more pictures..aaaa

serious cam-whoring coming through..ngahahahahaha...


me with the girls..aina and roza



then then then..me and my cousin, boi


me and henry

me..alone..here and there

yeer, aina ada juak..

toodles

plain lazy

so, ive been busy.mid term break "did" me good.lots of thing's been happening too.

lots of outing.
lots of meeting.
lots of talking.
lots of driving.
lots of walking.
lots of eating.
lots of drinking.
lots of cam-whoring too!



i didnt even bother doing my assignments.because im just plain lazy this week.
yea, sure i did came out with something here and there. basically, i "did" my assignments in my head. didnt bother to write it down or say it out loud.

okeh okeh..
-there's nothing much to do in my Design class, besides thinking about my concept and how to achieve it through space planing and sadra sadra.
-for my furniture class..HAHA, i dont know what is other material to choose besides wood and corrugated board as my main material and how to make my "BOO-T STOOL" LIGHTER..

-and as for my Comunication principal class, arrrgghhh..300
words more to go. woman please! my idea on that essay is drying out..

yeah, during Norah's aqiqah caremony, m grandma did something to me that hurt me physically..at times, she gets violent woo! oh crap, my hands and right shoulder really hurt..
suroh kak tiah urut lok..

~toodles~

LONELY...indeed

i am THAT lonely indeed... need a dog.oh wait.i have junior.

when the world is in-sincere...

today is the 6th day of April. somebody's birthday. i wished him every year, but never in return, he remembers mine let alone wishes me. still believe in karma? naaaah! BULLSHIT. and everytime i rememberED our memories, i questioned his sincerity. boi, was i dumb or smart aa? *laughing out loud*

dah dah..what's past is past. what's done is done.


now now.. had a memorable conversation with my friend yesterday..
but if YOU are not interested..then dont read laa..nobody forced you to read what..
his name is to be kept anonymous.. ahahahah
shhh!!!!!


him says: we'l catch up soon
him says: u tooz
him says: u keep well k
LaiChiKang says: miss me or nt?
LaiChiKang says: ahahahaaha
him says: i do ****
him says: i honestly do
LaiChiKang says: k gd to knw!
him says: sumtimes i duno if u're stil mad at me or wad
him says: so i dun dare say too much
LaiChiKang says: miss u too
him says: n i noe u hav all the right in the world to b mad at me
him says: so i'm not gonna justify myself
him says: u take ur time.n tel me whn its all gud.hehe
LaiChiKang says: ordy laaaaaaa
LaiChiKang says: ok laa
LaiChiKang says: enuff sed
him says: heh
LaiChiKang says: later i cry
him says: lol
LaiChiKang says: susah swak!
him says:haha
him says: i thot mati swak?
LaiChiKang says: ahahaahahahahzhaha
LaiChiKang says: pandai!

ya ajak tek? ahahahaah..still...I QUESTIONED PEOPLE'S INSINCERITY every now and then. yeah. im being soo russian about it. cannot meh?

this week will be a hectic week for me and my family. ada majlis pertabalan diraja raja eh, majlis aqiqah NORAH SOON TO BE JONES. gago laa kmk org ujong minggu tok koh.. dah laa sik da upah caterer. oohh..beriris dak bawang dak cabik dak kentang dak apa apa lah!

*imagine lok*
ooh..GAGO TOK GAGO!

so long march, hello april

it has been the worst month of my life!

1) urinary track infection and i've been seeing lots of doctor since. (try 5 doctors!)
2) work was plagiarized by my classmate
3) moto kenak pecah! sunglasses ilang
4) autocad software and files were corrupted
5) went to the clinic yesterday, got my urine tested, contained sugar!
6) re-do urine test (to confirm) which i was diagnosed with diabetes
7) today, went to the clinic, again..to take my blood sample (will found out in 3 weeks time) to confirm the diagnosis

could it be any worst?
when things like this happen,
i hate being

helpless and powerless to do JUST about ANYTHING!!!

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wanna see what put the smile back to my face?





8) and yea, BOF ends yesterday :(

***what am i gonna do about my tuesday and wednesday morning without BOF?
yea, sure i usually do my assignment during that time but seriously, what am i gonna do about this!!!


