OK

"Mute Math - OK"

Down on my knees down on my face
You just say it's ok
So many days I've thrown away
You just say it's ok
I don't think I could ever repay
Your perfect grace, but it's ok

It's ok, It's ok
It's ok, It's ok
You've become my embrace
Just tell me it's ok

Your precious words intoxicate
A heart that aches; it's ok
You don't recall my past mistakes
You just say it's ok
These human mind can't calculate
Your perfect grace, but it's ok

Even though you've seen a thousand times
I've let you down
You're always there if I should call your name
You're unashamed, unashamed

**let it go.NuRuL.let it go**

my girls by animal collective

Is it much to admit I need
A solid soul and the blood I bleed
With a little girl, and by my spouse
I only want a proper house

I don't care for fancy things
Or to take part in a precious race
And children cry for the one who has
A real big heart and a father's grace

I don't mean to seem like I care about material things like a social status
I just want four walls and adobe slats for my girls

*some of you might think that this song is nothing like what Nurul would say or want
(from the lyrics)..
but what the hell, just posted it because i was doin' some research on adobe slats..
that is all..

CONST..

I hate everything that has to do with construction, construct, constructing, structure, detail drawings, construction drawings and everything in between em.

wanna know who is making me suffer? contractors and engineers. yea, you heard me.
i hate engineers more than ever now. because i know, they hate us (designers) too.


i have a quote taken from my beloved Frank Gehry's documentary

"architect's dream, engineer's nightmare"..................
---yah! that's you Frank!

well, you know what Frank, nowadays, designer's dream is structural engineer's enemies afterall.

soon after they see our design, they will stand up, and crashed our design like they never crush
before. dreams shattered like a piece of glass, you knock it with a hammer..
oih, i am soo suck at giving metaphor laa

we designed things, you, built it.
i don't care how much or what it takes for you to built it,
just built it already!

I'm sorry friends, especially those whose taking engineers as profession (to be).
i don't hate you guys per say, i just hate your profession (to be).
That's all.
you guys are soo smart beyond my imagination.
that's what makes me hate you guys even more!
ehehehe

fuih.........what a week

it has been a very hectic week for me laaa..
lets do some recap shall we..

sunday - ainon's bday, celebrated at bing wif yen and roza, then off to next door's pengilan, then, off to mjc..norah jones demam.

monday- class,off to bing wif boboi n aina,ping pong, thesis, went out for dinner

tuesday- continue thesis, class, out for dinner

wednesday - out with ah-choon, out for lunch, meeting boi and aina,ping pong, off to roza's bday

thursday - class was canceled, out for lunch, babysit Norah, assignment, out for dinner and off to karaoke

friday - class, out wif boboi, kira tek mok swimming, tapi pulang makan ais kacang kat swee kang, bee hoon belchan rocks!ping pong

saturday - class, lunch wif ainon, off to window shopping wif mama and mummi', pengilan.. and now..blogging laaa

.....................

i am soo not looking forward for next week..
it is going to be another hectic week for me..
asginments are piling up..
final is approaching.. (5 weeks to go!)
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

..........................

***time pengilan tek, sempat tidor tgh baca yassin..tulah sik?
i missed my nap bah!

english translation- fighting a bad thought..

found it!



ok laa..i understand the lyric just a lil bit, here and there.me still loike it..

i feel different when...

ok ok..i am soo lame, even i wanna be me..



whenever i heard this song, i feel like
jumpin around and dance in my room,
smile like theres no tommorow,
and that feeling, lasts for a while.
i dont know why it makes me feel that way.
curious case of "t-max" fever.
unusual feeling coming through.


i like this song very much though i dont understand a word.

whoring theory

this is some of the lines that i picked from serious marathon of the young and dangerous (1,2,3,4,5,6).. LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

chicken: I DONT LIKE TO PICK UP GIRLS FROM THE GLASS WINDOW.

chicken: u know, which moment of whoring is most exciting?
yee: the whoring part?
chicken (telling yee's wife) :u have inexperience hubby. the most exciting moment is the
moment before the hooker comes.
u will be thinking' that a hooker is coming, will she be fat, thin,
with big tits or not. is she pretty as julia robert or is she like
elizabeth taylor. u will have a lot of imagination. but when the
hooker arrives, u take off ur clothes and make love with her.
just after 3 or 4 minutes, its funished. THAT'S IT!

chan ho nam: is that the whore that u're waiting for?
chicken: i've almost whored a transverstite.

