july has been

so-so. i had enough fun and enough work to handle. been re-evaluating myself too. i have decided that i should talk less about other people and listen more.

Next week, my cousin Raof or Aup will bring his parents to KL to do some shopping for raya. I used to called him a lot of things because he can be very annoying (when we were growing up) and last few June, i did it again and i cant believe it. Cant believe i called him stoopid just because he cant read and count. Hes having dyslexia for God sake. How can i said that to him. i think im the one whos stoopid by saying that. i should have apologized to him the next time i see him.

Been talking a lot. and i hated myself for that. i wish i can press the undo button every time i said something about other people and when i talked non-stop for 10 minutes. just STOP NURUL! JUST STOP!

Dear God, please make it easy for me to get through in this "phase" of life.

Ramadhan is approaching and hopefully, this time around our "ibadah" will be accepted by Him. Insyaallah. Pray hard AND do work smart.. Peace..

our bus-trip

had a great Sunday with my love.

Went for a bus-trip around town with my love. From Saujana to Muara Tabuan to Jalan song and then back to Saujana. Picked him up from his house then we headed for breakfast at Beemers.

Off from Saujana Bus Terminal to one of the Muara Tabuan bus station. From Muara Tabuan, we walked to Stutong park (another 2-3km walk in the park) and then we had lunch at Simply Sedap (not that Sedap afterall). Then we took a bus at KPJ (another 2km walk) to Jalan Song. We headed to One Jaya for a little window Shopping. I had my very first red-velvet cupcake there and it tasted great!

From Jalan Song, we took a bus back to town, Saujana Bus Station that is.

We Met a lot of people and had a good walk! 30000 steps perhaps? We play the guessing-games while waiting for the bus and i think i had wayy too much laugh today. Wasn't even on my medication.

That is all :)

Mid- year holiday

i wish to have this kind of holidays every year. And yeah, Sabah Rocks!

turning-in

Greeeeaaaat...im turning him into Mee Sapi Haji Salleh lover and a cam-whore :)

Orange Range!

A day trip to Annah Rais

look at the background *pointing at the picture*

For the last few weeks, I've been working a lot. Doing extra-hours every weekends and honestly, it's been tiring. Been fighting with my boyfriend a lot too. On the day of election last month, we decided to take a "time-out" and get away for a day from the so called city-life. We went to this Bidayuh Village at Borneo Highland where they have "au de-natural" hot spring in their river.

passed-by the only coolest place in Borneo i must say :( Actually, our planned was to go here but it was bloody expensive for a day trip. RM250 per person!!!! heck NO!

tadaaaa

welcome to the Annah Rais hot-spring

very funny looking signage. "hey you! you go back home and don't come back!
if i see your face again, i will tell your mother to tell my dog to bite you, then you know!"

Nope. I didn't take any picture at the hot spring nor the river. As soon as we reached there, we just wanted to jump in the water and cool ourselves before we soaked our feet in the Hot-spring. Wait. We have to pay for the entrance fee RM5 per person. It's been fun when we got there because there was just the two of us. Fooling around in the water, splashing here and there, shake our cute butts like no one care. heyyyy, it rhymes! Well, it's been a good experience and a heck of a weekend :) because the next thing i knew, i got my period and a fever! I had 2-days sick leave and handful of drama to handle.

my heart ache

i realized i didn't talk or write much about my boyfriend, Syafiq in this blog because i think it is best left it in my thoughts and my heart only. but today, i want to write something about it and i wish i could just forget this ever happened.

"when we did the right thing, people won't remember but when we made mistake, people never forget..." -Jarut-

Early that night, everything was perfect. he came to my house with his bicycle, and then we went for "night-ride" around the neighborhood. Hangin' out at my house because we were both was already tired of cycling.

Then we had a big fight on our way to send him home.
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A big fight to the point that he said that i have broken his heart and even text-ed me "please don't reply or call.."

I don't know what to do. Seems like he put our relationship on-hold\ hanging mode.
I don't even know why i bother writing about this.

I guess he tried his best to be a good boyfriend but in his own term and definitely in his own way. I didn't noticed it. I may have catch a glimpse of it but i think i was already too late.

April update

hello readers. Just wanna update about "things" in my life for a bit. nothing much, really. but im just gonna post it anyway for me to read in the future.