LEVI'S ANYONE?
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i just hope this april will do me good.
i really hope april wont let me down.
now april, be good to me ey?

motoku knak pecah (episode 2)

if there's somebody or anyone for that matter, telling you about "life is karma" tell them to go to hell ok!
anything that involves karma, i tell you..is PURE RUBBISH!

so, my car's stereo system was stolen (again) and so do my sunglasses.
i bought that sunglasses with the money that i earn it (with my own bare hands!)

the radio and all were stripped off. this is the second time such "incident" happened to me! sigh..i parked my car at my usual..somewhere in Nanas road.

and now, my uncle is giving me the silent treatment. you know laa, i can't stand that kind of treatment. scream, yell, spank me if you will..but not silent..please!

bye sunglasses bye.
im missing you already.
i cant believe i wore thee for the last time this morning.
that after all, was our last goodbye.
"charles and keith" will never be the same again.
at least for my eyes.
you are after all, my one of a kind sunglasses that i had.
you served me well.
you protected my eyes for the sun.

oh man, i really suck at writing am i?

"take care"

umm..for this past 2 weeks, ive been seeing 4 doctors already. it hurts everytime i pee and it is no longer a pleasure.sigh.

i think i've commented on someone's blog years ago about saying "take care" to end our conversation. itok tok teh.
hehehe

i remember the message that my Aisyah gave me the other night. (me like it!)
it goes something like this;

aisyah: cta apa kt hallmark.ths s a hectic week! Pande craving my mom's mee jawa indah. U take care nurul: sik tauk title apa.. tell me, how 2 "take care".. u have fun in melaka aite.. aisyah: take care- mium aik byk2, makan ubat, dgr kata doktor, dgr kata mama ktk, avoid collectiong germs, tahan iman ngan laki hensem. nurul: AHAHAHAHAHAA,Nok dudi skali ya ada susah ckt!!! dugaan dugaan
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yea..sure it sounds sooooo nice when we hear it. especially when it comes from someone you adore. but what about strangers? do they really mean what they say? or that is just a way they're being polite?

me and my social life..cant never go along well.. no wonder i $@#%%^&%*^& all the time..

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IT has been a happy happy week too..
trust me, it has nothing to do with my reality life..
HONEST!


THANX dOC!
I heart YOU ALL~

there's something about minimalism

If i were to marry Yun Ji Hoo (so called the character from BOF) our house should look something like these: -

our bedroom (pretty sexy ey? living proof where LESS is MORE!)

our living room (on the couch)
gotta love the piano and the painting tho

our bathroom (on the floor)

our kitchen (on the counter)

our walk-in closet (oh yes)

eheheheh..wait..since it is all plain and white..wait till you see this :-

wall of clocks.. (oh hell no!)

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uuuuu looks like somebody was hurt by my last post ( i hate.u suck.i inggar laa).
im sorry. i didn't mean to hurt or judge you in that manner.
im just mad at your insincerity.

there's a saying/qoute from a friend of mine's blog that i loike so much
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if you CAN'T handle me at my WORST,
then you CERTAINLY, don't DESERVE my BEST.

should i be laughing?

was driving back from afternoon class, saw a dark grey sky and suddenly i recalled about a conversation that i had with my beloved Godfather years ago.

him: angol Wa nak bayar bil telepon tok..tinggi gilak
i : bayar half half laa
him: ya abg azul kau bertelepon..nanyak org ompuan, "dah makan? kmk lom mkn. mkn apa oo? langit di ctok itam koh. nak ujan la ari tok. ktk dah berak? kmk lom berak."
i : HAHAHAHA.. biasa laa yaa nak?

and the conversation goes on and on..
you know laa..the typical questions that people used when there's nothing up with their life, apart from the routines..

i had a good laugh, really.. good time good time.

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im loving the free perfume sample that i got from purchasing my perfume..ehee
sadly, i used to complaint about it to a friend saying that it (the smell) was too "adult" for me..
maybe the chemistry work well with my body/skin..
who knew..

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champions league quater-final draw just now..

liverpool vs chelsea... again?????????????
ya sejarah mungkin berulang or not?

no expectation, no nothing. im done expecting.

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i peed blood again today. i went to the clinic. im ON weird medication.
going to get meself a full body scan and x-rays on monday..
wish me luck~!

Faith..i gotta have faith

wondering..thinking..and wishing

i need to surround myself with believer.. ( orang beriman baah).
those who have faith, but not practicing isn't really a believer yes?

it come to my senses that whenever i feel "lost", i don't really have a friend to turned to.
sure, Al-Quran ada.. but it's different from having a friend who you can talked to about "stuff" ey?

religion matter...very sensitive i tell you.

you know laa hows my 2 cents work nowadays..

out of control..

beyond words..

which remind me of this song............