**boys and girls..
please bare in mind that the "whore" that mentioned above are not exactly a whore.
it was actually a position of "branch leader" in one of the districts in hong kong..

CREST-fallen

One my dreams were shattered last night, when the blues thrashed (with aggregate 7-5) the reds and knocked us out of the running title of The Champions League.

Sigh.. I lost my appetite to eat breakfast this morning. I am so disappointed even though they put off a good fight last night.

Aaarrrggghhhh.I don’t have enough middle fingers to show you how I feel right now. Maybe, this year was not the year for us "the Reds". Screw EPL and now screw CL???!!!

more pictures..aaaa

serious cam-whoring coming through..ngahahahahaha...


me with the girls..aina and roza



then then then..me and my cousin, boi


me and henry

me..alone..here and there

yeer, aina ada juak..

toodles

plain lazy

so, ive been busy.mid term break "did" me good.lots of thing's been happening too.

lots of outing.
lots of meeting.
lots of talking.
lots of driving.
lots of walking.
lots of eating.
lots of drinking.
lots of cam-whoring too!



i didnt even bother doing my assignments.because im just plain lazy this week.
yea, sure i did came out with something here and there. basically, i "did" my assignments in my head. didnt bother to write it down or say it out loud.

okeh okeh..
-there's nothing much to do in my Design class, besides thinking about my concept and how to achieve it through space planing and sadra sadra.
-for my furniture class..HAHA, i dont know what is other material to choose besides wood and corrugated board as my main material and how to make my "BOO-T STOOL" LIGHTER..

-and as for my Comunication principal class, arrrgghhh..300
words more to go. woman please! my idea on that essay is drying out..

yeah, during Norah's aqiqah caremony, m grandma did something to me that hurt me physically..at times, she gets violent woo! oh crap, my hands and right shoulder really hurt..
suroh kak tiah urut lok..

~toodles~

LONELY...indeed

i am THAT lonely indeed... need a dog.oh wait.i have junior.

when the world is in-sincere...

today is the 6th day of April. somebody's birthday. i wished him every year, but never in return, he remembers mine let alone wishes me. still believe in karma? naaaah! BULLSHIT. and everytime i rememberED our memories, i questioned his sincerity. boi, was i dumb or smart aa? *laughing out loud*

dah dah..what's past is past. what's done is done.


now now.. had a memorable conversation with my friend yesterday..
but if YOU are not interested..then dont read laa..nobody forced you to read what..
his name is to be kept anonymous.. ahahahah
shhh!!!!!


him says: we'l catch up soon
him says: u tooz
him says: u keep well k
LaiChiKang says: miss me or nt?
LaiChiKang says: ahahahaaha
him says: i do ****
him says: i honestly do
LaiChiKang says: k gd to knw!
him says: sumtimes i duno if u're stil mad at me or wad
him says: so i dun dare say too much
LaiChiKang says: miss u too
him says: n i noe u hav all the right in the world to b mad at me
him says: so i'm not gonna justify myself
him says: u take ur time.n tel me whn its all gud.hehe
LaiChiKang says: ordy laaaaaaa
LaiChiKang says: ok laa
LaiChiKang says: enuff sed
him says: heh
LaiChiKang says: later i cry
him says: lol
LaiChiKang says: susah swak!
him says:haha
him says: i thot mati swak?
LaiChiKang says: ahahaahahahahzhaha
LaiChiKang says: pandai!

ya ajak tek? ahahahaah..still...I QUESTIONED PEOPLE'S INSINCERITY every now and then. yeah. im being soo russian about it. cannot meh?

this week will be a hectic week for me and my family. ada majlis pertabalan diraja raja eh, majlis aqiqah NORAH SOON TO BE JONES. gago laa kmk org ujong minggu tok koh.. dah laa sik da upah caterer. oohh..beriris dak bawang dak cabik dak kentang dak apa apa lah!

*imagine lok*
ooh..GAGO TOK GAGO!