Tomorrow is our Second Year Anniversary.2 years ey. Cant believe im "in a relationship" in the first place. Honestly, we didn't have any plan whatsoever.

me: Tomorrow is 0704. Do you know what day it is?
him: The first time i take you out.

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Works been awfully a lot lately. barely have times to play Tetris (a computer game) that i used to play in the office.
i hate draughting. i make the worst draughtswoman in the world i tell you.
no more designing interesting space other than plain/boring offices and the detailing. been designing some corporate (the eff???!!) signages too.

really, im tired of work. my whole body, eyes and even my brain refuses to do another CAD sessions.

also, ive been working over-time during Saturday.
hopefully i can use and spend the money into something useful.
At work, i have always look forward for lunch time. that is the only time that me and my colleagues catch up with one another .

im really looking forward for my trip to Sabah this coming July. kinda excited just to "think" about it.

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im currently using my new and improved home desktop. feels weird ey using Window 7.
when my pc was sick for about 3 weeks (i think), ive been reading books and did a little gardening. tanam sayour sawi. tapi belum molah bakut. kelak ngatornya. nya gik kecik gilak.
pretty useful i must say, the time i spend while my pc was in coma.

that's all for now.

yeaaay! happy birthday to me!

aneem forgot my birthday.this cake was bought a day after.
oh well. better late than never right?

roza dearest made this cake especially for me. thank you. it was yummeh!

yours truly is officially 25 y'all

on a side note:
1) Im loving all the presents that i have received.
2) I have to say, im a little terrified being 25, really.

#marchwish

and I Pray to Allah that,

my heart will always at ease,
my brain will always at peace,
my health will always at its excellence,
my mum will always smile and laugh,
my skin will glow,
my bowel movement to be smooth,
and my love will flourish...

p/s will try to spend RM100 (max) a week.
gotta save up that $$$.

my summary on Nuar's weeding last last weekend

UPACARA AKAD NIKAH
- all is well. im too sick to noticed anyone or what was going on

WEDDING RECEPTION AT FOUR POINTS
- im wearing this lovely cheongsam. tho i was on my period pain/gastric/ferev-ish, i still look good (otedah, sikda orang muji.aku muji dik mpun)

-the ceremony was alright. the stage was alright.

-the bride looks stunning but she could use a little bit more smile.

WEDDING AT THE GROOM'S HOUSE
- the stage "pelamin was too big and empty

- the bride & groom was wearing purple but the pelamin was red+white.
(what's happening, really, i dont have a clue)

- the food was awful. im saying this because this is what i heard. people talk you know, and i happened to be around but i pretended to mind my own business. i didn't eat much because i didn't like the food.

-was having a fever and my mum doesn't give a rat-ass about me! tho she did says she care about me but she left me at home, alone, for 4 nights i tell ya!

- family picture. i believe, there will be none because they happened to hire an awful photographer and he's incapable of handling the crowd. he goes around and says something like "hey, who wants to take picture with the funny looking couple, come to the stage.." he didn't exactly said that but thats what his face looked like when hes taking pictures.

sosadsosadsosad

So, next month, a good friend of mine asked me to be an usher for her lil bro's wedding at the Sarawak Club. And also, my godfather's only son, Abang Azul is getting married by December.

Insyaallah, its gonna be awesome!!!

Love, peace & harmony

weddings

last week, my cousin got married. no i didnt take any pictures of them couple because they are not the nicest people in the family. haha. just kidding. (naah im over it. wont go around and spread my negative crap to the public).

i was sick last week. period pain + gastric + sore throat + growing wisdom tooth , can you imagine how sick i was? and then recently, fever + flu.
believe me, i have draft this post before but i left it in my office. i will talk about it in the next post k? just wanted to show you some pictures from my humble phone and the quality isn't really there i have to say.

Me! getting ready for the wedding reception at the four point hotel

the "Pelamin" at the hotel. honestly, i kinda like it. it was charming i'd say. especially the tree and the chandelier.

me and my long lost cousin. i love having her around. so sad that she has to leave Kuching again. so much for her pursuing her dreams. i wish her well.

so, there you go. i will update my blog again, once i got my draft paper inside my drawer in the office. i promise. right now. my nose is blocked and cant really think or write straight.
kthnxbye.

Beaver + Duck =?

here's a story of our little inside joke today.