"....Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakanku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggal kan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud...."

i hate. u suck. i inggar laaa

oh loser.

akan aku katakan dengan indah...

there are a few things that id like to say..and i wish you and "it" will go away.. terusss
i have to say it so it will get out of my system..heee

i hate the way you laugh..its friggin' annoying
i hate the way you pay attention to what i gotta say..and i hate the way you respond to it.
i hated it when you doesn't care what's on my mind then.

i hate the way you dressed up or down >.< i bet it's ugly down there!
i hate the way you brag about brands and stuff..trust me, i know better..! but i wont go around town telling people about it, you idiot!

i hate the way you talk, telling and spreading those lies like im some sort of stoopid. sure, im a fool in my own damn way..and that is for you to appreciate it..not to make fun out of it..
our conversation, seems to go to waste..cause it leads nowhere..i cant even remember what we talked about..that sad ey?

i hate the way you commenting my songs of choice for i know what i like and you dont. you've been living your whole life that other people wants you to live..but not you, yourself!
like you know music like i do music..ceh!

ooh, the cat. you and your cat. truth been told, im not an animal lover or a cat lover.in fact, i abused animal with my own bare hand. but i dont hate animal. im just not a big fan of them.

don't even start on those smirks!!! i hated it!
statements? i dont do statements..u did and still do..and you proud of it? oh come on!
action speaks louder than word..true that..you said it yourself..im totally with you on that. now that i saw you "act", oh boi, seriously..it speaks way better than your word..they dissapointed me..big time!

now, im glad you've moved on.im happy for you.it's good to know, you're not expecting anything from me.. because, i JUST saw the worst of you..

"that's for me to know, and you to never finds out..." spidey~

cheerio and peace,

thank you

my way of saying thank you for the small gathering the other day



my lover???!!!! {i dont have a boyfriend, i have a lover}
yeah this guy's attitude remind of my cousin, Azul..man..i miss that guy!
used to have a crush on that attitude..yea, i remember..eeeeeeee

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thanks aina, ren and yen for coming over and the cakes and the food..
and those with their birthday wishes..really appreciate it~
and ooh..the presents too..love it~
those who forgot my birthday..screw you!
ahahahah

my birthday wishlist

click to enlarge!

one night @ airport

on our way to eat chocolate sundae



ya..ini sudah sampai yaa buk..
things i do for 1/4 pounder..




ehehheh..garuk idong..i tot Aisyah was goin' to take a picture of me..i didnt know the video mode is ON!




lost in translation... nang sik dapat jadi tourist guide..i know that now >.<

there's plenty of video laa..but damn streamyx..slowing my uploading and downloading work..haizzzzzzzz



take 5..aishah, playing the role as an informer??? bakat itu perlu diasah yaa.




nurul nait tanggak..sa best!

another star struck??????

note to roza: jangan jeles! and, hes only 22 this year!! now scream!!!


best version of DAo MING SI (METEOR GARDEN) / DOMYOUJI ( HANA YORI DANGO) EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...
HIS NAME IS GOo JUN PYO!!!!!!!!
FIRST TIME aku jatoh cinta dengan watak utama F4 eh! aaaaa!

Epitomy of perfection..well physically.. those smirk!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaa!!

DroolingDroolingDroolingMode



oi!
boys over flower (F4) korean version best gila babi. babi tengok kompom gila juak.

kak ya, lead ACTRESS nya, less annoying.. I like her.. usually, i find the lead actresses were always friggin'ly annoying and a pain in the ass.. i mean it..

and the story line is kinda unpredictable.. i lost track of the main "peak" in every episode.. because usually, they are kinda predictable..

wait. i gotta find meself a tissue.
aek liur meleleh tok..
tengah ngelap la lok...

"LEE MIN HO, TOGETHER, WE WILL MAKE THE PRETTIEST BABY ALIVE...!"

tag by atieyrah

list 20 things u hate n love

20 things i love

*since it says "things" then, i shall talk about things and only things, yes?

