dreams slips right through your hands.
And what you can do is...nothing
Absolutely... nothing

But in spite of having tremendous mood swing this couple of days, I still can make jokes to my friends..telling them i want to commit suicide at Gunung Serapi...Of course im kidding...
But they think im real...Desmond even checked on me by calling me just to make sure im alive, breathing and kicking... thanks Desmond! I know now that i will always have your back (belakang/sokongan aaah).

Most of my friends are about to/already/almost completed their higher learning..
Me?
Im a loser(BIG LOSER) and they shining like the sun...(ey, sounds familiar???)
I have to start all over again...Cause i have to start from diploma if im going for IPTS
I've wasted my 1.5yrs doing form 6..
1yr (6month after spm, 6 month after stpm) waiting 4 results ipta come out.. and now???

MY YOUTH IS DEFINITELY WASTED!!!!!

well, anyway...congrats to those who got accepted...
i wish all of you the best of luck...

~~LIFE IN MONO~~

ANGEL OF DEATH??????

LOVE this picture. Epitomy of PERFECTION. Its dark, cold, scary (its a grave yard, for God sake) and yet, its B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.... its a perfect definition of "LIFE IN MONO".

-COURTESY FROM DEVIANTART.COM-

the freedom of a girl

the above matters.

if a girl when out at night, her parents will worry.
if a girl hang out "somewhere" and came home late at night, people will her a SLUT.
if a girl wear something "vulnerable", men will think she is CHEAP.
if a girl dont do her chores, her mom will call her LAZY.
if a girl got PMS, people think she is WEAK.
if a girl kiss a boy, peple will assume, she is HORNY.
if a girl has an interest in football, boys will think that shes just trying to FIT-IN.
if a girl confess that she has a "feeling for a boy", he may think she is "EASY".
if a girl screams (singing a rock song), well.. her brothers may think shes going INSANE.
if a girl loves make-up/do her hair/facial/spa/manicure and padicure, guys will think shes HIGH-MAINTAINENCE.


**********but all the girls just wanna have fun**********

what is actually a girl's freedom?
basically, there are only a few things that i can think of that i soo called it freedom.
actually i have none!

over my head.

i never knew,
i never knew that everything is falling through
that everyone i knew was waiting in a cue
to turn and run when all i needed was the truth
but dats how its gotta be
its coming down to nothing more than apathy
id rather run the other way than stay and see
the smoke and who's still stand when its clears

everyone knows im in over my head
over my head
with 8 seconds left in over time
shes on your mind
shes on your mind

lets rearrange
i wish u were a stranger i could disengage
just say dat we agree and then never change
soften a bit until we all just get along
but thats disregard
find another friend and you discard
as you lose the argument in a cable car
hanging above as the canyon comes between

and suddenly i become the part of your past
im becoming the part that dont last
im losing you and its effortless
without a sound we lose sight of the ground
in the throw around
never tot dat u wanted to bring it down
i wont let it go down till we torch ourselves


*those sentences that have been bold, it means a lot to me.
i wish i can say it to someone..but im powerless to do it.
And to that "someone", nah, he dont even like blogging. let alone to read one, hmmph...