"..it was rainy and stormy night, deep in the woods, Mr Beaver made a mistake by doing "it" with Ms Duck. Ms Duck found out shes pregnant. Thus, the baby/mistake is called The Platypus. One heck of a rare Mammals.."

it was one beautiful mistake, comes a beautiful? Platypus? what?

EPIC love.

Reds & Blues

Love is Blue
Cinta is Green
I Love You
Like Planta & Margerin

Okay.These day, I have been neglected EPL pretty much the whole season.
Now, that I know Torres is Gone from my beloved club and Kenny has become the club manager, I'm looking forward to watch EPL once more. I believe in Kenny's decision to let go off Torres.

WELCOME and hello LUIS SUAREZ!

Kenny Dalglish is a legend you know. And as a legend, he knows whats best for the club.

I just hope Stevie G wont give up with Liverpool just like I did. Stay. Please do stay. I believe you will be the next Dalglish M.B.E. Wait. You already ARE a legend :)

Looking forward for tomorrow's match ey. Chelsea vs Liverpool. Best of luck to the Reds.

something to talk about

i miss taking pictures. i do.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Y-rfBGtAck

New day is here

"No resolution no regrets" - Charles N.

This year, im turning 25 years old. That's 1/4 of century. To get to live till today, i only have God to thank for His blessings. And to my awesome mother, my beautiful family and friends, thank you.

Its the unknown, scares me. What the future hold, terrifies me. If i could just brainwash myself so that i won't worry to much and just let God takes the wheel and have faith in Him, life (this year) will be much better.

Between dreams and reality, normally i would just choose reality over dreams. But this year, I'll try my best to live up my dream. And believe me, it is not THE time to shine.

And to the love of my life: we may not know where this relationship is gonna take us, but until then, lets make the most of it. *cheers, love*

greetings 2011...

Welcome to another year where life will define itself through times.

Blessed new year everyone.

obnoxious masseuse!

Well, a few weeks ago, my friends and i were involved in a car accident. To make that story short, i had a minor dislocated on my left shoulder. Yes, it hurts but i went to Chinese Physician a few days after the accident and the doctor fixed it already. All in all, I'm fine. But at times when i indulged myself with a little cold drinks such as smoothies or chocolate ice blended, my shoulder started to feel the pain (again), therefore, i have to restrain myself from having cold drinks since then. Do you have any idea how "easy" it was?

Now, I'm looking for a good masseuse or better known as a chiropractor. After several days of looking for the "available" masseuse, i still couldn't find one. They are very well demanded by high-er society here in Kuching. They would give me reasons not to give me a massage. "i don't massage at night", "I had a fever", "I'm packed in the weekends" and bla bla bla. In certain ways, i do feel offended because i don't belong to that high class community and yes, i needed them to fixed me shoulder PRONTO.

If any of you who still can't figured out what are you going to do when you are graduated, or looking for a job now, here's a little tips for ya, be A MASSSEUSE. Before you know it, you'll be mixing with high class people with a higher salary! Eh, its a good source of income what. If you don't mind, do not get the license for your practice as for the income-tax people will look for you and that can't be good idea. You know lah, when you get such an amount of money after every massage session that you did, you can afford to buy that iPhone 4 that you've always wanted within a few days I'm telling ya.

Indeed, a masseuse has a good income. Especially here in Kuching. There goes my brain fart for every readers. And for that, I Thank You for reading this post.

trip to Damai Beach

at the beach

after dawn

karaoke time!

X-MAS IS HERE BABY!
AND i got A PRESENT!!!

gorgeous girls night out

us and man-made waterfall!!!

jarut and her yoga post. funneh!

so called-synchronize swimming

so! the last 2 weeks, i got a room for 2 days and 1 night which i spend it with my mother and my cousin, Jarut. had a great time there. really great time. theres also my colleagues around and we had a great time together too. woah. 3 times of "great" sounds so wrong ey?

ps: been longing to say this for months!!!! BRUNO MARS is so like the dude from Kpg no.5. the one who always with his guitar at the road side in front of his granma's house. some said he lookd like Filipinos / Thais / Indonesian maybe but i bet hes from our very own Kpg No.5. Dont you think so?

simple pleasure

...simple pleasure in life CAN be fulfilling...

...simple pleasure in life IS what i need...

on the side note:- miley's fans hated jonas's fans who hated demi's fans. demi's fans hate bieber's fans and bieber's fans are nice people. we hate everyone. word.