1. my PC-cos my friends live in it
2. my ride- cos nobody has the look that similar to it, it's modest and it vibrates too..
3. my old levi..
4. watches and clocks..there's something about telling times that i like
5. postcards
6. slide up phones compared to the fold one
7. flip flops and sandals compared to hills or wedges
8. tea -any types of tea will do
9. t-shirts compared to sleeves tops - tho i look pretty good in it
10. colourful pictures..printed out mind you!
11. samsung's phone compared to motorola's/nokia's/lg's ..etc..(screw apple!)
12. perfumessssssssss..woman please!
13. minimalist accessories - girls please, less is more, k!
14. my sunglasses - cos aina's nose appeared smaller than it usually does when she wears it?
15. blusher that goes with my skin tone
16. leather and cotton handbags
17. bedsheets-clean, plain, cotton and comfortable
18. old magazines - mostly interior's magazine
19. stuffed bean dolls -
20. dental floss.


20 things i hate

1. bad deodorant
2. bad hair products
3. bad perfumes - perfumes that last only for 2 hours??!
4. stretchable jeans - not a big fan of 'em
5. smelly garbage
6. dusty bed and dusty sofa
7. laundry - let me paint you a picture: "oi! angkat baju nok kerin yaaa! ari nak ujan yaaa! nok sembab engkah ke tepi yaaa!!!"
8. "unwanted" hair @ "unwanted" places - yeah, you know what im talkin about
9. damn those digi promo messages.
10. utility bills
11. gadgets - they are soo troublesome. naah, i just can't keep up!
12. air conditioner - time tidor laa paling sik suka..soo called asthma!
13. bad earphones
14. bad signage - it should be funny but i find it rather annoying instead
15. smelly shoes
16. silk and chiffon fabrics - not a big fan of 'em
17. comic books! i couldn't afford to collect them motherf*****
18. skin care product - cleaner,toner and moisturizer?
19. porn magazine - doesn't turned me on at all
20. speaker bunyi pecah - what do you call it?

woah..took me 2 hours to do this tag..!
it's really hard figuring "things" out you know..

let's do some tag..

Name : NURUL AIN SITI HASIAH

Sisters : NONE

Brothers : NONE

Shoe size : SOMETIMES 5 SOMETIMES 6

Height : 159 cm

Where do you live : currently IN KUCHING, SARAWAK

Swam in the ocean : HATE IT

Fallen asleep at school : ALL THE TIME

Broken someone’s heart : I DID..MANY MANY TIMES

Fell off your chair : YES, ALL THE TIME..NAAAH

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : NOT ANYMORE

Saved e-mails : IMPORTANT ONE

What is your room like : NOTHING FANCY.. BUT COLOURFUL..

What’s right beside you : my PRINTER

What is the last thing you ate : VEGE..LOTS OF 'EM

Chicken pox : YeS

Sore throat : MY STRESS indicator

Stitches : SO FAR, NOPE

Broken nose : THANK GOD, Nope

Do you Believe in love at first sight : I do

Like picnics : LIKE IT, A LIL BIT

Who was/were...The last person you danced with : JunioR

Last made you smile : MY UNCLE

You last yelled at : JunioR

Today did you…Talked to someone you like : NOPE

Kissed anyone : TODAY? YEA I DID..

Get sick : TODAY? NOPE

Talk to an ex : I DONT HAVE ANY EX-ES

Miss someone : NOT ANYMORE

Who do you really hate : NO ONE..?

Do you like your handwriting : BOLEY LA

Are your toenails painted : NOPE

Whose bed others than yours you rather sleep in : MY LATE GRANDPA'S

What colour shirt are you wearing now : WHITE

Are you a friendly person : DEPENDS ON MY MOOD?

Do you have any pets : yes , I HAVE JunioR

Do you sleep with TV on : SOMETIMES.

What are you doing rite now : LISTENING to ... YOU?

Can you handle the truth : I CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH..LIE TO ME, WILL YA?

Are you closer to your mother or father : IF I HAVE A FATHER, MAYBE BOTH? BUT SINCE I DONT HAVE A FATHER, IM CLOSE WITH MY MUM

Do you eat healthy : BOLEY LA

Do you still have a picture of you and your ex : ?NEVER?

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : MY MUM AND JARUT AND JR.

Are you loud or quite most of the time : LOUD!!!..IF IM QUITE, SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH ME

Are you confident : I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ANSWER THESE QUESTION



5 things I was doing 10 years ago :- DID MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS,(IM HATING IT) - getting scolded for BEING LOUD in MY class - EXPLORING THE WORLD OF MUSIC - EVOLVING MYSELF AND THE WORLD OF TECH - ENJOY TRIPPING (VACATION LAA)



5 things I would do if I were a billionaire :- INVEST! - SAVING!- VACATION!- buy MORE PROPERTY! - CHARITY!



