errr....

ok, i found some note that i wrote a year ago (dated 13th june 05) when i was flipping through my drawer last night. it's a little private but, what the hell.. who cares...

10th june was aishah's bday, i bought her her a pair of socks and made her a bday card. Awesome.
so, almost a month now, i didnt write anything. Well, last wednesday, i tend to watch a movie with Dez and what a coincidence, SHINO asked him out as well. But Dez rather watch a movie with him than me and so they went together and leave me at the bus-stop. Dez did ask me whether i wanted to go or not.. but i have no air-time in my phone to reply him that i really wanted to go. this is my only chance to hang out with SHINO and yet he blew it. so, i was so mad, i message dez (by using jarut's phone) as i reached home, telling him how mad i was. as a result, he told SHINO and yes he knows..

well, during their chemistry tuition, SHINO asked dez "so how's thing with u n nurul?" hehehe. he did concern aBOut me!!!! i was so happy when dez told me and im singging while showered and instead of putting the hair conditioner on my hair, i put it on all over my body..

anyway, i got carried away with this small things. just imagined SHINO tell me "i love you" @ "i like you" ... I'LL DEFINATELY FAINTED..!!!

LOL...what a memory i had when i was doing my sixth form. crazy about someone for 3 years but end up, NOTHING.. SHINO HAPPEN TO BE MY CLASSMATE for 2 years and i had a crush with him since i was in form 4, AND I BARELY SPEAK WITH HIM... malu bah...

this is a living prove, that i can't keep "things" to myself... LoL
:P

^-^

how about......a little chat?

i was wondering, since all the football manager in english premier league cant stand each other, let alone to see eye to eye, i'll have them to sit and talk , have a little chat with me at any local kopitiam here, in Kuching.. or better, i'll organized some tea party for them..

im really curious about the team, the management, their thoughts about their team and their future goals.

haha, you see, here's the list of the must-come-manager to my little tea party..ngahahahahah


1) rafa benitez (spaniard/ liverpool fc)
gENIUS!!! SOME MIGHT SAID, HE'S CRAZY..NAHHHH

2) arsene wenger (french/ arsenal fc)
SUPER-DUPER COOL DUDE

3) sir alex fergie (english/ManU fc)
PLAIN PROFESSIONAL MANAGER

4) mark hughes (welsh/ blacburn rover fc)
NO COMMENT ON THIS ONE

*********dont know how to arranged the pictures********

i dont think i want to invite jose mourinho (chelsea fc) and alan pardew (west ham united) to my little tea party.. why? both of them are good friend, and pardew used to slap wenger in their last meeting and i just cant stand mourinho mockery..

IM tryING to spread love here Y'ALL..
but with both of them in my little tea party?? MATI SARAWAK!

She Spider : Mew

after we go to sleep
our sun rise
i will make it the truth of painfully helping me up cover things
i wish i never had found

confident
tangled up in a nice life
put the spider in you
watching in
disregard
you live a nice life
with the spider in you

i saved myself for someone, somewhere's sweet caress
something goes wrong
and all i sought was happiness

and so
in right wing fashion
we'll nurture xenophobia
and be strong
in right wing fashion
with paste and generosity
because no one is safe
from someone, somewhere's sweet embrace
and so i have simply decided to dislike you now.

*didnt really get what's the song is all about, but i really adore the beat!!!

the fray???

I just love this band. love it when they're playing live. Better marh!!!!
And The Danish band called Mew too. But the vocalist really need to practise a lot. kinda suck when it comes to live.

okey, most of my friends from school are now back in Kuching. dont really wanna see them lah. Kinda embarassing. they probably changed a lot and me? kinda still the same. only with the straighten hair.

Yesterday, went to some relatives house for the"fairwell ceremony" cause some grandma want to go to Mecca ~menunaikan Hajj~..."pilgrimage". then, suddenly, some woman come to my mum and ask, " Dah cuti anak kitak kah? Dah HAbis SPM?" what??? Do i still look like im in Form 5?? im 20 years old for heaven sake! and going to 21 next year! aiyak!

what a day! i cant sleep. my whole body is tired. been jogging a lot lately. after the third times, (of jogging session) feels like something stuck in my ass!
Cant walk properly.
Damn it hurts!