ride

me: sorry, i ride alone
les: riding what mang?
me: riding bicycle

the next day

me: i'll walk alone
les: what happen to your ride mang?
me: basikalku tayar pancit
les: lol

today
me: i walk alone

noticed the notes on msn?..it can be really funny sometimes.. i usually put a title of a song or a saying from tv or movie.. while the emoticon doesnt play along with the mood im in~ well, sometimes, it does..SOMETIMES..

while "riding and walking" is actually a saying that goes out to liverpool. they've let me down these few weeks..sigh

you'll never walk alone... my ass!!!

i'm not okay.. i think

recovered from "demam"
slowly, i get my appetite back
i eat more than i used to (compared to time demam, i could hardly eat)
the thing is... i threw up "every time" i had meal... well, kinda..

if its not today, its tomorrow, if its not tomorrow, its somewhere in between today and tomorrow

i think I'm having an eating disorder
it's not like i wanted too, but it just happens
i didn't force "me" to throw up, but it happens

sigh.. what to do..

in the end..i often eat a couple of bananas + yogurts + plenty of plain water = and i tell you, its not a diet and absolutely no fun..

its torturing~~kinda

i need help

Dr Phil? Oprah? Ellen? Tyra? Anyone?

u're shittin' me right?

next time when you asked me to go out to break-fast OR anything that has to do going out with you, remind me to decline the invitation okey?

what i've learnt from this experience is that, DO NOT TAKE PEOPLE INVITATION SO QUICKLY AND PLEASE, take people's heart/sincerity (as if) for granted!!! cause you'll never know how they can crush you like a bug and how unbelievably self-centered bitch, people can be!

keep disappointed me again and again, we'll see!!!

TRUST ME!

poor Liverpool..draw again?? eeish....stop shittin' the fan will ya??

suck &sick

well yesterday, my presentation went so bad. i lost my voice and my confidence. i dont defend my idea and i cant sell it! oh ya, i misfact some fact! that shows how stupid i can be when im sick! i cant believe it!

sore throat, (yes)
cough (yes),
fever (yes),
kaki sakit lekak dekik gunong (yes)
and i puasa (yes)

im a sick sick girl
in a sick sick world
its not a sick sick thing
if they let me recover first!

stupid! stupid sean! i know he hates me all along!
no sympathy or empathy ey???
i feel like a crap already..
can i pass my design 3 with a presentation like that? a model like that? arrrghhh

kamek mok raya.. mok polah biscuit, mok kemas rumah, mok shopping, mok jumpa aisyah, mok cuti cepat!!!!!!!

**i should have use basal wood for my timber structure! it'll look more realistic.