5 of my bad habits :- Short tempered.- TOO SENSITIVE.- THINK TOO MUCH.- POTTY MOUTh.-DRAMA QUEEN



5 places I’ve lived/living :- Kuching - SIBU- Kuching again... THAT WAS IT FOR NOW..

visit

i guess, an Angel has spent quite sometimes "visiting"around my neighbourhood this week..

just a few nights ago, one of my neighbour Hjh Lauyah passed away from asthma attack..
and today(during the wee hour), my beloved neighbour, Hjh Inai passed away from diabetic and shes the most wonderful neighbour ive ever had. shes a giver and "never give to receive". i remember her maid (because she asked her to) always sent us food everyday..(when shes in a good health)..

TAKZIAH TO THE TWO FAMILY

whos next? i guess we'll never know..

Rest In Peace Ladies..may Allah blessed your beautiful souls..

~AL-FATIHAH~

susahatisusahatisusahati

A day at Upper Sanctuary, MJC.. (kak eeda's new condo)

wish Jarut was here with me..
kacacatan yang tidak dapat di "deny". apa deny dalam bahasa swak bah?

ooh, this picture remind me to see my beloved dentist soon!

juh, tengok gambar kmk ketika kmk senang ati jak..

jacuzzi= vibrates + orgasmic..

sarapan pagi di NYC

jum! lekas! lajulah!

i just hope this band will never be one of those "one hit-wonder" band like i use to know and like..

blop blop

ommmmm
errmmmmm
hmmmmmmm

when a person tells you that "you were the last thing on my mind"..

what kind of crap is that supposed to mean?

is it a good thing or a bad thing?
do tell.



im soo proud of Bernard Chandran, our M'sian favorite fashion designer..
he designed Estelle's dress for Grammy yo!

love it or hate it?
errrrrrrr

p/s:
my nightmares paid me a visit.
just the thought of it, makes me wanna puke.
sigh..spain vs england..21.00UK, probably at 5am M'sia....?

interesting..

me wanting you..

ooohhh..the world economy crisis strikes again. mum is not happy about it.
i should restrain myself from purchasing unnecessary stuff. i have to do this.i can't afford to shop til i drop anymore. i will not spend a dime for a "self-fish" reason.
oh God. help me to get through this moment of "materials will not give me long term satisfactory"

let's live the average life, shall we NuRuL..? wait. i already am!
i just need to hang-in there for a little longer. kelak, insyaAllah, lekak graduate, carik kerja.only then dapat beli barang duit dirik mpun. jgn harap duit org tua lagik, ok?

me wanting stuffs..haizzzzzzzzzzzz

lets take a moment at NuRuL's world of dreamland..ok.

i wanted this fedora hat since x-mas..never got them..Santa must have missed my letter..

i got my eyes on this baby now.. courtesy of Salvatore Ferragamo..yes?

a friend of mine just got this baby for his mother! how sweet can he be? i hate that guy!

another friend of mine recommended this baby to me.
im not sure about the smells though (cause i havent smell them?duh)
but up till now, Escada has never let me down.

NOT TO BE MISUNDERSTAND..I DON'T WANT ANY OF THIS THING BECAUSE OF VALENTINE'S DAY IS COMING.. NO. NO. AND NO.

ooh..i posted this post at the wrong time yes?

p/s:-pusak kmk "nek wan" lekak beranak. 4 ikok! nya sik pandei jaga anak!
ya juak anak nya kiak kaong dalam kotak..geraaaaaaaaaaaaaam tok. bisin bah!
ya juak banyak pusak stranger kuang kuit dekat rmh kmk..
takut cdak mkn new-born babies yaa eh!

because i feel like it ok?

Just like me

yours truly is SO done playing games.
come on now.
kinda tired already.

i ain't got all day.
wait! i have games to begin with?

"Hey!
Shawty who you fooling you?
Know I'm way too cool for you
To run that game when we play me
Trying to do me like I be doing you
Say you heard I was screwing her
Just like I hear he doing you
Why you worry about me doing me
Let's see you doing you"

........this is straight from a player's heart who claimed being played by a woman.
now, i have nothing but respect for the lady tho.

my fave part?
.........{just like me} by Jamie Foxx f/t

"Ohh, we were so the same
I don't know why I can see you baby
And it ain't a point to feeling blue
You're just like me and I'm just like you".T.i